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2017-04-15 at 5:53 PM UTC
Originally posted by Malice It's over 10K days until 2050! (an arbitrary date I chose as an estimate for the singularity/merging with AI/total extinction of life.)
Can you imagine it, repeating this hellish cycle 10K times? Jesus christ. Avoiding the mistake of implicitly assuming things will remain static, there will be change/creation that makes life more bearable (virtual reality, drugs/pharmaceuticals), but still, god.
Why haven't you paid a hooker yet. You tried alcohol and weed and shit while i was reading your descent into madness. remember when you tried to tackle these feelings sober? LMAO... if i recall correctly your gateway drug was nootropics. then you started ingesting like 3 mg of marijuana flower at a time. now I bet you smoke a gram of dank a day . -
2017-04-15 at 5:56 PM UTCthe singularity aint coming that soon dude.
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2017-04-15 at 6:10 PM UTCZews
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2017-04-15 at 6:41 PM UTC
Originally posted by WS Why haven't you paid a hooker yet. You tried alcohol and weed and shit while i was reading your descent into madness. remember when you tried to tackle these feelings sober? LMAO… if i recall correctly your gateway drug was nootropics. then you started ingesting like 3 mg of marijuana flower at a time. now I bet you smoke a gram of dank a day .
I'm still not willing to do it. I knew long ago what the most powerful remedy for my psychological condition would be, and I still refuse to take that route. I genuinely despise this species, see intractable problems with relations, unwilling to compromise, abandon aspects of myself, engage in the injustices of man. A hooker wouldn't change a thing for the better.
And, yeah, I think I was using about an ounce or half oz a month, which worked out to a gram a day. Still smoking right now, prefer concentrates, and they may be considerably more cost effective, seem to last me longer. -
2017-04-15 at 7:55 PM UTCI'm having a vague flashback of dancing with some old woman in the pub last night. She looked lonely dancing by herself
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2017-04-15 at 10:26 PM UTCrvoltionary mevff sytntrhesis omg
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2017-04-15 at 10:45 PM UTC
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2017-04-15 at 10:50 PM UTC
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2017-04-15 at 10:55 PM UTCmagneesium!!!!!!
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2017-04-15 at 11:03 PM UTC
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2017-04-15 at 11:12 PM UTCOh boy, another Trump clash in Berkeley: http://www.latimes.com/local/lanow/la-me-ln-berkeley-trump-rally-20170415-story.html
These events would make for some fun entertainment were I not so depressed, and if I could consistently become aware of them in time. Oh well, video highlights in HQ are better than standing around for hours with only a few minutes that are really worthwhile. -
2017-04-15 at 11:19 PM UTChttp://www.mercurynews.com/2017/04/15/berkeley-braces-for-planned-pro-anti-trump-rallies/
Damn, must suck to get hit by that spray.
Look at the guy on the left, that could have been me.
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2017-04-16 at 12:24 AM UTCBeeeedrill
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2017-04-16 at 12:29 AM UTC
Race/class/ideological war now, race/class/ideological tomorrow, race/class/ideological forever! -
2017-04-16 at 1:42 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice I'm still not willing to do it. I knew long ago what the most powerful remedy for my psychological condition would be, and I still refuse to take that route. I genuinely despise this species, see intractable problems with relations, unwilling to compromise, abandon aspects of myself, engage in the injustices of man. A hooker wouldn't change a thing for the better.
And, yeah, I think I was using about an ounce or half oz a month, which worked out to a gram a day. Still smoking right now, prefer concentrates, and they may be considerably more cost effective, seem to last me longer.
Translation: too much social anxiety to talk to women, including prostitutes. -
2017-04-16 at 2:44 AM UTCFrqctals
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2017-04-16 at 3:03 AM UTC
Originally posted by Lanny Translation: too much social anxiety to talk to women, including prostitutes.
Do I really seem like the kind of person that would have a desire for prostitutes? It's really not about anxiety anymore, I've practically gone feral. My brain went haywire and I pretty much effectively PTSD'd myself, so even if I did change my mind it would be extremely difficult. Instead I've doubled down and retreated into isolation and sedation.
Discount Whore, have you noticed any effect poppy seed tea has had on your sex drive? It's pretty much eradicated mine, and it was extremely low to begin with. I find it to be a nice effect, sexual desires are so crude and the pleasures fleeting, it traps you in a horrible cycle that cucks like Lanny attempt to rationalize.
Like, why are you still with church girl? Isn't it an embarrassment on some level? Don't you feel any sense of self-disgust? -
2017-04-16 at 3:36 AM UTCHeyyyyy, are you so socially inept that all your friends/acquaintances are in the CS field, or do you have anyone who would be interested in a case study in genuine anthropophobia? See, I have no problem admitting that the sloppiness of biological reality means my aversion to humanity has really reached an unhealthy and unjustifiable level; my self-awareness and adherence to truth, pure rationality, would not be so low as to be unaware of how I am perceived by others, something which is relatively simple to compute.
Or maybe I'll succeed it the greatest killing spree mankind has ever known and afterwards you'll ask yourself if you were truly altruistic when you refused to help someone who has clearly in so much pain and right in front of you, affirming what a vile species worthy of extermination you are! I'm doing my part to ensure this never fucking continues! -
2017-04-16 at 3:37 AM UTCfreaking out about stuff that isnt real is a good way to fill dead time
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2017-04-16 at 3:38 AM UTCWhat should I get from dark net