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2016-10-07 at 12:14 PM UTC in I am a sex addictThat's creepy. And cool, you're buff. You have to have to actually leave your cave to cast into oblivion in a battle. Big arms don't make you any less of a beta. You still haven't had sex. That pic was for a woman, btw. Keep trying to tell yourself that even a recovering junkie, stoke victim, you will never progress in any was as a person, except maybe more more muscles, although you're still scared to show you face. No, I'm bettering myself everyday. Even the 1st pic from the 2nd pic, 2 years ago, and 18 months ago, my arm has progressed incredibly. Go fuck another cat.
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2016-10-07 at 12:03 PM UTC in I am a sex addict
Must have been the lighting. Here's one without it. https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?f...type=3&theater
I would always say no. She unstable and you the 2nd question you ask, yes, very much so.
I mentioned I don't like seeing cum. She was obsessed with cream pie. Vomit. I remember when we got back together after 3 years (another story) I was fucking her and wanted in her mouth. Ok, I like, as long she swallows it up or goes the sink to spit out. She found a 3rd option. Hold it in her mouth until I tell her's ok to swallow. So I was like, "one potato, two potato, ok! You swallow it now?" Smh.
Oh, she's the that three abortions too.
No, it was that the cream pie makes me want to vomit. -
2016-10-07 at 12:01 PM UTC in I am a sex addictThat's creepy. And cool, you're buff. You still havent had sex. That pic was for a woman, btw
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2016-10-07 at 6:08 AM UTC in I am a sex addictMust have been the lighting. Here's one without it. https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=262288977453505&set=a.153276225021448.1073741826.100010172146665&type=3&theater
I would always say no. She unstable and you the 2nd question you ask, yes, very much so.
I mentioned I don't like seeing cum. She was obsessed with cream pie. Vomit. I remember when we got back together after 3 years (another story) I was fucking her and wanted in her mouth. Ok, I like, as long she swallows it up or goes the sink to spit out. She found a 3rd option. Hold it in her mouth until I tell her's ok to swallow. So I was like, "one potato, two potato, ok! You swallow it now?" Smh.
Oh, she's the that three abortions too. -
2016-10-07 at 3:13 AM UTC in I am a sex addictSWhe had a lot issues. her main fantasy was for come home at a random time, with a ski mask and violently rape her. Some family raped her a bunch all the time. She wouldn't say which. She's still a Mexican cit. She keeps renewing her visa. I have a pic.
http://s774.photobucket.com/user/jho41/media/12115900_153276208354783_7442312827244419329_n_zpsqfcz75e5.jpg.html?sort=3&o=0 -
2016-10-07 at 2:28 AM UTC in I am a sex addictActually, lucked out so far. Shared a UTI with the candy flip girl that a made that epic post a few years back. I do have hep C, but because I NEVER shared a needle, my best guess was it an ex that all she wanted was unprotected, anal sex. And she was a bit of a whore. But no non curable. Even the hep is going to totally 100% gone in a few years. I'm on the waiting list. I wasn't a big drinker, only got it 3 years ago, and there's only a little scarring, I go to the back of the list./
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2016-10-07 at 1:22 AM UTC in I am a sex addictNo bullshit. Well before I was using and abuse sex. I was like 98% of the criteria. No really enjoying sex, especially causal, using to fill a void. Risky sex, almost never wearing a condom, hooker, sometimes with a condom. My number is 50-60 but jump to triple digits if I include them. Cheating when I knew I was going to get caught, running up the porn channel bill when I was a teenager. I've had sex with to trans, because she was really hot, yeah, but just because I was curious trying to see how far I could. I watch a lot of porn, even a sex filled relationship, for hours each session, starting from lesbian, to bondage, tickling, trans girl, etc. NEVER any kids, guy on guy, or poop. Or any faces of death shit. Weird note, I don't like seeing cum. Any, I've jerking the bathroom of you can think of, fucked hot tubs, vacuums, mattresses. I'm thinking about buy a fleshlight. I've only been about to use my left hand for 2 years now, I think it's getting a little bent, so I have been using the vacuum a bit, but sometimes it cuts me.
Just curious if anyone has anything add. If nothing, it will give new material to troll me about.
