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2019-12-28 at 3:21 PM UTC in I made sploo kill himselfi am now a plural absorbed by the FRACTAl,,, BUNDY BUNDY BUNDY OEOEOEOEOEOEOEOEOE
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2019-12-28 at 3:20 PM UTC in I made sploo kill himselfhere is proof ;3c
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2019-12-22 at 12:37 AM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕There's a trip report on erowid of someone injecting Bundy. I bet the rush would be horrible but in a good way
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2019-12-22 at 12:08 AM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕Every time I go on Bundy binges I completely trash at least 2 rooms of my house in highly autistic shamanic rituals that I dont remember. This means it has to be better than PCP analogs right?
I'm serious about this too, tables emd up flipped over leaning against walls and the couch goes to the other side of the room -
2019-12-21 at 11:42 PM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕I have a bunch of razor cuts on my face and throat from shaving during my 4000mg bundy binge. There are several tender spots on the back of my head where I probably banged it, and I've been walking with a limp all day
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2019-12-21 at 11:37 PM UTC in D amphetamine is better than methamphetamine
Originally posted by DietPiano I'm not the best example due to the way my mind can't tolerate drugs very well post psychotic break, but they are much much different.
Dexamp anyone and their dog can handle a reasonable dose
Meth is the craziest drug I have ever done. It's not the stimulation or "high", it's the retardedly serious nature of the hallucinations, the inability to distinguish them for reality like most drugs, and how everyone is going after you. That just doesn't happen on d amp.
It's somewhat like benadryl where you hallucinate people that aren't there, but instead of them being uninterested and uncaring about you, they all want to go after you, popping uo out of nowhere, right outside your house (for me it was usually SWAT teams, sirens, and even a helicopter once). I came within seconds of going back to jail more than once.
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2019-12-21 at 11:59 AM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕To make my feelings on Sadness Will Prevail clear, I want you to imagine a scenario. Let's say you've blacked out on the way home after a night out, and you wake up in an unfamiliar place. It becomes apparent that you're chained to the wall in a shitty, dark basement full of rust and mold. You have no idea where you are or how you got there. Your captor makes himself known soon enough. He's a bearded redneck who has clearly taken a lot of dubios meds throughout his life. He's a twitchy, paranoid psychopath who lurks around the basement muttering about his ex-wife, giving you long, paranoid lectures about the American government's secret sinister agendas or building little forts out of assorted garbage. Sometimes he just sits there in the corner staring and pointing his shotgun at you. When he's not in the room you can hear him making all kinds of ominous noises upstairs. Obviously, you're very frightened and confused. You have no idea whether or not he's actually going to hurt you - but the bloodstained power tools in the corner certainly aren't a good sign.
This goes on for several days. One morning you hear a terrible racket upstairs, and the cops come bursting into the basement. You're free! But they couldn't catch the man. He's disappeared without a trace.
The musical equivalent of this experience, obviously, is Today is the Day's massive Sadness Will Prevail. It's not just a double album, it's a 30-song, nearly three-hour monster collection of twisted sound experiments, amateurish piano ditties and the usual TITD psycho noise-metal. Sometimes proggy, sometimes sludgy, but always extremely negative and occasionally downright unlistenable. You never know what's going to happen next, and the overall mood is about as tense and creepy as the final scenes of Silence of the Lambs. This is the kind of music only a truly disturbed mind could make. As such, even when it doesn't quite strike a nerve it's hard to call it filler - it's just too loaded with depression, anger and general negativity. Lives up to its title, to put it mildly.
I'd like to cut to the chase and simply explain how much I like the album, but I can't. After several listens I find it absolutely impossible to judge or rate this album. How would you rate a video of a guy inflicting severe wounds on himself over and over? While TITD has always been equal parts disturbed and disturbing, this album takes it to a whole new level. It is simply an extended journey through Steve Austin's tortured, nightmarish psyche. A sadomasochistic experience rather than a regular album. This is the sound of one man alone with his rage and depression. As such, I declare it unratable, at least for me. To paraphrase Roger Ebert, it is what it is and occupies a world where the stars don't shine. I recommend it, but more as an endurance test than as good music.
EDIT: After several close listens I still can't put a rating on the album as a whole, but I can certainly say I like it. Disc 1 has tons of great songs ("The Descent", "Death Requiem", "The Ivory of Self-Hate", "Invincible" and the title track stand as particularly harrowing masterpieces), and while the mostly instrumental disc 2 gets a bit too abstract they form a great experience as a whole. At its best, this album is incredible emotional avant-metal, at its worst it's a fascinating trainwreck. It's not easy to tell exactly what Steve Austin was trying to achieve, but it's an awe-inspiring artistic statement either way. So I do recommend it, musically AND as an endurance test! It's an experience, that's for sure. But after all, I still find it unrateable. This particular album's merits can't be expressed in a simple number, I think. -
2019-12-21 at 11:53 AM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕Everyone in the world should listen to it at the same time
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2019-12-21 at 11:43 AM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕Best album ever made (for degenerates)
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2019-12-21 at 8:32 AM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕
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2019-12-21 at 8:02 AM UTC in This shit should be illegalBill Krozby, sudu, sploo , scron, roshambg
They are the priests of the temple of the morning star
Could add dietpiano but then it be a hexagram, not a fan of ZDS tbh -
2019-12-21 at 6:35 AM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕Whew Victoria is definitely trying to get me arrested
Gaslightingting sucks but I got that screenscots -
2019-12-21 at 2:17 AM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕I almodt forgot I worship the temple of the Morningstar before my love of satanhttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Temple_of_the_Morning_Star
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2019-12-21 at 12:42 AM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕
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2019-12-21 at 12:40 AM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕Seriiqyel is an evil drug
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2019-12-20 at 7:21 PM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕https://www.reddit.com/r/realscatgirls/comments/ed89io/does_this_gif_work_from_my_shiteating_and_edging/
Lets recruit her to join this website -
2019-12-20 at 7 PM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕So I took 1125mg of bundy last nite, then took 450mg a few hours after, took 1350mg now, gonna take 450mg on the comedown. I dose my fourth plateaus like Crouton
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2019-12-20 at 6:50 PM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕
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2019-12-20 at 5:42 PM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕
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2019-12-20 at 5:31 PM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕I make new accounts after every 1000 posts, to confuse the girl who stalks me on this website. She blocks me if I message her about being my girlfriend, but she won't stop stalking my Niggasin.space account either. This has been going on for literally 10 years. What do I do?
