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2019-09-19 at 2:35 PM UTC in What are you listening to right now, space nigga?
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2019-09-19 at 2:25 PM UTC in alcohol is a horrible toxic poisonGood on you man. Now just make sure you hold on to that promise you made to yourself. Good luck!
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2019-09-19 at 10:20 AM UTC in What are you listening to right now, space nigga?
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2019-09-19 at 6:30 AM UTC in this whole shitheap of a site is full of MKULTRA zombies
Originally posted by Japan-Is-Eternal The CIA is high on brainwashing people like me into becoming mass shooters.
Haven't you even been paying attention to ongoing events?
Except most mass shooters are politically motivated, if you have paid attention. The two latest shooters, both either right-wing or left-wing activists. The CIA isn't interested into spending resources into an asset which they can't control. They're interested into a tangible, submissive agent, who can be politically active and have an impact on the population at large.
You went from attacking me and venting on me to a conspiracy theory now. All of it just because I took interest in you and tried to extend a helping hand. Don't you think that it might be the reason you can't get close to people? And even if I was a fed, which for some fucking reason waste resources on you, what then? You're probably (I pray so) not dumb enough to go shooting people if someone tells you to.
But ... Enough man. Enough. You don't want help, it's fine. I offer you to sit down, have a talk, understand you and get to listen to your story while maybe putting things in perspective while telling you parts of mine. But if you've already passed judgement, I'm wasting my breath. I've lost people. I know I can't help everyone. Especially if they don't want to be helped. But don't blame me for you refusing the help. -
2019-09-19 at 6:20 AM UTC in this whole shitheap of a site is full of MKULTRA zombies
Originally posted by Japan-Is-Eternal I have never seen either two of you here on this forum in the three years I have been here
how am I supposed to believe you aren't alts or CIA shills that decided to come out of the blue to glow in the dark
I've been lurking on other sites instead. And tell me, why in the fuck would a CIA agent bother with you? ...
"Oh yeah, let's get a socially disabled hikkikomori! We can get him to become the new Bin Laden! He'll lead our next efforts to replace haji government! Just give him enough weapons, get him to grow a beard and send him to Assfuckistan! Yeah, this Japan-Is-Eternal guy has all the right life experiences to help us conquer Bumfuckistan!"
Come on man ... You're smarter than that. -
2019-09-19 at 6:10 AM UTC in this whole shitheap of a site is full of MKULTRA zombies
Originally posted by Japan-Is-Eternal Skulltag I'm pissed off at you because you're belittling the struggle I went through because it doesn't meet your personal criteria of what "true isolation" is.
You're a bullshitter.
I have been through hell and back and I'm not about to have what I went through dismissed just because I didn't have it meet your own definition of what it means to be isolated.
I have lived in isolation my entire life, I have never had a single person in my life there for me, I have always been alone.
You said something about me taking about something everywhere, well guess what I post on a shit ton of forums because I am online 24/7 and it is the only way I ever get to interact with people.
So you are bound to run into one of my posts.
You aren't deep, you aren't making any impression on me, you're just a nuisance.
You think you're leaving some impression on me, slapping me into reality and telling me that I'm just a sucker who needs to get on his own two feet and change things.
Sucker, you don't even fucking know what I have been through, who I am or how I got here.
You have no fucking clue what it means to grow up as an isolated person and you never will, you can't compare prison isolation or living alone as an adult to being somebody who grew up to adulthood sheltered and isolated.
You are a goddamn IDIOT and have no fucking clue what you're talking about and to someone in my situation it is a damn insult.
You have no business talking about something like this.
I'm not belittling it. I'm telling you to stand the fuck up and do something about it. I'm telling you that no matter how bad you've had it, someone has had it worse. I'm telling you that the human mind and body, including yours is extremely resilient. There are people with cases worse than yours who still struggle and occasionally win against their demons.
That doesn't discount your experiences. You get defensive, but you don't realize that you're not being attacked. In fact, you're the one doing the attacks. You speak without knowing. As said, not only I know enough about you because you make that information public, but I have seen all of it myself.
I'm willing to sit down and talk to you. Get to know you. Understand you better. Meanwhile you're simultaneously complaining about not having a single friend, but rejecting everyone who's attempting to give you a hand. You can pretend all you want. But just because you want to believe that you're the only one who's ever been isolated won't make it true.