Also, sometime I've tell yall about me sexless HS, my sudden attraction to women towards me and why my 1st experience, which failed, led to 2 years of PD.
My first porn, ever. Still up. http://www.pornhub.com/view_video.ph...key=1295787660
First tranny http://s774.photobucket.com/user/jho41/media/17175_100346513332556_4602108_n_zpshyjrotpt.jpg.html?sort=3&o=0
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2016-09-30 at 3:50 AM UTC in -SpectraL appreciation thread.
His routine is like this.
5am wakes up kills two bears with his bare hands.
5:10am smokes some hash that would melt the face off any normal human.
5:30 nothing scares him so then he hacks the C.I.A. for an update on his weather forecast at his present location.
6 o'clock time to make the donuts,yes yes SPEC owns and operates a dun kin do-nut shop just outside of Boston MA.
He can sleep late and show up when he wants because all his employees are actually robots from Boston dynamics labs AI division.
Then he has a cup of coffee from the Mobile station down the street.
You forgot assaulting kmart shoplifters from his secret hiding space in the attic.
Also, the most famous hacker who has never infiltrated anyone or anything. -
2016-09-30 at 3:45 AM UTC in Wanting to scream for help that nobody can give me
I am not on H. I have never been addicted to H and the times I have used H are a total of 3. Frankly, I dont even care for it and prefer T-PAIN.
Malice, for being a guy who usually gets their shit straight, you're way off. My whole family didn't do hard drugs regularly. Both myself and my father have/had diagnosed chronic pain with tons of shit to back up whybwe suffer with such. I am diagnosed with an anyurism among other aliments and I did have a heart attack in March (and believe I suffered another just a fee months ago but didn't go to the ER that round). My father was using T-PAIN at the time he died. Before that he was off anything for years. When his doctor bumped him off (DEA investigation into the doctor) he went a short period to wean off with dilaudid since he was knocked off cold turkey. Before that he never ever even bought a pill before and everything he did was entirely legal and prescribed. My family wasn't as poor as you think either. My grandmother was very shotty with handling money and after he died that's what really fucked shit up. Together they both had an income of 4k a month, plus other assets. They had no mortgages or other debts on their home. They also had a vehicle paid for that they bought new for 48k a few years before we got the farm (diesel pickup, they run forever).
My ex and I were poor. Since it was me struggling to care for a man child who refused to work and the farm coming to an end because my family refused to let me, the person who had done the homework and research into running such an opportation, make the proper decisions on it. They just passed blame for its failure onto me after they made decisions rooted in some fantasy of how shit should run and they being the ones who had the capital to get it going (barely) called all the shots.
Everyone is placing little imagined shit into this. Children aren't suffering, I don't have some huge drug addiction to multiple drugs and the one I do take is for my chronic pain and I have no trouble affording and other responsibilities in my life. I do what I have to do. Shit, if I wanted I could quit my jobs now and be taken care of without a worry in the world but I don't want to do that to these people. My son is going to be fine. The only difference in this is that I know I am dying. A gift/curse that most people dont have the luxury of knowing but it makes so much complicated for me but easier in some aspects. I don't want to die but someday soo. I will.. I just have to come to terms with that.
"I just have to come to terms with that." Then why the thread screaming for help. -
2016-09-29 at 5:39 AM UTC in Wanting to scream for help that nobody can give meHe already knows it. See, I know's alien to you to have family member that love and care about me, but when I told him about, the things he didn't already know ie the the abscess and strokes, he still visited me in the hospital, made sure sure I had top care through my recovery. And when I told him the rest, he was sad, but glad that I'm moving on with my life.
Have you even spoken to your parents in the last 5 years? -
2016-09-29 at 5:24 AM UTC in Wanting to scream for help that nobody can give me
0_0 I told you I wanted to talk to you about my alcoholism at the time and you told me you couldn't talk to me till I got clean. I never even once mentioned heroin or opiates, I've never seen heroin in my life. I don't even drink much anymore, I've been drunk once this whole month and it was a pretty responsible level of drunk. I work out, eat healthy, etc.
I'm proud of being a good empathetic woman ;), you can hmu anytime semi bb
I'm sorry I misremembered our talk. It was almost 3 months ago and I have a lot of other things going on.
