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2022-05-28 at 1:48 PM UTC
Originally posted by Donald Trump Girl comes up to you in the middle of night in the middle of kyiv during the peak of covid and says "can you buy me groceries".
"Dude she's using you!!!!!!!LMAO!!!11!!"
She straight up told me she only came up to me cos she seen a big fat tourist waddling down Kreshatik, and I told her I only entertained her cos she was a pretty girl, we both know what we are after.
That's such a postmodern apocalyptic tragic toxic "love" story I'm now emotionally invested in the outcome
My baby mom mother's me in some ways but she's constantly full of anger and anxiety and is pretty bad for my soul. I grew up in a toxic family environment and she grew up in dozens of unstable and sometimes institutional settings and it hurts my heart to think of the same fate befalling my son. She has no coping skills whatsoever and is incredibly self destructive.
Without me the only way for her to survive I'd by latching onto another guy and although she can throw out a good net with her above average physical features and manipulative abilities, without a kid there's nothing anchoring an unstable relationship with a mentally ill person. I wish these bitches would learn things for their own good -
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2022-05-28 at 2:03 PM UTC
Originally posted by Wariat wait did u buy her groceries without stipulations or without knowing shell do anything in return?
Yes, she said she was hungry. It was an adventure. We went to the 24/7 Silpo down in Arena City. Before we got there she asked me for money and I was like "OK", like 1000 UAH cos it was the smallest I had (€30 or so) We went down a dark unlit staircase there about 23:30pm. I was sure she was leading me to get jumped and robbed, but I thought the fight would be good fun, and I had left most of my cards back in my hotel room so didn't care that much even if I lost. She got told off for not wearing a bullshit covid mask (they gave her one of those cheap blue ones for free). Then I seen what she was buying and we started our first fight, over how much nuts, cheese and salted salmon was OK to buy. Got the groceries, paid on my Aer Lingus credit card. Then we were walking home. She followed me back to my hotel, then wanted to come up to my room, which I was more afraid of. Before she came up I made her promise she wouldn't cause problems.
She came up, I think she thought and I thought it was a hooker type situation. Was barely able to suck on one of her tits. She wasn't a hooker for sure, though she was as expensive as one. I liked the shape of her tits, and liked sucking on them, and felt dissapointed that we didn't get further. Gave her some more money and she headed on home.
Day after the next she txtd me and wanted to meet up, so we went on our first date. A fast moving and sophisticated urbanite, she showed me a very romantic time, parks, Christmas festivals, etc. She swept a fat waddling soy-boy tourist like me off my feet, and made me infatuated with her.
She had the time I was leaving planned, and basically the night before I left was the first time she let me have sex with her (with a condom). She had it all planned out.
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2022-05-28 at 2:10 PM UTCWhat exact type of condom was it?
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2022-05-28 at 2:22 PM UTC
Originally posted by Wariat the kenyan muscles you mean hand muscles when stroking it or pussy muscles?
Pussy muscles.
Goddam those pussy muscles. You can't even imagine till you've tasted. Night ecstacy in a Nairobi hotel room with a girl who wants your seed. Best night of my life so far, probably ever. I was skinny and fit back then too.
Originally posted by Wariat when she asked to buy groceries did you do it without any expectations after or stpiulations and she still fucked you or whats the story?
I wasn't hoping for sex, but I was hoping for adventure. Something fun and memorable, whether good or bad (like I said, I thought I'd be jumped by people who wanted my wallet and probably phone as well. It was only my second night being there).
As it kinda happened I didn't meet anyone associated with Groceries, she wouldn't let me meet her mom or brother, and certainly not her friends (she'd be afraid they'd steal me from her). But she still showed me Kyiv, and she's still being an OK holiday companion, just not any sort of life partner or long term girlfriend. I trust her 100% though, for instance if I give her my credit card she will be careful with it.
Originally posted by Wariat because I did that with these teenagers or 16-18 yr olds onmce in warsaw in central you probably were there near the trains and the mall area that central square. i met them and they had me buy them a vodka and wouldnt even drink it with them just took it and left me saying they had to go. why are pollack teenagers so fucked up man?
