2020-04-28 at 6:46 AM UTC
I literally feel like someone has stabbed me in the back. Top my spine is FUCKED.
2020-04-28 at 7:03 AM UTC
Fuck you too
I smoke pipe tobacco
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2020-04-28 at 8:38 AM UTC
Originally posted by Octavian
I literally feel like someone has stabbed me in the back. Top my spine is FUCKED.
Thats half the back pain im dealing with right now. Be aware of how you watch Tv or sit at the computer. Do rows and flys to activate those muscles in between ur shoulder blades
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2020-04-28 at 8:41 AM UTC
I can't feel anything i took so much drugs my face is numb.
2020-04-28 at 8:51 AM UTC
Yep. Im coming to terms with permanently fucking my back. Not happy
2020-04-28 at 9:32 AM UTC
I loved snorting fent. either chopped or dissolved in a saline spray bottle. Mmmmmmm.
Fuck thatd be nice riht now.
Debating taking the Crouton that just arrived, but now im reading about its effects on blood pressure and im not stoked.
2020-04-28 at 1:41 PM UTC
that purple stuff tastes like strawberries
2020-04-28 at 3:08 PM UTC
How much do Adderall 20 mg capsules go for on the street? About a hundred count at once too btw.
2020-04-29 at 4:54 AM UTC
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
Im getting more and more depressed. Im having a hard time trusting anybody or anything and Im being apathetic to my own life. I just feel suffering and nothing changing. I have more money than I need but have no idea what to do with it. People hold me to standards they themselves cant match. Im trying not to cheat on my gf but feel it would make me happier sometimes. I feel fake all the time and have been purposely looking like a bum just so I look how I feel and hope someone picks up on it and wants to talk about it but Im too damb sexy and charismatic and I make it look desirable. I feel spiritually distant from myself and just bored and depressed and like nothing is going to change. Im discussing with a friend of mine whether I should house sit for him for a month in the middle of nowhere which seems so perfect for me, I just want to move my gf and her kid to this house in the woods for a month but I know it wont work out as nicely as planned.
I just feel Im trapped by yesterday which sounds like an emo song. I have no freedom but neither does anyone else, in fact I have more than most but its still eating my soul. Ive been angry fairly often lately, either angry or apathetic and resigned. Im not getting onna bus or anything but Im sick of the streets around me so maybe a rickshaw just so I get the fuck outta here
2020-04-29 at 4:57 AM UTC
Also thats such an odd thing to remember me saying
