2020-11-09 at 6:31 PM UTC
Originally posted by Semiazas
I'm starting methadone today. My gf I'd big dope head and I just dabble but I figure I can be there for her and do it with her. And I may as well go all the way and go full clean again.
I know I'm going to get a lot of shit for what I'm about to ask but it's $14 a day for intake. We partied a bit hard yesterday so we're broke but I've been holding up a sign making about $150 a day so I can I can pay it back same day. If someone who wants to help me could please cashapp $jho4122 I'd really appreciate it.
Herr comes the peanut gallery….
What's good Semi? It's nice to hear you're getting on the methadone to try get clean, or at least more clean than you are now. Obviously i don't disapprove of drugs, but if it's something you want to do in support of your wife and yourself then i think it's a good thing for the both of you.
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2020-11-09 at 6:31 PM UTC
Semi are you homeless? Not judging just wondering.
2020-11-11 at 4:16 AM UTC
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
HAHAHA semi what happened between you and your father? How did you fuck that up? I know you're like 35 or something and obviously should be doing your own thing but it seems he was a constant source of enabling/support for you. What's your DEA father think of this?
2020-11-11 at 5:01 PM UTC
He doesn't know I fucked up so obviously I can't ask him for help with that. Anyway, it's taken care. The high is really strange.
2020-12-05 at 5:40 PM UTC
She’s like a centerfold, i’m like a child
for some strange reason we clicked with the drug shit
I make her laugh out loud as i walk her to the atm to grab another wad: drugs paid
she looks amazing as her nose bleeds
I look amazed at the scale of this dope fiend
I grab a tissue and we go deep, no sleep
Palms full of valium and codeine
Why were you there?
If your thoughts weren't mine to take and smother in drugs
We passed on the stair like a couple times now you're giving it up
See my eyes caught your eyes, they caught me looking there
My eyes saw your eyes dilate while gripping your hair
A moonlight vigil
A sunrise pasture
A puff-puff pass with the shotgun, pistol, slugs that pass ya
Every single feeling left and all the love's melted in a mess of dreams
A stunted pulse, a treasure trove
Like silent movies moving in an unrequited lunar movement
Starry eyes locked in a crock of gold
You and i, the best in show
The sun it rises, let it snow
He lies awake, she sleeps forever
When the storm rolls in you better say never
Rain and misery and i ain't trying to be clever
Even though it's easy yo, to blame things on the weather
2020-12-05 at 6:17 PM UTC
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
Im cuttin down and its killing me. I woke up this morning at 4 or 5 and couldn't stop sweating and shaking and couldn't cuddle the mrs due to sweaty shitty feelings so I snuck away and did a quarter of an isotonitazine pill sneezed 15 times as an autoimmune response then went back upstairs climed into bed and wished I was dead
THE CYCLE WILL END SOMEDAY
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2020-12-06 at 6:28 AM UTC
Ive been out of jail for two days, I feel like having a beer or a bottle of spirits or something, but I just think about being in jail watching brooklyn 99 reruns and I think fuck that.