I'm willing to take my time with you. But you just bullshit your way through hatred. You destroy yourself and blame me for it. I go with what you tell me about yourself and base my understanding of you on that. And it's hitting home pretty hard, from the looks of it. You, meanwhile, base your knowledge of me off your fantasies of being a kuu-dere protagonist who has it worse than everybody else.
News break. You're not the only person who's ever got isolated. You're not a sacrificial lamb who took all the wrongs of the world. But you won't get off your high horse. You won't have a talk. You won't accept help. And then you blame me for your own shortcomings. I don't have a problem being your boogeyman if it helps you feel better for a day. But I'd rather you fix yourself so you can feel better for the rest of your life.
EDIT: Removed sarcasm to avoid aggravating you any further. Of course, since you had it worse than everybody else, I don't want to agitate you even further, now do I? -
2019-09-19 at 5:42 AM UTC in this whole shitheap of a site is full of MKULTRA zombies
Originally posted by Japan-Is-Eternal Yep, I have been pretending since I was 6 years old in grade school … ehhmhh I'm just a pretender … a prima donna … some wigger on a random forum knows more about my personal experience than me … uh huh the past 20 years doesn't mean anything because some degenerate loser who was put into jail thinks he had it harder.
I know about you because you keep complaining about it everywhere. Or are you saying you lied when you said you've been on the PC since 2002? More importantly, you can hate me and attack me if it makes you feel better. But the fact of the matter is, you don't even know me. None of that hits home.
But you're pissed at me because what I tell you does hit home. Hell, you even admit so yourself. If I was wrong, why would you paraphrase my point, mhmm? And you're missing the point again. I'm not judging you. I'm just telling you that you can get out of it.
You hate me without even knowing me. (Here's a hint, no, I'm not a wigger since I'd have to be white for that. And no, I wasn't put in a jail or prison. At least not in a traditional sense of that word.) You shoot and miss every time. While I stand tall in the middle of it and offer you to pick you up.
But yes, you're not the end-all-be-all of suffering. Does isolation hurt? Sure. Does that mean that you need to wallow in it? No. I've met and spoken to people who had half their body blown off and now live on the streets, all alone, because the country they gave their lives body and soul for left them behind. And they keep struggling.
I've personally seen enough hatred, pain and solitude yet I keep moving forward, even if I shouldn't be. I've seen Hell in others, and I've been there myself. I keep moving. I want to help you stand up and move forward as well. But I'm not going to drag you.
So once more. You can either keep bitching, lieing to yourself and pretending like you can't do anything about your predicament, while rejecting any help. Or you can actually make me accountable for my words and take me upon the offer of help.
Whichever floats your boat. You can hate me. I won't hate you.
Anyhow. I'm going to let you sober up right now. Maybe I shouldn't expect a drunk person to make sense so that's on me. My job here is done. I've done all that I could. Ball is in your court. -
2019-09-19 at 5:27 AM UTC in this whole shitheap of a site is full of MKULTRA zombiesDo as you see fit. The offer still stands, should you take me upon it. If you want to continue pretending, I'm not going to force you. If you want to solve your problems by facing them head on, I'm here. Take care. Peace.
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2019-09-19 at 5:11 AM UTC in this whole shitheap of a site is full of MKULTRA zombies
Originally posted by Japan-Is-Eternal No you're some dumbass normie that thinks isolation exclusively means absolute zero interaction with another living being and you're wrong.
I'm not trying to wave my dick around like you, I am extremely lonely and sheltered and miserable because of it.
I long for human interaction, it kills me inside that I grew up the way I did.
You will never understand what I went through, the fact that you had to go through some extreme example that you yourself never even experienced says it all.
You know absolutely NOTHING about what it is like to live your entire life isolated and without human interaction.
All I can do is take your beating and listen to idiots like you put me down and say "well you at least talked to people over the internet so what do you have to complain for?"
FUCK YOU YOU STUPID FUCK
You have lived your whole life with contact with other humans, I have spent my entire goddamn life where the only physical human interaction I have had is with my mom and other than that it's text on screen with idiots like yourself.
I'm not bragging, I am CRYING, I am FUCKING MISERABLE and this life FUCKING SUCKS and I wouldn't wish it upon anyone but somehow through circumstance this is what I ended up in.
