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2020-01-07 at 10:01 PM UTC in The value of lifeWhat's worse:
A) The person working in a cafe wearing hip clothes with an attitude proving they are hip and cool
B) The person who is a customer at the cafe picking up on the vibe and feeling a part of it.
They're just in a cafe with music in the background. They're associating and identifying with something from a music video or movie or TV show. One is doing the 9-5 the other is drinking coffee.
Both of them are deluding themselves and participating in if you scratch my back I'll scratch yours. You can be cool if you let me be cool.
But what are they doing? Deluding themselves and each other. -
2020-01-07 at 9:53 PM UTC in The value of life
Originally posted by Jiggaboo_Johnson And yet there they are looking all happy and as if they played with an ass last night..while here you are talking about ending it all like a gont.
It's no coincidence they are outside an Aldi either.
You can be happy being nothing. But you're still nothing.
That's the point. I could be happy here. But separate from my feelings my awareness tells me I am wasting my finite time. -
2020-01-07 at 9:50 PM UTC in The value of lifeLook at these guys.
Their life is:
Work, party, sex, feeling oppressed, sexuality politics, drugs. Their life is nothing. But they feel a sense of belonging because they conform to a shared life view with others.
Are they cowboys? No. Are they conveying an image to represent themselves instead of displaying a personality? Yes.
These guys are the easiest example.
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2020-01-07 at 9:46 PM UTC in The value of life
Originally posted by Jiggaboo_Johnson Thinking is bad for your average human…if you stop and think about life and how miserable it is you'd never get shit done and we as a species would already be extinct.
Look at retards, they are the happiest fuckers you see, always laughing and having a good time…that's because they are dumb as rocks and don't think about shit.
Have a lobotomy if life is getting you down.
Instead of coming here to look at asses I could be researching something. I could be learning. I could be doing something.
Instead of wearing my hat sideways and saying mofo at a club, I could be doing things to satisfy myself instead of making myself feel good through pretentious appropriation.
I could be appreciating music and getting drunk instead of listening to music and getting drunk as a component of my sideways hat wearing adventure.
I could be doing the same thing as a part of appreciating life instead of living in a deluded reality. -
2020-01-07 at 9:20 PM UTC in Sequences Of DigitsMathematics will form patterns.
There are primes, cubes etc.
Try not to think it's metaphysical communication. It's mathematics.
Ratios and replication are not the same thing, eg, the Nautilus. -
2020-01-07 at 9:17 PM UTC in The value of life
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2020-01-07 at 7:53 PM UTC in The value of life
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2020-01-07 at 7:04 PM UTC in The value of lifeThere is a best ass thread.
We are wasting our time triggering our base instincts.
Then going back to work/school.
We are farm animals. We are simple and deluded. -
2020-01-07 at 7:01 PM UTC in The value of life
Originally posted by Jiggaboo_Johnson The alternative of dark unconscious oblivion 24/7 with no hope of eating a nice meal or getting your dick played with seems worse.
How about that ball game?
How about those new shoes?
How about that video game?
I have no problem with entertainment. But it's just entertainment. People are living vicariously through it. You are judged based on your interests. Nerds, geeks, cools...... Are all essentially the same, except their fashion, taste in movies, music and video games.
They all go to bars. They exist in different levels of pretentiousness. Geeks win. They pretend to be wizards.
This deluded reality is all consuming. It is not entertainment. It is the defining point of your life. It is who you pretend to be maybe 5% of your life. It is definitely not reality. It is defintely not you. But we are so weak as a culture that we demand you see us like this and we return the favour and see you as you demand, unless your performance is so weak you offend our cultural sensibilities. Then we refuse to allow this and call you a poser.
And then this website.
I can't let this website become any bigger part of my life than it is now. And it is a very small part. But it will grow and disappoint me when I look back on it and what I got out it and the irreplaceable time I lost to it. -
2020-01-07 at 6:50 PM UTC in The value of lifeLife is looking pretty bleak.
You have your 9-5. It could be school. It could be work. There is something that takes your day from you.
Then there is your outside 9-5. It's probably spent showering, sleeping, watching Netflix, doing homework, washing the dishes and eating dinner.
That's your Monday to Friday.
