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2017-08-06 at 5:14 AM UTC in Tell Me About Your Experiences with Junkie Jesus
Originally posted by infinityshock jesus fuck…dont you junkies realize its more likely than not the pharmaceuticals youve magically found have been adulterated in some way?
any of you junkies that want to find some magic happy pills or sauce…let me know and i will happily dispense them upon your tongue with my 'vile'…or vial…whichever you prefer.
I once thought I was buying "ice cream" when in fact it was "boy"..I had ran out and paid for a tenth what I would usually cop a whole gram for and to add injury to insult it was 20mg under and was weak AF considering I don't even do percocets and barely could feel the "buzz" pretty gay tbh fam. Later I concluded the dude knew I was "the plug" for all the decent "ice cream" flowing through town and in some sort of fucked up way figured if I turned into a dog food junkie he would in turn get all my precious shardy shards but no fuck boy I can't stand the shit or most of the people addicted to it. Here's a cheers with a shardini martini you fuck nigga! -
2017-08-06 at 4:58 AM UTC in Tell Me About Your Experiences with Junkie JesusI usually pay 13-20 a gram for ice cream that puts anything within a 300 mile radius to shame. Not really a "find" but I'm not really a fiend when it comes to it anymore suddenly after two years of hardcore abuse(well, I'm talking a ball a week of 85%+ stuff; sometimes 11 tenths a day etc..) I just feel like "eh, whatever I can take it or leave it" but when I do partake I get stuck like fuckin' chuck.
I literally could not leave my house for 23 hours it's like I was a ghost and just bound to the confines and nothing I tried could distract me from the petty ass shit that could wait until after I had to make the 3 mile(yes, 3 fucking mile) drive I was supposed to have made 23 hours before.
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2017-08-06 at 4:24 AM UTC in ITT we post really sexy women
This nasty lil slut do whatever I want -
2017-08-06 at 3:58 AM UTC in panthrax looks like he's in avenged sevenfold
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2017-08-05 at 11:59 PM UTC in Signing things is kinda hilariousI've thought about this before as well and (unfoundedly) worried about my own debit card not being accepted due to me scribbling on the pen+pad thing at gas stations. It's literally my initials followed by deliberate zig zags up and down. My signature is that there is no signature.
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2017-08-05 at 11:33 PM UTC in Well gonts, what are you gonts doing on this saturday night?Sold some Vics and then went and ate Mcdonalds kinda lame day tbh fam. Doing laundry now and trying to finesse this redbone named Destiny into coming over.
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2017-08-05 at 6:42 PM UTC in THE OFISH 2017 COLLAGE THREAD!!!
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2017-08-05 at 6:39 PM UTC in street prices where you areHeroin is generally $30=1/10th of a gram...I can get grams for $50 if I travel a bit but I despise heroin addicts and really don't want to mess with it...Meth is $20-$25 a tenth and you're lucky if it's 80mg and strong enough to even tickle your nose.
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2017-08-05 at 6:21 PM UTC in THE OFISH 2017 COLLAGE THREAD!!!Got me flexin' on niggasin.space...I might pull up in a whip with your bitch just to make you niggaz SICK.
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2017-08-05 at 5:01 AM UTC in do dentists actually expect you to answer them when they have their hands in your mouth and they ask you something?Got Gucci Mane inserts after my teeth rotted from alcohol/meth/crack/tobacco/junk food. I remember my last dentist visit before that going something like "You're going to have dentures before you're 19" Made it 'til 27 faggot.
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2017-08-05 at 2:46 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSYo RestStop, blow a hole in a nigga with the sawed off
Have his mom and pops holdin' his brains screamin "Aw Naw"
Even tho I'm at the top of totem pole, I still deliver
the freeze wherever you need it to go,
Now I'm in Kentucky with a native Hoe,
I make her scream more O's than box of fuckin' cheerios.
