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2020-09-27 at 6:04 PM UTC
Originally posted by Kev sickest ive ever been was after binging on MDMA ending up with suicidal depression that wouldnt go away so like a fucking idiot i go tthe idea to shoot up to relieve the pain (never did H before) but i bought bunk so minutes after dosing i was violently throwing up and couldnt get out of bed for days, depression turned manic which was even worse. this lasted for 2 years before i fully got it under control.
i will never forget that hell.
Doesn't seem bunk to me if you're violently throwing up from it. Thats what heroin does if you overdose.
Man i haven't done h in a couple years. I used to do it off and on for years but two summers ago i overdosed twice.
One of the times my buddy and i shot up and he was like are you alright brah? And i was like i feel rad brah and then just seized out and hit my head on his fridge.
Woke up with a ton of cops and paramedics staring at me asking what i took and i said i didn't take anything im just drunk. My buddy told me he gave me mouth to mouth which is really gross since hes a dude and has really bad teeth
Then another time on my bday i overdosed at this girls place. She dragged my body outside of her place and did chest compressions on me which ent up breaking my sternum.
I got out of the hospital like an hour after that because i being belligerent, went back to the girls place because my laptop and car was there and she said she wanted to have sex and i told her i dont feel well and she got really upset yelling at me to leave and that she wished id of died and threw her meds at me, i caught one if them and it was a bottle of dexedrine and walked out with it saying your just like my brothers.. lol bad times kinda funny nowThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2020-09-27 at 6:08 PM UTC
Originally posted by CASPER Im on 4mg methadone, but I havent gotten high since november 2018. So its 50/50.
Also doc just prescribed effexor. I havent picked it up yet, but im on cymbalta right now. I really dont wanna be on ssris/snris, but i think its pretty obvious i need them.
I think it's pretty obvious they don't help considering you still feel like shit. -
2020-09-27 at 6:16 PM UTC
Originally posted by Bill Krozby Doesn't seem bunk to me if you're violently throwing up from it. Thats what heroin does if you overdose.
Man i haven't done h in a couple years. I used to do it off and on for years but two summers ago i overdosed twice.
yeah but i felt nothing positive from it and i thought the dose was reasonable, but like i said i was a desperate dipshit who shouldve known better.One of the times my buddy and i shot up and he was like are you alright brah? And i was like i feel rad brah and then just seized out and hit my head on his fridge.
lol! delusions of sobriety much? i am the exact same way.Woke up with a ton of cops and paramedics staring at me asking what i took and i said i didn't take anything im just drunk
that part blows, they shouldve just sent paramedics. why involve the police? that would instantly turn a bad trip for me and ended up getting shot by the pigs. -
2020-09-27 at 6:18 PM UTC
Originally posted by Solstice I think it's pretty obvious they don't help considering you still feel like shit.
Im against ssri's just from my own experience when i was younger, but if they make him feel a little better i guess its worth it. They always made me feel way worse personally.
My friend mikey (rip) im not completely sure how he died but his family has a long history of suicide which is fucked up because they aren't poor people at their the Nordstrom's.. but you could tell when he wasn't on his meds he would act really crazy without them but then he was always kinda crazy -
2020-09-27 at 6:19 PM UTC
Originally posted by infinityshock lovingly allowed lard-ass lanny the luxury of lapping the loins-leviathan while the little lad larps as a laotian ladyboy lapdancer---.-.-.-.-.---...-...-.-..-..................-.......................................................(banned) i guarantee one or more of them made use of your unconscious orifices in ways that only women and blow up dolls should be used.
Nah, this isn't your weird weekend at bernies sexual fantasy, jill -
2020-09-27 at 6:20 PM UTC
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2020-09-27 at 6:33 PM UTC
Originally posted by infinityshock lovingly allowed lard-ass lanny the luxury of lapping the loins-leviathan while the little lad larps as a laotian ladyboy lapdancer---.-.-.-.-.---...-...-.-..-..................-.......................................................(banned) depends on the rules of the locality
where i live the police are required to show up for the paperwork. ive seen countless call-outs of paramedics to people having heart attacks, diabetic episodes, epileptic seizures, etc…and the cops just leaned up against a wall and watched.
the same reason that when paramedics/EMTs come out (theyre in the smaller squarish truck) the engine (the big giant fire truck) has to join it.
i guess i get it. personally, i dont wanna be around cops when im high. hell, nowadays i dont want anyone around me to blow my high. and when im sober, people just blow my tranquility.
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2020-09-27 at 6:55 PM UTC
Originally posted by infinityshock lovingly allowed lard-ass lanny the luxury of lapping the loins-leviathan while the little lad larps as a laotian ladyboy lapdancer---.-.-.-.-.---...--..-.-..-..................-.......................................................(banned) go out deep into the woods
thats where we go shooting and to play paintball to keep anyone from bothering us. the main road is several miles long so before anyone can get to us we have more than enough time to pack up our shit and disappear into the woods and side roads.
no need, i am comfortable here.
have you ever disappeared into the abandoned underground tunnels? theres groups of hermits who live there on raised tents that just get smashed and play video games all day, cops wouldnt chase you for miles in the darkness there. -
2020-09-27 at 7:09 PM UTC
Originally posted by infinityshock lovingly allowed lard-ass lanny the luxury of lapping the loins-leviathan while the little lad larps as a laotian ladyboy lapdancer---.-.-.-.-.---...--..-.-..-..................-.......................................................(banned) when i was little we used to 'play' in the active and abandoned subway tunnels. that was interesting. the bums would literally tap into the power lines and get free electricity.
