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2021-10-21 at 1:48 AM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
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2021-10-21 at 12:55 AM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
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2021-10-21 at 12:24 AM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
Originally posted by mmG You know how I mentioned the earlier weird semi sleep hallucination thing? It's like either a worse version of lucid dreaming, or since I'm more conscious than in a dream, I notice the "gaps" I would miss if I was fully sleeping. Like I realized can't actually fully form a faces en masse in my head because as I've spent more time in this state and researched more scientific literature about the neuroscience of consciousness, I've realized that the actual mental "pictures" we form are these very strange, hazy things that are actually implications of the associations we have with those pictures.
It's almost like you form the "concept" of a face or whatever in a visual way and when you are just hallucinating that shit in your head, it is generated as this weird output of the reverse operation of your brain's visual integration and facial recognition algorithms, where it just shits back out everything you built up about "recognising" that person or thing.
So you can have the experience of imagining seeing their face by barely passing a certain threshold of recognition when it is bounced back around into your brain's facial recognition algorithms again.
But sometimes either while trying to go to bed before my biorhythm or whatever decides it's actually time to start going to sleep, I have that pre-sleep-paralysis hallucinatory type state and it carries right into the actual sleep portion and I just have retarded creepy dreams because everything is full of holes and weirdly cobbled together when it is all sewn up in real time in your head.
Sometimes during normal sleeps I will also wake up due to strange ass dreams then realize I am sorta feeling the need to piss, but I am too sleepy to go so I hold it and it just pulls me to the level of awareness where I start having the same kind of strange hallucs.
Thanks for posting this, very interesting to hear that you have very similar takes on dreams that I have and experience some of the things that I do. I don't really have a good way to put into words on how I feel about dreams, its always a surprise and I don't always remember all of them. Lots of them can be very vivid and bizarre and always makes me wonder, why? -
2021-10-20 at 11:57 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get off that bus edition
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2021-10-20 at 11:54 PM UTC in Random Thoughts
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2021-10-20 at 11:53 PM UTC in Random Thoughts
Originally posted by Quick Mix Ready too many people who are from or lived in Ohio around here.
whats the connection? I know Zoklet went to Ohio state or Big Red.
No connection at all to be honest, I've never met anyone from Ohio from totse/zoklet/nis. Zok actually lived very near me but I never met him.
Originally posted by Jiggaboo_Johnson I had one of the best steaks I've ever consumed in Ohio, in a restaurant by on the river with buckeye in the name…it was near a bridge…wish I could remember the name of the place for next time I'm in Ohio.
It was so good we went back a few nights later but it was closing because we were coming from Indiana and the fucking 1hr time change got us confused.
ETA: anyone in Ohio who knows the place please post it..assuming it's still in business.
Wish I could help you but I have no idea, don't go out to eat too often at sit down restaurants. Usually just grab a quick burger or pizza when I'm in the mood. -
2021-10-20 at 11:31 PM UTC in Clicking this thread will turn you into a homosexual
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2021-10-20 at 12:15 PM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
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2021-10-20 at 12:08 PM UTC in What are you doing at the moment
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2021-10-20 at 11:39 AM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
Originally posted by mmG I just have a really stupid form of insomnia or something. Basically it is almost impossible for me to go to sleep before I went to sleep yesterday. If I go to sleep at 11PM one night, I cannot sleep at 10:30 the next. Doesn't matter what I do, I will just languish in a semi conscious sleep-hallucinatory stupor. If I wake up again after that and try to go back to sleep, my shit is fucked. I will sleep at 4AM.
I know that feeling. No sleep gang. I stay up way past time when I should be sleeping and when I do fall asleep I wake up at least 3 or 4 times in between the time I want to wake up. I either wake up because of strange dreams, noises from the neighbor, need a drink of water or need to use the bathroom. That's life though. -
2021-10-20 at 11 AM UTC in Good vapes thred
Originally posted by Shodan Right now sporting the new Voopoo drag x plus pro, 0.15ohm coil, and a samsung 40T bat. Make my own juice from scratch. Down to only .5mg/10ml nic salts. Like to experiment with new flavors every batch, 50/50 VG/PG, usually with erithrytol or mogrosides, acid, and like ~1% myrcene.
I've always thought mixing my own juice would be fun but I figure I'd just fuck it up and be pissed I wasted money. I know its cheaper to do it that way but the company I've ordered from for years has always been very nice to me and will make things right if you don't like a flavor they send. -
2021-10-20 at 9:54 AM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..I'm always awake at 4am, I work nights though. I sleep from like 9am to 4pm. Very fucky schedule.
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2021-10-20 at 9:22 AM UTC in Clicking this thread will turn you into a homosexual
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2021-10-20 at 4:38 AM UTC in Random Thoughts
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2021-10-20 at 4:26 AM UTC in Random image thread
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2021-10-20 at 4:21 AM UTC in Random Thoughts
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2021-10-20 at 3:36 AM UTC in Clicking this thread will turn you into a homosexualGang shit no lame shit.
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2021-10-20 at 3:32 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get off that bus edition
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2021-10-20 at 3:22 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get off that bus edition
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2021-10-20 at 3:16 AM UTC in Clicking this thread will turn you into a homosexual