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Amputation: dominate arm above elbow
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2021-09-28 at 2:12 PM UTC
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2021-09-28 at 5:21 PM UTC
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2021-09-28 at 6:58 PM UTC
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2021-09-28 at 7:04 PM UTC
Originally posted by RIPtotse Yep, I didn’t eat for 12 days in jail literally just sipping water when I could
Vomited bile the entire time due to overactive liver production because of all the fucking drugs
I’ll never forget the day I came out for breakfast and ate maybe a quarter of the tray
I was so happy to be able to eat powdered milk and cereal and a boiled egg and I didn’t even come near to finishing it
I was so happy
It was all a downhill coast from there
Entered jail weighing about 150 160… left weighing 240…I’m 6’6”…
Worked out everyday and would flip a card and do push-ups to whatever number I got..
By the end I would do a whole deck of cards a day and had hella books as weights to put in my box and curl and lifted constantly at my maintenance jail job
Hardest part then was obtaining protein to eat so the 65 we were allowed to spend on commissary every week went to ramen for calories and mackerel for protein.
It changed my life for the better that’s for sure, but I’m never going back fuck that
How long have you been clean? I hope you can manage to stay that way.
The closest "living dead" I ever saw was back in college when I did two practicums at City Jail and saw a guy getting clean the hard way. Not a pretty sight. -
2021-09-28 at 7:07 PM UTC
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2021-09-28 at 7:43 PM UTC
Originally posted by stl1 How long have you been clean? I hope you can manage to stay that way.
The closest "living dead" I ever saw was back in college when I did two practicums at City Jail and saw a guy getting clean the hard way. Not a pretty sight.
From illicit opioids since early 2019
I’ve had a few retarded weekend with Xanax but that’s about it, and I absolutely hate blacking out and that’s what that shit does to you especially the pressed bars everyone has now
No, I love my life now and wouldn’t go back for a billion dollars seriously
One more semester for my associates then it’s off to bigger and better bachelors degrees ( hopefully )
Not sure why I’m even responding to this as you’ve admitted to voting for the opps
But this is America and I do believe in freedom to vote and freedom of speech so, there’s your answer -
2021-09-28 at 7:43 PM UTCInstall a loaded shuriken/flame thrower in it's place like Sekiro.
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2021-09-28 at 7:44 PM UTC
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2021-09-28 at 7:47 PM UTC
Originally posted by Jiggaboo_Johnson Such a sheltered life you lead.
Working at the St. Louis City Jail before turning 20 equates to living a sheltered life?
How about hitchhiking from St. Louis to Keene, NH before turning 20?
Or the time some punk pulled a gun on me when I was 16 or 17 because he thought I was the guy who had beeten him up earlier that night. I told that guy that if I had to get out of my car I was going to shove his gun up his ass.
Doofus! -
2021-09-28 at 7:59 PM UTC
Originally posted by RIPtotse Lol I got put in a turtle suit in this city jail he’s referring to and it was absolutely horrible. Probably the only time I actually couldn’t fucking wait to get to the county jail lol
124 So. 14th Street. I've still got a piece of "jail money" around here somewhere. It is black plastic with scalloped edges but I don't remember the denomination.
I spent one day working at the "Workhouse" and liked it a lot less than the jail. Besides, the jail still had the old trap door on the third (or fourth) floor for when they used to do executions there. -
2021-09-28 at 8 PM UTC
Originally posted by stl1 Working at the St. Louis City Jail before turning 20 equates to living a sheltered life?
How about hitchhiking from St. Louis to Keene, NH before turning 20?
Doofus!
No...
"The closest "living dead" I ever saw "
Is what = you've lead a sheltered life...if that's the only example you can cite.
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2021-09-28 at 8:05 PM UTCOnce again you are WRONG.
What part of "closest" don't you understand? -
2021-09-28 at 8:20 PM UTC
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2021-09-28 at 8:22 PM UTCI don't know.
Maybe you could explain "lose a dementia".
WTF kind of language is that? -
2021-09-28 at 8:24 PM UTC
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2021-09-28 at 10:26 PM UTCThe closest living dead I’ve ever seen...
Both radius and ulna exposed in infected otherwise living arm...
They can’t keep an IV in me, I’m septucand they can’t even manage a picc either.. Hickman might be next step IDK
I’m so sick
I’d leave if I could but I physically can’t
I’m praying for death -
2021-09-28 at 10:30 PM UTChey man if its true and youre legit go to a howpital or get help. people are happy or live good even in wheelchairs.
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2021-09-28 at 10:36 PM UTC
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2021-09-28 at 10:42 PM UTC
Originally posted by Wariat hey man if its true and youre legit go to a howpital or get help. people are happy or live good even in wheelchairs.
I’m literally in the hospital... hence the lack of ability to keep an iv in me (vancomycin is hard on veins, and they’ve already fucked everything up setting ivs with ultrasound like now they can’t get a picc line in) and how I’m aware that I’ve got MRSA swimming in my blood supply
. Also need a transfusion however I don’t accept blood (too afraid one of you niggers donates A+ blood)
I also said I’d leave if I could but I’m physically too weak to walk
All I have going for me is I’m a DNR/DNI Although I’m having to tell every fucker to go fuck themselves that I don’t want blood or resesitation if my heart fails or intubation if I stop breathing thank fuck I got my living will shit figured out years ago -
2021-09-28 at 10:47 PM UTCOh yeah and they’re waiting to amputate because I’m too fucked for surgery atm