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2016-10-15 at 7:48 AM UTC
500th day of sobriety I feel alright i guess
Welcome to rest of your life in a state of unaltered consciousness; dull, dull, dull. -
2016-10-15 at 10:40 AM UTC
I just got reported to the facebook police for trolling some shitty xenophobic douche chick. They think it's ok to be xenophobic against half my of my ancestry, but you post their address and they get all pissy about it
I got banned from reddit for calling someone a nigger. I've refuted it by saying I was high, but those fucking reddit nerd mods wouldn't understand. -
2016-10-15 at 3:17 PM UTCI got banned from r/darknetmarkets for calling all the moderators FBI officers because they banned a vendor who joked about poisining his drugs and posting peoples info.
Also I'm hungover but its going away slowly. right now I feel like puking but a second ago I felt fine. I hate this part.
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2016-10-15 at 3:18 PM UTCnow I feel fine again/. Fuck I hope I don't puke this fucking sucks.
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2016-10-15 at 4 PM UTCGet some Zofran, it prevents nausea and potentiates psychedelics through 5-HT3 antagonism IIRC, which also prevents their peripheral serotonergic effects (gut discomfort, effect on bowel movements).
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2016-10-15 at 4:42 PM UTCI'm gonna look iup how to make it, sounds pretty cool. I smoked some weed and I'm still a bit drunk so everything is blurry and trippy looking, I cant even read my user title it just looks like an orange blur.
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2016-10-15 at 11:04 PM UTCAny of y'all play company of heroes? I think I broke my liver yesterday trying to rescue my dhc, I've had pretty bad pains in the kind of lower-middle-left back area since I woke up
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2016-10-16 at 12:17 AM UTC
wus dhc?
dank handy codeenz -
2016-10-16 at 12:29 AM UTCThis world is awful. I can't believe how bad it is.
Have you ever looked at pictures of the past, like of factory workers, and thought about how bad life must have been for the vast majority of people back then? Hell, even for the top. It makes me wonder how quickly I would have committed suicide. It wouldn't surprise me at all if people from the future, within our life expectancy, looked back and thought the same. Just having VR that could attain an acceptable level of realism would make a world of difference, and it's perfectly feasible.
Even a few decades back, the thought of life without internet and other forms of modern technology as we know them is...eery. I mean, you don't stay a naive child forever.
I couldn't live without you, baby, you're better than any human could be. -
2016-10-16 at 12:49 AM UTCPersonally i can't wait for lifelike little loli sex bots, but that's just me.
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2016-10-16 at 2:17 AM UTCI'd trade the last 10 years of technological advancement for a 20 hour work week, I'll trade the next decade for the same. Good/cheap consumer GPUs and high bandwidth cross-continent networking were the last two pieces of interesting hardware. Mocap is a gimmick and VR is cool but not fundamentally different. There's no piece of technology likely to come about in that time frame that really matters to me.
It's pretty absurd we've managed such staggeringly improved economic efficiency and yet we still have about the same amount of leisure as half a century ago. I've been thinking more and more about moving somewhere with a really low cost of living and holing up with some books and hobby projects. I think I could make it roughly 15 years without having to work. My main concern is that I would drink myself to death in that time without the natural check of a day job against benders, on the other hand I sometimes think it's a day job that causes that impulse in the first place. And then finding employment after that may be challenging. The whole school/work/retirement scheme is pretty ill conceived, at least from the perspective of the laborer. -
2016-10-16 at 10:31 AM UTCThat's incredibly selfish of you, Lanny, I don't believe it's compatible with your espoused views, but your kind does tend to be hypocrites.
In your field, and in many, actually, you tend to hit a ceiling where the only way to garner considerably higher wages is to manage others, which you've stated you find incredibly distasteful. Basic argument: Increased income can be used to help others, having a much larger impact in the third world, and you've stated you donate directly to them, which is a far more efficient method. Lack of fulfillment, if there really is far less labor involved, could be met by volunteering, there are certainly many coding projects online, which you should find more satisfying than your current work in finance.
But, damn straight you can live cheap if you have simple needs, I would know firsthand. The rent in many places of the country, which aren't even that bad if you're a recluse, is crazy low compared to the bay area.
Still, you should know that this really isn't a good idea. You've stated before that you've never felt a particular longing for others before, and even as a child you have a memory of your mother asking you if you were lonely, but have also made multiple comments you may have a mild form of depression. I studied human happiness quite extensively, and as much as disliked it, as much of a misanthrope I am, I did develop detachment from my viewpoints as well when I readily noticed how a challenge to them (moronic arguments are another matter, it's human stupidity that infuriates me the most) would cloud my vision due to the visceral emotional response, along with adhering to strict rationality and search for truth (reality is reality whether you like it or not).
