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  1. Except for my drinking. I still lie about that
  2. My whole personality is a lie. Well, depending on who I'm around and the context I'm 4 or 5 completely different people. I don't believe in coherent ego and think a human is a dynamic state adapting to it's environment.

    Anyways... Drug cravings are unbearable. It's like physical pain but doesn't hurt. If you were deprived of water for 3 days wouldn't you drink from a swamp? I have no problem being clean for a few days at a time but once my brain resets itself into normalcy from whatever damage I've caused, it says "wow, that was intense, let's do it again!". Is this going to be the rest of my life?

    Post last edited by puffy butts at 2017-03-13T09:08:08.358591+00:00
  3. Originally posted by Hash Slinging Slasher This is why I quit lying

    But one thing I've learned since I quit lying:

    Most people don't actually want the truth.

    Can't lie, huh? I'll need your full name, address, DOB, and SSN. Please and thank you.
  4. Originally posted by puffy butts My whole personality is a lie

    You don't have a personality. Autism is not a personality.
  5. Originally posted by Dargo Can't lie, huh? I'll need your full name, address, DOB, and SSN. Please and thank you.

    he can just choose to not respond dumbshit
  6. Originally posted by puffy butts he can just choose to not respond dumbshit

    No fuck. Inability to understand sarcasm: check.
  7. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=74TP8QhupLU

    video gets ultra wat near end
  8. in a world where other people don't exist you just spent your free time watching videos of girls doing things
  9. Girls are other people though so they wouldn't exist
  10. lol you don't get what i mean. you're not on my level yet, probably will never be.
  11. I get what you mean, but what you mean is not what you said
  12. im in a state of near complete separation from the human condition, so i watch music videos of girls the way other people watch cute cat videos. i need some malicetism right now: are there nootropics that effectively treat apathy? if i can enhance my emotional responses to stimuli i think i'd be a lot less likely to get myself into drug mayhem all the time. i live in a state of not feeling anything maybe 80% of the time, i'm not depressed at all, but my experience is so monotonous sometimes i prefer my nonmedicated states of panic attack ocd depression because at least i'll have something to be preoccupied with.

    i actually have very strong emotional responses to things at time, but my affect is shallow so whatever mental breakdown i have, i'm usually over it in a few hours and then i forget it ever happened. medications prevent these emotional breakdowns and so increase the emptiness.
  13. Sophie Pedophile Tech Support
    Originally posted by puffy butts in a world where other people don't exist you just spent your free time watching videos of girls doing things

    I think you would enjoy a nice Slice of Life anime Sploo.
  14. Originally posted by Sophie I think you would enjoy a nice Slice of Life anime Sploo.

    im not into japanese stuff, in the last 10 years i think the only weaboo type things i've enjoyed were katawa shoujo DEM FEELIOS IN MY CHEERIOS and durararararararararararararaRARARAOEOEOEOEOEOEOOoeoeo
  15. the part with the illuminati eye and the pentagram both being symbols floating around in the girl's dreamstate is pretty deep actually
  16. Sophie Pedophile Tech Support
    Originally posted by puffy butts the part with the illuminati eye and the pentagram both being symbols floating around in the girl's dreamstate is pretty deep actually

    Anime can get pretty deep at times bro. It's not just simply a cartoon as we would consider a cartoon in the west. The stories can get deep, emotional, and complex. Also you lie cute things right? Slice of Life animes are really cute (n_n")
  17. i was talking about the music video

    the daddening
  18. Sophie Pedophile Tech Support
    Ahw yes, drug monday!



    Top left Methylphenidate and a random pill, the tube is full of diazepam tablets, the blue and white bigger ones are Oxy's and i got my fentanyl nasal spray lined up lower right. It's awesome if you spray some in the glass dick that's top right and smoke it. Feels good man.
    The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
  19. Sophie Pedophile Tech Support
    Originally posted by puffy butts i was talking about the music video

    the daddening

    Oh don't mind me i am high as fuck.
  20. Send me some oxy nigger

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