Fly guy, Yeah I'm a cool cat but don't waste my time
cause I ain't got nine lives... -
2017-08-04 at 3:46 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSCatch me flexin' in a whip, got these haters lookin sick
I might pull up wit yo bitch, just to make you niggas sick
Shawty say that I'm the shit, spent a twinkie on my wrist
Got these haters lookin sick, say I make these niggas sick
Catch me flexin' in a whip, got these haters lookin sick
I might pull up wit yo bitch, just to make you niggas sick
Shawty say that I'm the shit, spent a twinkie on my wrist
Got these haters lookin sick, say I make these niggas sick -
2017-08-04 at 3:32 AM UTC in Fat azian slut at clarks oyster barYoung rich nigga checking in here and 'mirin how you handled the inevitable "what are we?" Text. May be obvious here but it's the also inevitable "plz say I get the gf title " fingers crossed text. You know what you want out of it. Good luck.
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2017-07-24 at 9:07 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by Malice Nah dude, I wasn't serious.
It's going to take a very long time for me to recover and develop enough, if it ever occurs at all, for friendships to even be a possibility. There are countless facets to this. Essentially you have to think of it as necessitating a prolonged and intensive therapeutic process.
I'm not sure I'll ever be able to properly convey just exactly what lead me to detach and isolate myself to such an extreme, inhuman, extent for so long. It isn't a bad thing, but even the people here, let alone normal people with fulfilling social lives, cannot imagine how I came to perceive the world.
I genuinely have profound anthropophobia, which is incredibly rare. I wasn't exaggerating when I stated that intimacy, in any form, is one of my greatest fears. There's a very real chance I'm never going to be able to connect to anyone or form real relationships, and explaining why is exceedingly difficult. It may be fine, I may be able to adapt and learn to accept being around others, derive enough of the innate need for companionship to be able to survive, even thrive, but it isn't the same. Something that has been developing over a lifetime and involves an array of advanced subjects, particularly for a period that is close to 15 years at this point.
The impression given online is completely inaccurate. To be perfectly honest, I can't even feel a proper emotional connection to animals at this point. It's almost akin to a form of severe depersonalization/derealization, or the most severe forms of autism where they just end up completely withdrawn into themselves and unresponsive to the world around them.
I don't know, it's probably been the profound lack of people, intimacy, and how closed off I've become after so long, particularly during such a critical period of development. I'm likely going to need intensive MDMA therapy sessions with the right person or people over a prolonged period to overcome this as much as I'm able to.
I completely understand the response to being held or wrapped tightly. It's actually common among those on the spectrum, which is why weighted blankets are a popular therapeutic accessory. The desire to sleep and snuggle with someone, or even an animal, as well.
You would make an excellent drug dealer/all around general criminal. -
2017-07-24 at 8:57 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSIs anyone else tired of this black bitch crying about how "Big Tobacco" profiles black people? Bitch they are a business the last thing they care about is your whiny ass, sissy ass feelings. Killin' you niggaz one Newport at a time.
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2017-07-24 at 5:54 AM UTC in UPDATED AND REVISED: List of people who will never have children:
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2017-07-24 at 5:45 AM UTC in UPDATED AND REVISED: List of people who will never have children:I'll probably never have children but that's due to me probably being sterile. I really don't envy most people with children not that it's a bad thing but well you guys know where I'm going with this.
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2017-07-24 at 5:20 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSYesterday, upon the stair,
I met a man who wasn't there
He wasn't there again today I wish,
I wish he'd go away... -
2017-07-24 at 5 AM UTC in how to be a motherfucking pimpAnd she fuckin' fo that tenth,
Oh yeah, Oh yeah, Momma told me
put the shard down but I cannot,
I'm still trappin' outta Ohio.
Momma told put it down but I can't,
No. I'm on tunnel vision,
gotta stack dough. -
2017-07-24 at 3:59 AM UTC in Adoptionmq...you're adopted.