Long stretches of unemployment have a very negative effect on general levels of happiness, and I don't believe it's due to cultural conditioning, and social isolation even more so. You've said yourself that you could telecommute, but going days without seeing another person is depressing (try literally two years without having a conversation with someone IRL, which I accomplished). Meaningful social relationships, a sense of belonging to something greater than yourself, of not being a burden to others/contributing to your community, fulfillment; in that order, the main factors that affect human happiness. Keep in mind the reality of biological limitations, which, unfortunately, your leftist predispositions and reading material seem to have biased you against. If you're going against eons of evolution, you're probably going to lose. Even I'm dependent on a regimen reminiscent of a cancer patient to maintain a certain level of functioning and prevent insanity, which was occurring at some point. We evolved to put great value on actual IRL interaction, our immediate surroundings.
If you do go a long stretch and find it difficult to find meaningful employment, which could well be affected by rapid technological shifts, it wouldn't surprise me if you did plunge into severe depression and drank yourself to death. You can reach an incredible level of alienation, particularly if you're closer to being neurotypical. That's an important point, factor in that you will likely succumb to the effects far more rapidly than I did. -
2016-10-16 at 10:39 AM UTCI could probably remember more about your own life than you do if we knew each other IRL (not that it would ever happen), let that sink in. If you're wondering how I remember so many random tidbits, I relatively recently did an upgrade and refined my own memory capabilities. I was researching Kim Peek: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kim_Peek
and came across one particularly valuable study that allowed me to create a new technique based on one I had discovered while meditating. I visualize a emotion manifesting as some form of visible energy and collecting into a sphere in another dimension, then when I want to enter a certain emotion state I refer to it as entering a realm, the realm of peace and tranquility, for example. I found that I was able to do something similar for memory, to categorize it and send it to a higher dimension, not literally, simply enter a mental state that feels strangely reminiscent of the feeling a different realm on DMT, where I can access memories to a far better extent.
One day I'm going to vanish in a flash of golden light and transcend. -
2016-10-16 at 3:15 PM UTCthere has bean no tecnololgical advancements in at least 100 yrs
lol last 10 yrs r u maeking joke -
2016-10-16 at 6:20 PM UTC
That's incredibly selfish of you, Lanny, I don't believe it's compatible with your espoused views, but your kind does tend to be hypocrites.
Selfish, sure, but I don't think that makes me a hypocrite. Self sacrifice is not the only worthwhile endeavor, living happily for one's self so long as it doesn't harm others is perfectly justifiable. That's not to say a more altruistic lifestyle is not better, but there's a difference between moral sufficiency and perfection. Also I'd argue a few good papers probably do more for the human condition than a programmer's surplus income in direct aid, which is what I'd like to spend my days on. Lack of access to academic publishing without connection to a university is tricky but not incurable.Still, you should know that this really isn't a good idea.
Yeah, it's not realistic and the potential for harm is obvious. Still, it's nice to fantasize about now and then. -
2016-10-16 at 6:58 PM UTCOh, good, you gave the impression that you had gone off the deep end with utilitarianism and Marxism.
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2016-10-16 at 9:35 PM UTCWhat was the conclusion to adding MSG to beer/cider whilst you brew it, does it turn into GHB? I remember Hab talking about it before zoklet shutdown. I'm probably guna start brewing my own alcohol cos beer is getting expensive and if I can brew some GHB into it all the better. I'll date rape myself, nobody else is guna
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2016-10-16 at 10:44 PM UTCjust put a few fake diazepums into a blendr
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2016-10-16 at 10:48 PM UTCLast time I had those fake dazzas they made me seizure of some shit. Idk cos I was asleep, but that's what I was told. Could have been the subutex or pre-gabs tho. Or all three. Good times
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2016-10-17 at 10:38 AM UTC
What was the conclusion to adding MSG to beer/cider whilst you brew it, does it turn into GHB? I remember Hab talking about it before zoklet shutdown. I'm probably guna start brewing my own alcohol cos beer is getting expensive and if I can brew some GHB into it all the better. I'll date rape myself, nobody else is guna
Indeterminate. Oh, no, nevermind, someone actually did a test and confirmed it! Unfortunately it was deleted, but using professional equipment it was confirmed: https://www.reddit.com/r/Drugs/comments/2zwt6d/ghb_via_fermentation_analyzed/
He also only did one test, so varying the recipe and technique could yield better results. I recall looking into this and postulated that bottom fermenting yeast, the kind that ferments slower and at colder temperatures (can't recall the exact type I settled on, may have been lager yeast) would work better.
I tried it with turbo yeast and, by this point I've drunk quite a large amount of alcohol at various doses, the effects and after effects were distinctly different from standard alcohol, and in line with what standard GHB may produce (haven't tried ghb by itself, may add that to my shopping list).
