I mean, It looks like him. wtf. hes on hookup in 4chan posing sexy in /soc with the other tucks and a few actual ladies. though some questionable in age.
maybe it's just me. Maybe there are a lot of look alikes.
and how, out in the open. this person takes. I'm too tired to fight anymore. but i understand in certain areas these things happen.
was about to go into a creative cocoon as I posted and 3 days ago BAM! this Radiohead song I am listening to now, Daydreaming is what I feel like inside. I am never this melodramatic. this is catastrophic to my very existence right now. POI seems to have got off with multiple offenses time and time again. seems POI has friends. probably in Government.
If I ever buy land, build off grid and go solar. it's not because I am over obsessed with the environment. I love nature but honestly, Im buying paper plates and plastic cups and I will not place them in a proper recycling bin. but rather use them. the paper as fireplace starter for the kindle and the plastic cups to use by filling sand in them and then building a decorative wall over years. using them as sort of reinforcement like if it was rebar.
No, really. you fucking are. You're 33 years old. Yes you live on your own but fucking hell. stop drinking.
its not too late for you to go get a programming certification to be certified and all Cisco out and shit.
even the lower end pays like 70k. you could have done this during the covid. I been playing with 3D software for a bit. I have to kind of relearn. some shit I forgot because I have serious memory issues.
So, I got up late. so fucking weird. I slept maybe 13 hours from 1am to 2pm. and I was cranky af. and sad. But I couldn't shed tears. I want it out of my system.
I feel I have lost my soul. i am callus as the bible says will happen.
but then I got in decent spirit, watched Land of the Lost with Will Ferrel. stupid but funny.
then I drank some coca cola and got a bit caffeinated and then I went and drove to get my car washed and vacuumed out the dirt built up or 4 months or so.
I also spoke with Jumpin but Panthrax split and I was talking to Red for a bit. said something about Sav being the only one out of us who has a daily challenge (she wears leg prosthetics if no one knows) and she's pretty chill and kind of a real cute kid with red hair and I think a few freckles. maybe not. she looks like she could be a sibling of mine or cousin or kid.
but yeah. cars all filled with gas and clean and waxed and even got the expensive wash so the under carriage was sprayed with hot jets too.
I Still have not got my 3D Printer or some important docs. :(
Is she in charge of drug testing and telling nurses to watch them. I had one about to watch me and I was like, Cool. and she smiled and said "Thats OK. You look honest"
What the fuck reason do you have to get on that bus?
I have weird fucking karma my whole life. but it has seen good times too. take the good moments as they come. you also have to try and be in a good mood.
don't get addicted to spending or getting credit. spend on shit you need and enjoy you got it.
You know what kind of works is smiling the first thing in the morning and as Geddy Lee sings "Begin the day with a friendly voice"
I need to work on that myself but I have done it and it works most of the time. Unless you have shit on your mind. but smiling seems to release endorphins.
I Really thought today was Saturday but it's a Friday. cool an extra day to do nothing and go nowhere. I wonder how many theaters will still exist when this shit is all over.. if ever it is. So weird.
I filled out all these fucking forms and still no pay. WTF is going on? I think someone might be receiving my money. and it's a bitch to get through EDD