If I could turn things around and go back to 2002 and have real human relationships I would, but I didn't.
What you're saying is no different from saying somebody had a social life through reading books, it's bullshit.
Fuck you and your ignorant privileged life, you stupid scumbag.
I hate every single one of you and the only reason I am even here is because I am profoundly lonely.
You know why you're so worked up and so angry? Because the lies you're telling yourself are slowly coming apart. And you don't want them to. You've been too comfortable, being a primadonna and pretending to have it worse than the rest of the world.
You know that YOU are responsible for your actions. Nobody else. You find refuge in attempting to judge me, but I am not the topic of this discussion. You are. I've seen more solitude than most'll ever see. I've come to terms with it. I've left it behind to some degree.
You misunderstand me when you think I'm beating on you. Again, I'm not here to judge you. I've seen a lot, but there are people who have seen more than me. I'm nobody to judge you. I merely tell you from experience that you are your own enemy. Not me. Not this site. Yourself.
You can be mad at me all you want. You can hate me all you want. I don't hate you. Hatred is weakness. I've seen too much of it. You claim that life sucks, but you have never experienced it truly. It's much worse than what you can imagine. While you're busy venting on the screen, there are people being held in solitary cells. There are people who are POWs, slowly dieing in jihadi "prisons".
You even proven my point.
Originally posted by Japan-Is-Eternal I hate every single one of you and the only reason I am even here is because I am profoundly lonely.
That's exactly what I said. And that's why it hurt you. Because I hit the nail right on the head. And I'll do it again. Not because I'm "beating you down" or making fun of you. But because you still can get out of it. If, and only if, you accept the hand being extended to you. If, and only if, you face the lies head on.
You hate me without even knowing me. Which is amusing. But the truth is, I don't hate you back. Why would I waste my time poking around your psyche and trying to give you the tools to see your problems and walk out of them, then? Consider this extended hand an offer of companionship.
Will you finally defeat your isolationism, or will you push everyone away but end up chasing after them again, I wonder? -
2019-09-19 at 4:57 AM UTC in TRUE CRIME AUSTRALIARoadkill in Australia:
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2019-09-19 at 4:53 AM UTC in this whole shitheap of a site is full of MKULTRA zombies
Originally posted by Japan-Is-Eternal I didn't even read your shitpost and I just want you to know that you cannot compare staring at text on a screen to actual physical human interaction.
Fuck you.
That was exactly my point. And since it has troubled you so much, I seem to have hit the nail on the head. My job here is done. Thanks for having taken a moment of introspection. I believe you've just made the first step towards recovery. -
2019-09-19 at 4:46 AM UTC in this whole shitheap of a site is full of MKULTRA zombies
Originally posted by Japan-Is-Eternal Oh?
I doubt you even know what solitude is.
I've been living through it since I was 11 years old, basically my entire human life.
It's not bad, I just wish I had a single close friend who understand me and would play video games with me.
You're lieing. I'm too lazy to search up your shitposting, but you basically admitted it yourself. Since 2002, you have been on the computer every single day, of every single month, of every single year. You've always been in contact with the human race. Reading, shitposting and pretending to stand alone while following the rest of us lost sheep.
You're trying to play the solitary edgelord, but you can't live a single day without the internet. You can't live a single day facing nothing but yourself. I know more about pain and solitude than you'll ever want to know. But that's not a story you need to know.
You have never been left to rot in a 2x2 hole for months on end. Without anyone to talk to. Without any sort of tech to keep you company. Without even a bed or anything to scrawl and draw on. Without your mail ordered food, forced to get scraps of whatever your torturer gives you. Knowing that nobody will come for you, ever.
You try to call people out on being posers because you yourself have no experience with the real world, and so, you play pretend and don't want to be called out on it. Call others what you are so that it looks less incriminating when you get called out on it.
Again. I'm not here to judge you. But how do you expect to get a friend if you lie to everybody, including yourself? You can't solve your problems if you don't want to admit them. -
2019-09-19 at 4:40 AM UTC in What are you listening to right now, space nigga?
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2019-09-19 at 4:32 AM UTC in this whole shitheap of a site is full of MKULTRA zombies
Originally posted by aldra kek, you should see how many usernames he's abandoned
I saw some. Lurking was entertaining. He's not ready for true solitude. Not by a long shot.
