2016-12-29 at 7:23 PM UTC
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story 1 from book im writing
It all came to me in a confusing, disturbing, intruding mess while slime was oozing, brain burning, I'm not losin but I'm not learning.
I can't believe I got to this point. The past four.. five maybe.. years have been a mess. It started, my life, at first it was as it shouldve been. A tiny blue football.
The bitter, unwelcoming, slicing taste contrasted the meditative feelings of not worrying about things I always thought you were SUPPOSED to worry about, all the time. The clock, the window, my computer, work and hobbies. Everything in life always had its distinct flavor of stress.
The itchy, scratchy stress of clothes against my skin while I'm rushing to class sleep deprived and feverishly delirious.
The self concious, compulsive anxiety of clenching my jaw and shaping my face because it was ugly and untoned.
As the oval blue tablet begins to melt and disperse, the extreme relaxation hits like a football to the head and instead of mangling my face it restored it to its original appearance, atleast my eyes viewed it as so.
its gonna be like pikhal and tihkal but like a story too
2016-12-29 at 10:48 AM UTC
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focalin is satan
ive been getting high on it for lke 3 years so my tolerance is bleghhbuuub and most cool effects are gone
2016-12-29 at 4:34 AM UTC
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focalin is satan
its the worst kind of hedonistic bullshit
if youre drug seeking addictive behavior or low dopamine even slightly this drug will make people react to your addiction denial like if a person with progeria just said "nah I'm just old"
no youre not
you have a disease
2016-12-29 at 4:23 AM UTC
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how feelgood
focalins binge
anyway dose upped to 15 2xday ir and the 5s SUCK snroting rhem they have yello dye and shit i end up getting to 60 or something jntil i feel uncomprehensiblu bad
i drank a little but feel AWFUL
2016-12-24 at 5:50 PM UTC
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I feel the electricity
I've been awake for days in a haze but I realized the real lies were what I was told when I wasn't too old. The enablers think they are saviors but their behaviors are crude rude and I will not include their life teachings and stupid preachings when I revieve greetings from the sun god
2016-12-22 at 10:44 PM UTC
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Struncture Faktersites
Nungtus untrelianttur beguntus retungus fortus clavus trajajon ion arahve oyn eebawuor end this prophylactic tourhoy ohnoy ometiklaan kil lyourseklf
2016-12-21 at 12:03 AM UTC
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xoktigeles ninstruktus
ploptifyur narkhossimites bveltjur noxstridungus pleflyeltijurni n'rohfters
2016-12-21 at 12:01 AM UTC
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fplebsters smelk
scrontigiles raktorphromagai t'don, noferstro esckrastibyur exstensivur smeltyueor nakgsters sbplorf donstrintu reskhinthomitres nor b'xo bloptifiyu nelksters b'trvelksters zplimpo natusi natgraethovar ninstruckhus khloplebtirmites v'ploo
2016-12-17 at 6:33 PM UTC
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Fucked up a drug test
fap out your drugs like jeert jeert like right derpadew
can u unblokc me ill send u garlc knots
Call me stav. I can noclip aka third person view literally fly through things while concious
also bob dylan sounds really spooky
