2022-01-04 at 1:39 AM UTC
Son of the landlord, no one wanted me, prevalent alcoholism and neglect, molested, made to live with my abuser, hungry, poor, hand me down clothing, thinking some shoes every year was a luxury, out growing what I had within months, lonely, a lot of lonliness, violent beatings through out, best friend was a television, smart but couldn't fix my own situation, gang violence a lot of, broken relationships and literally being the smartest fuck up anyone knows, going to college just to get sent to prison, alcoholism, a bi polar mother as my only family, homeless, drugs more vileness, more robberies, all my friends dead
Fucking sucks man
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2022-01-04 at 3:46 AM UTC
This whole life thing will be over before we know it anyway. Of course a lot of those experiences suck but what can you do about it now right ? What a stupid thing for me to say lol.
At least you're still alive and kicking. Didn't turn your bad experiences into killing and raping other people (I guess, I don't know for sure). Do you beat up your partners? Hopefully not that's pretty lame save for those rare exceptions but I've personally never had a girl who I needed to STRIKE.
You're just 30 right? You'll be aight.
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2022-01-04 at 4:26 AM UTC
Try not to think about it
That's what i do and it doesn't really work but yeah
2022-01-04 at 4:39 AM UTC
Originally posted by Solstice
Try not to think about it
That's what i do and it doesn't really work but yeah
Best advice ever.
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2022-01-04 at 2:37 PM UTC
I got really drunk and posted this, but truth is, that's reality.
also i turned 28 in July, im not 30.
2022-01-04 at 3:21 PM UTC
Sudo
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[my hereto riemannian peach]
It's never too late to make a fresh start and not be a prisoner of your past. You have alot to give and alot you are capable of. Not just saying that I genuinely believe it. If you can't make it I definitely can't so by killing yourself you're killing me
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2022-01-04 at 3:39 PM UTC
I always fail the grumpy exam...or pass it depending on your perspective.
2022-01-04 at 7:10 PM UTC
Stop being a pussy ass whiney bitch and do something about your life if its so shitty
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2022-01-04 at 7:25 PM UTC
Idk why this kind of shit makes me love you guys more. We’re all so fucked up. This is kind of the only community where im halfway normal.
I wore the same shoes for years at a time. The soles wore out n when i could start feeling the pebbles under my feet, my mom would cut out traced pieces of cardboard to line the insides. N we couldnt afford lunchables but she didnt want me to feel left out so shed cut out meat n bread and cheese with moon n stars cookie cutters n put it in my lunchbox
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2022-01-04 at 7:29 PM UTC
I genuinely want to see you guys do well. Maybe im weird like that but i cant imagine wishing ill on anyone, esp anyone whos been through as much as we have. I think thats why Fubis death hit me so hard. Anytime id see him on FB, he looked so happy and was doing so well and had a kid on the way. Seeing him made me proud, and made me believe just a little bit that things could get better for people like us.
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2022-01-04 at 7:37 PM UTC
Originally posted by General Butt.Naked
I genuinely want to see you guys do well. Maybe im weird like that but i cant imagine wishing ill on anyone, esp anyone whos been through as much as we have. I think thats why Fubis death hit me so hard. Anytime id see him on FB, he looked so happy and was doing so well and had a kid on the way. Seeing him made me proud, and made me believe just a little bit that things could get better for people like us.
I wonder if that's a subconscious thing for you or some of us- this notion that if we do get our shit together, that something horrible will happen anyway, so why bother setting ourselves up for disappointment or failure yet again?
I guess that doesn't really make sense but I know what I mean. There's the folks who are all about planning for their future and and setting goals and making lists and looking ahead and there's the folks who live more day to day SEAT OF THE PANTS as if there's no tomorrow. Neither one is wrong I suppose but I'm sure there are some coal miners out there that worked 80 hour weeks for half their life then just died in a coal accident whatever that means and...that's it. They worked and did all this shit to set themselves up and then just dead.
I wonder how many 20, 30, 40 year olds who died, if they could come back to life, would choose to just go back to how they were laboring away every day or if they'd have a different appreciation about the shortness of life and do more carpe diem shit.
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2022-01-04 at 8:05 PM UTC
wow casper this really made me feel some typaway about the cutting out bread and cheese with shapes.
fuck i haven't really had someone make me feel that way in a couple of years
2022-01-04 at 8:55 PM UTC
Originally posted by Bradley
wow casper this really made me feel some typaway about the cutting out bread and cheese with shapes.
fuck i haven't really had someone make me feel that way in a couple of years
Yeah i was definitely an accident but my mom is a good woman n she always tried to make sure i had what i needed. Im glad she and i are at least on better terms now.
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