Originally posted by Japan-Is-Eternal face it
you people would be nothing without me
just imagine how dull and boring this place would be without my presence
Nobody would notice. There's enough lolcows in this place to not care. Not that I'm chasing you away. I don't really care. But you're lieing to yourself. You're screaming out for attention. To be noticed. To be thanked. To be liked. And you're doing it the only way you know how, by being a two bit edgelord.
Why? Isn't it easier to be honest? You claim you don't need this place. But you keep coming back. You don't even know what true solitude is. You haven't been locked in a hole for months on end, with out even technology to keep your mind together. Complete solitude is difficult. And scary. And you know that. So why not admit that you're scared, instead of playing pretend? -
2019-09-19 at 4:27 AM UTC in this whole shitheap of a site is full of MKULTRA zombiesSo ... You hate and despise this place, you're also going on regular "That's it! I'm done! I'm leaving!" rants every now and then but ... You're still here? Could it be that this is the only place which actually tolerated your BS?
Could it be that your so called "flawless virtual world" is getting more and more censoring, and surprise surprise, that censoring also affects your ability to shitpost?
It shortsighted at best and counter-productive at worst to place all of your energy and resources in a single endeavor. For when it gets shut down, you lose everything and don't have anything to show for it. But, by all means, crawl deeper into the rabbit hole. At least, it's entertaining to watch. -
2019-09-18 at 8:07 PM UTC in Drunken RamblingsBottoms up. ITT drink and post random shit.
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2019-09-18 at 5:36 PM UTC in worst feeling in the worldTragic. A disfigured world gives birth to disfigured creatures. Aware that something's wrong, knowledgeable enough to see a course for correction but powerless due the their own shortcomings and weakness. I could probably give you a motivational speech.
"Something about selfishness. Like you don't need 'em. Just like you don't need this place. You can be a strong and independent creep and weirdo. The difference between you and other creeps is money and once you have it the world kneels before you."
But we both know it's pointless. I don't think this is the place to be talking metaphysical shit like "what's the purpose of life" either. I guess it all depends on what do you want. Do you even want to live? Do you want to struggle? Do you want to get out of the dump you're in?
You could've probably got better. Question is, are you too dumb or too smart? Are you disfigured in mind to a point where you can't get anything done, or are you too smart, you see all the trash in the world around you and that scares you off because you don't want to put yourself into it?
Will answering those questions even help you, that I don't know. There are a lot of things which don't make sense. I know it all too well. The human mind is one of those. It's not my place to ridicule you or to support you. Not my place to tell you who's to blame. Not my place to point fingers.
I suppose the only thing I can tell you is that I somewhat know the feeling. From a different angle, but still. The nightmares, the fear, it's all in there. And everybody who tries to provide relief for it, they become collateral. That's how it went for me. In my case, it'll never really leave. So I chose a life of isolation.
I chose to make edgy remarks, lurk the asshole of the internets, watch creeps and weirdos shitpost and go insane. Just so I can be reminded that I'm not the only lunatic out there. It's not gonna get me anywhere. Could've probably got out of it. Chose not to. In the end, I somehow like it. If life is Hell, might as well get used to be a damned soul.
Welcome to hell, buddy. Enjoy your stay. The one good thing when you're close enough to the fire is that you can light your cigars. -
2019-09-18 at 5:09 PM UTC in What are you listening to right now, space nigga?
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2019-09-18 at 5:02 PM UTC in A real solution to World Hunger
Originally posted by vindicktive vinny Snip
Originally posted by Rear Naked Joke Snap
Y'all got it wrong. Consider the following:
Flamethrowers.
With a Flamethrower, not only do you cook the flesh for a convenient kill and cooking at the same time, but you also help those guys to burn off the extra calories.
(Yes. That was a pun. Laugh please.) -
2019-09-18 at 6:58 AM UTC in A real solution to World Hunger
Originally posted by Technologist What’s ED?
Besides the obvious.
Cancer. With a dash of AIDS. Topped with Herpes. In Diarrhea sauce.
Originally posted by Star Trek VI: The Undiscovered Country Even if we solve world hunger, world h-anger will continue to be an issue
But is world hentai-anger a bad thing, that is the question?
