2020-04-19 at 9:34 AM UTC
Dregs
African Astronaut
[that freakishly double-edged allmouth]
Drunk and happy yet wish I was sharing the fun and shit with someone else as I get older. I hate aging at times I feel like....I need more and more to share with it all with someone YET i will never be that emotionally available. So fucked as usual.
2020-04-19 at 12:03 PM UTC
POLECAT
POLECAT is a motherfucking ferret
[my presentably immunised ammonification]
HI LALA! HOW THA FUK R U DOIN TODAY!!!
2020-04-19 at 12:05 PM UTC
POLECAT
POLECAT is a motherfucking ferret
[my presentably immunised ammonification]
does lammy get you drunk and make you do things you wouldnt do sober?
2020-04-19 at 12:06 PM UTC
POLECAT
POLECAT is a motherfucking ferret
[my presentably immunised ammonification]
cuz I bet thats kinda fun for him
2020-04-19 at 12:13 PM UTC
We live together and I do the same things drunk that I do sober :)
2020-04-19 at 12:16 PM UTC
POLECAT
POLECAT is a motherfucking ferret
[my presentably immunised ammonification]
keep up Mat,, she done reeled him in,, took him right out of faggot central and took his ass to the woods.
2020-04-19 at 12:34 PM UTC
the ol reacharound. classic fag.
2020-04-19 at 12:37 PM UTC
on topic
I feel awful. This needs to end. Every inch i move i feel all my joints grinding. Feels like someones laying a hot piece of metal in the middle of my back and the hip feels like i tore something. Theres not a single part of my body that isnt sore and achey.
Like fuck me this shit is old.
Im trying not to be too angry and bitter about it but i really am. Mostly at myself. I just really hope most of this resolves when the withdrawals are over bc this is 50 shades of shit.
2020-04-19 at 12:38 PM UTC
Sounds like big pharma's meds aren't working for u. maybe try sumthin else?
2020-04-19 at 12:41 PM UTC
Short of taking opioids again or getting surgery, i dont think theres a whole lot i can do exceot wait and hope it resolves itself somewhat. Idk. It is what it is. Theres a billion people a million times worse who live with pain everyday. The idea that i should be an exception was kinda stupid of me.
2020-04-19 at 12:58 PM UTC
surgery for what? what is ur injury?
2020-04-19 at 1:13 PM UTC
I completely dropped my meds a few weeks ago. I just felt like shit on them. Now I feel like a hyperbeast again.