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2020-09-27 at 10:01 PM UTCMmmm. I want in her gates
Yeah i think thats probably the case. My brains still like THINGS COULD CHANGE A BUNCH OF PEOPLE HAVE IT WAY WORSE YOURE SO LUCKY. But as i get closer to 40, i feel like that'll change pretty quick. Or,aybe Ill have a really bad day or something or get diagnosed with something awful. Im not actively unhappy anymore im just not happy. And in pain all the time and i dont talk to anyone. Broke as shit. Mom unemployed 2 years. Ive been so tempted to make some money again because its the one thing I was ever really good at, but now I know better. I think the universe protected me because i was stupid and naive. I got out of situations that i shouldve been dead or in prison. Feels like anything i do from here on out is gonna land squarely on me. And idk how i could go back to knowingly hurting people. Idk. -
2020-10-15 at 8 AM UTC
Originally posted by CASPER I think the universe protected me because i was stupid and naive. I got out of situations that i shouldve been dead or in prison. Feels like anything i do from here on out is gonna land squarely on me. And idk how i could go back to knowingly hurting people. Idk.
Knowingly hurting people in what sense?
Also as a side note. I always thought coke was overrated, that is until recently. I met a guy through a mutual friend who has this fire coke that's amazing. It doesn't even come as a powder it comes in tiny crystals that stick to each other and make little rocks. It's expensive more so than coke usually is but it's absolutely worth it. In case you are wondering i am coked up as fuck right now.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2020-10-15 at 12:24 PM UTCthe price per unit doubled during the pandemic and probably will not go back down anytime soon
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2020-10-15 at 1:33 PM UTC
Originally posted by Sophie Knowingly hurting people in what sense?
Also as a side note. I always thought coke was overrated, that is until recently. I met a guy through a mutual friend who has this fire coke that's amazing. It doesn't even come as a powder it comes in tiny crystals that stick to each other and make little rocks. It's expensive more so than coke usually is but it's absolutely worth it. In case you are wondering i am coked up as fuck right now.
I find that people who randomly start talking about cocaine are usually on cocaineThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2020-10-16 at 7:25 PM UTCSo yea, got some covid bux.
A decent chunk of change, not life changing but will help.
Thinking of using it to get to Europe so I can join the FFL.(srsly)
Might get a place and start on acquiring Certs to help with the whole being gainfully employed thing.
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2020-10-16 at 7:32 PM UTC
Originally posted by Nil So yea, got some covid bux.
A decent chunk of change, not life changing but will help.
Thinking of using it to get to Europe so I can join the FFL.(srsly)
Might get a place and start on acquiring Certs to help with the whole being gainfully employed thing.
Just now you got it? Jesus.
I heard the FFL gives you modafinil. I say go for it -
2020-10-16 at 7:48 PM UTCsomething sleek.html/sky-cloud.clown.people-beat.
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2020-10-18 at 9:01 PM UTC
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2020-10-18 at 9:58 PM UTC
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2020-10-19 at 6:56 PM UTC
Originally posted by MexicanMasterRace How much is it there? I imagine pretty expensive?
Used to be 40 a gram, the mediocre stuff still is, got a gram from this guy for 50, after i had sampled a bit a friend of mine had bought off of him a day or so earlier. And this stuff is pretty legit. Average coke is more powder like around these parts but like i mentioned when i got my little envelope it was tiny crystals and some decent rocks, not like crack rocks mind you this stuff was glistening. I always start with small lines or bumps if i have coke and it's good to slowly build up to decent sized lines, but a good bump of this stuff put me right into the coke headspace. No jitters either, it was a nice and calm climb to something i can only describe as mellow euphoria. It didn't wear off after 30 minutes either, it was a climb to a peak, it held there for a bit then gently came down to somewhere near baseline. No immediate craving for more, and no mini crash either. Which is not the usual experience i get when i take coke.
In fact a week or so ago i spent the weekend with a good friend of mine. We both had a gram it lasted us from Saturday evening until Sunday afternoon. And even after that there was no real noticeable crash when the stuff wore off i just felt a bit tired, went to bed early Sunday evening and was totally fine falling asleep and woke up fresh on Monday. Only negative effect i experienced was getting a nosebleed at the end of it, which is common if you snort a lot for a good while. I guess though it's a testament to how fire this coke was that i got a nosebleed after basically just one night of doing the stuff. -
2020-10-19 at 8:02 PM UTCWtf how are your coke prices lower than mine? Seems the price varies A LOT in Europe. Ireland is like at 190/g avg???
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2020-11-04 at 9:35 AM UTC
Originally posted by MexicanMasterRace Wtf how are your coke prices lower than mine? Seems the price varies A LOT in Europe. Ireland is like at 190/g avg???
It helps a lot that we have the biggest ports in Europe. Rotterdam Harbor is one of the major ports of entry for all manner of contraband destined for places all across Europe. -
2020-11-04 at 12:11 PM UTC
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2020-11-04 at 1:04 PM UTC
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2020-11-04 at 2:19 PM UTCI miss snorting good cocaine and watching porn for hours.
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2020-11-04 at 3:35 PM UTC
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2020-11-04 at 4 PM UTC
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2020-11-04 at 4:27 PM UTCDoing drugs around other people is weird because they get all upsetty spaghetti when you have conversations with the shadow peoople
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2020-11-04 at 6:02 PM UTCmom.ineedlunchtomrrow--thankstort
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2020-11-09 at 8:06 AM UTCI'm starting methadone today. My gf I'd big dope head and I just dabble but I figure I can be there for her and do it with her. And I may as well go all the way and go full clean again.
I know I'm going to get a lot of shit for what I'm about to ask but it's $14 a day for intake. We partied a bit hard yesterday so we're broke but I've been holding up a sign making about $150 a day so I can I can pay it back same day. If someone who wants to help me could please cashapp $jho4122 I'd really appreciate it.
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