2020-04-27 at 6:51 AM UTC
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Crouton
I took 4 yesterday and all I felt was sedation all day but at least spared of the familiar opioid nausea. Maybe this shit just isnt for me? Im not getting any positive effects. I do have insomnia but i'm not gonna become dependent on this crap to sleep.
Also why did the forum change it to "crouton"? Dont tell me you guys still believe in that SWIM crap? Its not an illegal substance anyway.
2020-04-27 at 6:43 AM UTC
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regrets
I regret not being an active totsean when I had the chance. Regret being a bitchass oblivious loner that just lurked rather than participate because I didnt have the balls to integrate into that great community.
By sheer accident I found a site on the dark web 2 months ago that had a "Better Living Through Chemistry" subforum, reminding me a lot of totse, and best of all, the admin was none other than JOEPEDO, the greatest totsean to ever live. Sadly, it was dead and JP's last post was in December 2019. I send several messages, hoping he would soon check his dead site for new posts and see them. On March 10 I get redirected to the host's site where he explained he got hacked and all the sites he was hosting (including Joe's) are gone. For 10 years I dont even know if the soul of &T is even still alive and when I finally see the light, some script kiddie piece of shit takes that from me.
And you kidiots are even more useless. I had barely 150 posts on totse yet had numerous stalkers following me everywhere and trying to dox me, but NONE of you kept contact with the heart and soul of totse itself? What the fuck was so interesting about me? And how useless can you niggers be to not have the slightest respect for totse's greatest members? Someone even started a memorial thread about ThePharmacist, totse's previous JoePedo who unfortunately died, the community's attitude was "who gives a shit". Give a monkey a banana, he will be happy, give him a million dollars, he will wipe his ass with it.
Fuck that gay kidiot douchebag who hacked JP's host provider and fuck you niggers who have no respect for anything.
/rant
Also fuck you for making me solve this captcha 30 times, its barely functional and I have to redo it 10 times before it actually goes through. I know what a fire hydrant looks like, but does this piece of shit?
2020-04-20 at 1:58 AM UTC
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Crouton
I just ate the powder raw with some water.
2020-04-19 at 5:05 PM UTC
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Crouton
I've done opiates before but it has been a long time.
2020-04-19 at 4:28 PM UTC
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Crouton
Well fuck me, this stuff is like one of them toned down opioids, I never expected that. Had me 3 grams last night which didnt do shit so I did twice the amount the next day and now if I'm doing anything but laying down I feel nauseous as fuck. It feels somewhat nice but as soon as I get up or sit up, I feel sick.
Something tells me I did this shit wrong. Anyone else tried it?
2020-04-11 at 12:49 PM UTC
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JoePedo?
It's gone, the host was hacked. He had a kickass guide on making homemade MDMA too without the need for any safrole and I didn't even save it. :(
2020-04-11 at 7:41 AM UTC
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JoePedo?
Greetings fellow totseans, anyone know where I can find or contact the king of BTLC known as JoePedo? He was the soul of &T and now his own totse site on the dark web got hacked. I need to speak with him urgently.