and some would kill themselves trying it…but that just meant free protein for everyone else
the idea is to tap into the power lines to charge up a generator (battery) that you can then plug your electronics into, charge your laptop and so on. that was during the recession when i was on the street, i wonder if they found a way to get internet there now? i mightve not left that place if that was possible then. -
2020-09-27 at 7:39 PM UTC
Originally posted by Kev yeah but i felt nothing positive from it and i thought the dose was reasonable, but like i said i was a desperate dipshit who shouldve known better.
lol! delusions of sobriety much? i am the exact same way.
that part blows, they shouldve just sent paramedics. why involve the police? that would instantly turn a bad trip for me and ended up getting shot by the pigs.
Idk man i was unconscious. And the cops weren't the bad part it was the paramedics being dicks. Though some guy came the next day and gave me two packs of narcan one to have in my place and one in my friends in case. -
2020-09-27 at 7:40 PM UTC
Originally posted by infinityshock lovingly allowed lard-ass lanny the luxury of lapping the loins-leviathan while the little lad larps as a laotian ladyboy lapdancer---.-.-.-.-.---...-...-.-..-..................-.......................................................(banned) your weird fantasy is opening your own hot dog stand.
no one suspects is has anything to do with your insatiable paraphilia for phallic shaped objects. nor your unquenchable need to have said phallic shaped objects crammed into as many orifices as you have currently unoccupied.
You don't eat hot dogs because you think their gay? Lol okay.. -
2020-09-27 at 9:50 PM UTC
Originally posted by infinityshock lovingly allowed lard-ass lanny the luxury of lapping the loins-leviathan while the little lad larps as a laotian ladyboy lapdancer---.-.-.-.-.---...-...-.-..-..................-.......................................................(banned) 'drain' isnt the word so much as 'spray' out. and they wouldnt go stiff. they go limp.
you can see for yourself…there are hundreds of hours of people getting their heads blown off or blowing their own off online
Well id be using a handgun round so thered be not so much spraying. And Most people ive seen shot in the head theres that fencing reaction with the hands n legs for a minute or so as all the nerves fire. Maybe some blood glugging out my nostrils. -
2020-09-27 at 9:53 PM UTC
Originally posted by infinityshock lovingly allowed lard-ass lanny the luxury of lapping the loins-leviathan while the little lad larps as a laotian ladyboy lapdancer---.-.-.-.-.---...--..-.-..-..................-.......................................................(banned) they were probably mad because you regained consciousness and couldnt earn any more cash pimping your unresponsive orifices out.
i dont keep up on that nonsense but last time i checked…a few years ago…'narcan' was $100 a kit. its like in prison if you find a candy bar magically appears on your pillow…dont eat it. he wasnt giving you that for free.
just be happy you didnt get pregnant
Narcan is dirt cheap now. I get it for free at the junkie clinic n give it away to people who are still using. -
2020-09-27 at 11:01 PM UTC
Originally posted by POLECAT I stole a half retarded kentucky girl from her incestrial uncles and tolerant grams and gramps and showed her she could have sex with non family members and showed her she could live away from the fucked up world she came from.
she was 19 and had graduated from high school so I guess I could have been sicker but still it wasn't my best move
did she live with you or wat -
2020-09-27 at 11:25 PM UTCyeah, but after several months of her fucking every god damn hr of the day and night without getting pregnant she started acting out because she wasnt pregnant, I called her grams and asked what they did to calm her down,, she said slap the fuck out of her and she will act right for a few days if ur lucky,, I gave it a shot and sure enough she calmed down and started acting right again but only for a few days and so I called her grams and said I guess you better come get her cuz I iant gonna go through life slappin my retard to make her act rite
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2020-09-27 at 11:53 PM UTC
Originally posted by rabbitweed Going off of this antidepressant
worst part is the weird hot/cold shocks and being unable to sleep
all in all could be a lot worse though -
2020-09-27 at 11:55 PM UTC
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2020-09-28 at 12:27 AM UTC
Originally posted by aldra worst part is the weird hot/cold shocks and being unable to sleep
all in all could be a lot worse though
Im debating whether to taper down the cymbalta. few weeks ago when i forgot to take it straight up thought i had covid. Couldnt breathe, dizzy, heart racing. Ran over a bunch if cones at the drive up test site and the person watching was like WTF mate?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2020-09-28 at 1:07 AM UTCI needed to be hospitalized for alcohol poisoning because I puked non stop for 3 days. Once they gave me fluids I was fine. They said I puked up my stomach lining or some shit but I can't find any info on the internet about anything like that so I have no idea what they actually treated me for.
All I know is that it was hell and I lost much interest in drinking after that incident -
2020-09-28 at 1:34 AM UTC
Originally posted by CASPER Im debating whether to taper down the cymbalta. few weeks ago when i forgot to take it straight up thought i had covid. Couldnt breathe, dizzy, heart racing. Ran over a bunch if cones at the drive up test site and the person watching was like WTF mate?
I'd recommend it.
Every now and then I run out of tramadol and have the fun rebound/WD of both SNRI and opioid at once. until I found that loperamide helped I used to have to go try to sleep in the car because otherwise I'd be a spastic hurricane all night and my girlfriend wouldn't get any sleep either