Then outside of that you need to find ways to alleviate boredom or give your life meaning. Your weekend.
This could be television, video games, going out, reading books, ancient Rome etc. Church. Sports fans. Politics.
All of these things are generally stimulating your mind. You're not doing anything. You're not involved in any of it. You're not living a life. You're sitting on your ass. You're deluded in to thinking that you're really doing anything. You watch a movie and talk about it later. You relate to it. Your life has never been like this. You say motherfucker and flash hand signs in photos. You and your friends delude each other this is your scene. It makes you feel better. This is the condition of the human race. If you don't believe me look at international students. Especially Indian and Asian. They are so "black" in their fashion. Their mannerisms are so fake. They come to the west to fit in and be this. One look at them screams PHONY WANNABE. But this doesn't crossover and allow you to see society in itself as being inauthentic. You go to the club once a month or less and think you relate to teen movies where there's a kegger every five minutes. Why?
"See the game on Sunday?"
This is bad enough.
And now this website.
There is nothing of substance here. There is a lot of trolling. There is a lot of time wasting. There is not much of anything.
I feel as though I am going to look back on a wasted life if i stay here too long. This community offers nothing. It doesn't even have a sense of community. It's okay to feel socially engaged looking at pixels on the screen, but the kind of social exchange that occurs here is very weak. It is not intellectually stimulating. It is not friendly.
I am not going to happily look back on my life and feel that this was a good investment of my time. Time I will never get back.
I will be leaving soon. I don't want my life to be consumed by nothingness. -
2020-01-06 at 7:37 PM UTC in In the event of WWIII taking place
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2020-01-06 at 7:23 PM UTC in Iraq - Major Escalation Underway (January 2020)
Originally posted by -SpectraL In reality, they don't give a shit about post war stability.
Well they're not trying to appeal to the hearts and minds of Iranians.
There could be many reasons for that. They could even have a secret agreement with Iran to not destabalise the political allegiance of Iranian civilians and there will be no war.
Or it could be they do not plan on occupying Iran after a war.
All public information is public diplomacy. -
2020-01-06 at 7:13 PM UTC in Iraq - Major Escalation Underway (January 2020)
Originally posted by -SpectraL What's I find the most ironic is they do all these things because of "what the people will think", and yet the reality is they don't care what the people think at all, and they will just do whatever they want no matter what the people think. And they're so arrogant and corrupt to the core they themselves don't even realize this.
It's a parameter to the equation. All parameters must be allocated resources, the level of allocation depends on the effect it has on the operation.
The minds of the people are needed for post war stability.
If the CIA is making statements like this, you can assume there is no planned occupation at the cessation of any hostilities, if there ends up being a war in Iran. -
2020-01-06 at 7:06 PM UTC in In the event of WWIII taking place
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2020-01-06 at 7:05 PM UTC in Bought some new trainersIf you're gonna buy cheap designer by a well known brand. Unknown brands are only class if very expensive.
Should have got Gucci for twice the price. -
2020-01-06 at 6:59 PM UTC in In the event of WWIII taking place
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2020-01-06 at 6:57 PM UTC in In the event of WWIII taking placeThen again it could be thousands or millions of deaths if I allow myself to believe that because I was a part of the war machine that I have partial responsibility for everyone who died. Take enough air out of the tyre and the car can't drive. It was a team effort.
But if I don't, then I'm only connected to 300 deaths at most. -
2020-01-06 at 6:55 PM UTC in In the event of WWIII taking placeI've been a part of the deaths of dozens of people, but I've never been responsible for the death of anyone.
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2020-01-06 at 6:52 PM UTC in In the event of WWIII taking place
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2020-01-06 at 6:46 PM UTC in In the event of WWIII taking place
Originally posted by Jiggaboo_Johnson My dad was actually a champion boxer in the army…Boxing > gay wrestling. Funny how everyone's dad was a champion fighter huh…I bet Vinny's dad was a champion Kendo fighter or some shit.
I was the champion at unarmed close quarters death.
Or, if you speak nerdique, fully qualified ninja.
I know how to very very quickly kill or incapacitate regardless of the opponents size or ability.
I know how to move silently through jungles.
I wish I didn't.