I'd blame that on bad luck as much as anything. Did you act reluctant? I kinda did with groceries.
Originally posted by Sudo That's such a postmodern apocalyptic tragic toxic "love" story I'm now emotionally invested in the outcome
My baby mom mother's me in some ways but she's constantly full of anger and anxiety and is pretty bad for my soul. I grew up in a toxic family environment and she grew up in dozens of unstable and sometimes institutional settings and it hurts my heart to think of the same fate befalling my son. She has no coping skills whatsoever and is incredibly self destructive.
Without me the only way for her to survive I'd by latching onto another guy and although she can throw out a good net with her above average physical features and manipulative abilities, without a kid there's nothing anchoring an unstable relationship with a mentally ill person. I wish these bitches would learn things for their own good
I think Groceries has a lot of psychology which is unresolved. It's kinda sad. She's really negative and horrible, especially when we finish holidays and are back home. I don't think she can really support herself (she earned about $500 before the pandemic, about $350 after, god only knows how much she will earn if her work ever resumes. She works in a stall in a mall).
Yet she won't just move to Ireland where she could get €1200 a month tax free from the government. Maybe she doesn't even believe getting that much money for doing nothing is realistic. But frustrating dealing with that level of ignorance.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2022-05-28 at 2:23 PM UTC
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2022-05-28 at 2:32 PM UTC"I'd blame that on bad luck as much as anything. Did you act reluctant? I kinda did with groceries."
IN that situation I bought the vodka and when they told me to just give it to them rather than go somewhere in the bushes or on a bench to drink it i changd my mind and realzied what it was and just kept it for myself. they did or she did call me another time and this time there was a third girl and some kid this youn male teen kid with them and it was stupid as fuk and the third friend was keen on me but i never gave her my contact but basically i think she was one of those sponsor chicks and jokingly said will you buy me. new phone etc., but again i did not have any guarantees of sex for anything and they tried to pull the vodka move again and i believe i bought it again but didnt give it to them then she started threatening me like h ill say you raped me or made some scene and acted crazy even the third friend was weirded out by it. so i fuked it up as that third friend was hot and keen. but they also claimed i look 30 for some reason which i dont think i do or that one blond did. also she called me the third time also from her blocked number and said we want dick basically and it was over the phone while i was in some coffee shop and couldnt talk like that in public so i hang up and i was pissed too as i hate being played i told her it wasnt cool how you acted trying to extort me. -
2022-05-28 at 2:38 PM UTCu dont think u look 30? How old u think u look?
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2022-05-28 at 2:47 PM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2022-05-28 at 3:13 PM UTCstar trek i bet those 20 yr old girls would do nasty shit for moeny. its all their generaiton cares about is money. theyd probably do shit for moeny or go to dubai. also they said we look like in 30s I dont know if they said 30 but in 30s?
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2022-05-28 at 3:18 PM UTCall those polish hos that age are such hypocrytes. they act like whores abroad but in poland they pretend to be princesses or some shit.
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2022-05-28 at 3:45 PM UTCMy sex drive has been at an all time low due to depression/opiates. Was literally5l 50x Hornier in prism. I'll come out the other side soon tho, Idk what the answer is tho. I'm always talking to girls and pursuing relationships to make myself feel a little better. My appeal is I'm toxically masculine but quirky and relatable. Not really but it works. I still believe there is a relationship put there that doesn't make me miserable but the effort-benefit ratio seems way off base now
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2022-05-28 at 4:58 PM UTC
Originally posted by Sudo My sex drive has been at an all time low due to depression/opiates. Was literally5l 50x Hornier in prism. I'll come out the other side soon tho, Idk what the answer is tho. I'm always talking to girls and pursuing relationships to make myself feel a little better. My appeal is I'm toxically masculine but quirky and relatable. Not really but it works. I still believe there is a relationship put there that doesn't make me miserable but the effort-benefit ratio seems way off base now
low sex drive is good for u. more productive and shit.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2022-05-28 at 5:07 PM UTC
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2022-05-28 at 5:14 PM UTCI mean why would you quit a job for that reason