The last part was obviously directed to hydro, but yeah, it applies to you too. -
2016-09-29 at 5:21 AM UTC in Wanting to scream for help that nobody can give meI thought he mentioned it in our talk. My bad. He's an addict that was asking me for help. This thread was for hydro anyways. And if it's an honor to be like malice, your life is even more pathetic than I thought. Wow, you can say cruel things to an online stranger that's in dire straights. Original AND the signs of a worthwhile person.
And what have you contributed to society, malice? Maybe you should be euthanized. You pretend you enjoy the life of an ugly, virgin recluse but you crave social interaction, which is why you're addicted to this place. You want to be like other but you're such an pussy that you can't join a social activity or approach a stranger. And your life will never get better. Even if she died with a needle in her arm, she would still be 100x times better person than y'all, if you could multiply something wit zero. -
2016-09-28 at 7:44 PM UTC in Wanting to scream for help that nobody can give me§m£ÂgØL, you I love you man, and we've already talked about what I think you should do. It's easy to get sucked into H Hole if you're not careful, and you're with wrong people. It can be hard to climb out. I've already said., but I'll repeat said again, a shorter message. You both need to get off the of dope. Everything else is ancillary. Some claim you can a functional addict. Whatever. Y'all obvioulsy can't. So do whatever it takes to stop.
As far as reject and malice. fuck their posts and them. They're losers too, but the difference is they're bad people who spend their lives trying to be edgy online. At least you're a good and empathetic woman. You just need to take seriously better care of yourself. That will flow into your child and other loved ones. -
2016-09-27 at 9:50 PM UTC in ATTN: LANNY!
It's not all that hard. On Zoklet, four mod accounts were easily compromised and used to view M&A regularly and impersonate staff. As well, all four of those mods had several of their e-mail accounts compromised, which led to much more access on other sites, as well as at least 200 member accounts, along with all their personal messaging boxes, were compromised. On Totse, three moderator accounts and one administrator account were compromised and used for the same purposes. At least 500 member accounts - created from 2000-2009 - were commandeered. Lots of critical personal information was gained in all instances. Nothing at all is safe on the Internet, if there are those who know what they are doing, and there always is.
You've threatened to do it to me many times.Go for it, you old, washed up, "rocker." -
2016-09-27 at 3:55 AM UTC in ATTN: LANNY!I remember when Dagu, I'm Spec, hacked me.
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2016-09-26 at 10:50 PM UTC in Wanting to scream for help that nobody can give meYeah the not doing drugs part would help. I tried to off myself almost four years ago. No a fun experience. IDK what to tell you, cause you're gonna hear what you wanna hear. You've got to get you shit together for you, drugs whatever is making you fucked up, change behaviors. Or don't Keep living an ever growing chasm of hell until you REALLY know what suffering towards you and anyone you care about.
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2016-09-26 at 10:42 PM UTC in ATTN: LANNY!
inb4 malice gets sued and commits a mass murder to avoid a jail sentence.
He would have to go outside to do that. -
2016-09-26 at 10:40 PM UTC in ATTN: LANNY!
This is really fucking cringey and self absorbed. You turned a fun and interesting bet into to specific a contract. The point is that lanny doesnt give a fuck if you post PI no matter how serious to whomevers PI it is. He said in one of the first threads in this site (the one rule thread) that he doesnt give a fuck if you post PI. That isnt to say that you posting it will not result in legal problems for yourself. The point is that if you post pi or get your pi posted you are responsible and that is pretty fucking based. Dont be bitch and go on about some bullshit I dont even know about that ultimately says more for lannys short term memory than your inherent capacity for being a clever person.
Ultimately this thread, like this forum is a circle jerk of the finest degenerates modernity has to offer. And I wouldnt have it any other way.
Malice in a nutshell. -
2016-09-24 at 5:21 AM UTC in Walked in on my wife cheating on me last weekYou don't have a wife.
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2016-09-24 at 5:19 AM UTC in What kinds of bars & pubs do you like?I used to a work a brewpub is CA and we had our 7 available beers a on a huge, wooden board right behind the bar. WE also told people the deal. "Umm, I'll have a Corona."
I like one with a good girl/guy ratio, my age crowd and I really like a lively karaoke place with good sound system and just the right amount of singers/
