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2020-01-06 at 3:01 PM UTC in In the event of WWIII taking placeIran have put $80m on Trump's head and it's probably going to be more with public donations.
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2020-01-06 at 1:35 PM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)
Originally posted by the man who put it in my hood phone calls give me panic attacks
I mean this the nicest way possible, try and stop smoking weed. It only made my anxiey worse, especially when talking to people the next day AFTER smoking it the night before.
I would overthink things and just wanted to be left alone to work and not have to pretend I gave a shit what people did with their weekends. -
2020-01-06 at 8:09 AM UTC in STOP LANNY BEFORE HE KILLS AGAINWe should all Jim Jones it when Lanny pulls the plug. Imodium laced with Cyanide.
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2020-01-06 at 7:48 AM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)Woke up with sore teeth. I brushed them fuckers good too, what da fuck.
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2020-01-06 at 7:43 AM UTC in messican master racefagit"DEEEEEEPAH!"
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2020-01-06 at 7:41 AM UTC in The Schplew Celebration of Life Thread
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2020-01-06 at 1:21 AM UTC in The Schplew Celebration of Life ThreadI don't really see the point. This site will be ending this year, further dividing an otherwise dwindling group of refugees.
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2020-01-06 at 1:18 AM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕
Originally posted by MexicanMasterRace Is it over? I'm not caught up yet.
Outer Worlds is great but i dunno. I can't get into the universe. The dialogue is amazing.
I'm on some planet with those mantis queen things everywhere and it's incredibly dangerous. I am scare
Yeah I enjoyed the Mandalorian. Something about his calm demeanour I found cool as fuck. -
2020-01-06 at 1:08 AM UTC in The Schplew Celebration of Life Thread
Originally posted by the man who put it in my hood His dad told us the autopsy report will be available soon.
He told us he was found with an enlarged heart
Some "friends" you losers were. If he really is dead, (which he isn't), your encouragement in his excessive drug taking is partly to blame."HURR DURR SIGMA PLATEAU".
You do the same with that Roshambo guy, glorifying the obvious self destruction of someone's life as if taking a load of drugs is epic and cool
Fucking hyperactive spastics, I hope you all die. -
2020-01-06 at 12:49 AM UTC in Gonna play fifa for a bit
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2020-01-06 at 12:48 AM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)
Originally posted by MexicanMasterRace Do you have problems with drinking? I don't remember talking about it. But I find not having any whatsoever helps me a lot. I used to stupidly put the last 12oz into a glass jar and lie to myself while drunk about it being a momento. Like It'd somehow be easier if i had some on hand. But then i start sobering up and drink that shit till its gone. Just stupid.
If I had homebrew I'd probably wait a few days then drink it all in one binge. That's how I operate with drugs. Being drunk is so dysfunctional tho. I've switched to tossing down 12-18g of ground kava. I don't know that its doing any good for my binge habits but at least the process of swallowing it is so awful I tend to avoid it.
Wish I wasn't so good at drinking industrial amounts of liquor.
Yeah binge drinking is what sucks. -
2020-01-06 at 12:32 AM UTC in Gonna play fifa for a bitXbox or ps4 m8?
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2020-01-06 at 12:21 AM UTC in This is what I was doing last night
Originally posted by MexicanMasterRace I was cruising for some ass last night. I get super horny on the weekend. It's kind of like I have a dark side that nobody sees. All week I am nice to people at work, I am really polite to my family and neighbours but on the weekend I want to be a dirty ass trash bag. It turns me on. So I go cruising for ass.
I tend to get ass with the truckers in the truck stop bathrooms, and then my favourite is after high profile Christian events I get alot of Christian guys in the bathroom DTF. I got sick of scouting out public bathrooms and dark alleys. So I decided to try cruising the main streets. I'd make the symbol. See if anyone responded back.
After a night of no luck, my boner was raging hard through my pants as I just was about to give up and go into the Mc Donald's bathroom to FAP so I could ease the throb. When I decided to walk up another street. Looked less busy. I walked up the street and passed a homeless guy who winked at me and shook his cup. For some reason that wink connecting with my boner threw the shreds of my moral compass out the damn window.
I bent down to his level and pointed to my penis bulging through my pants. He nodded and said the location for the fuck. It was behind an abandoned commercial property, he seemed to have found a small shelter behind it that used to be its store shed maybe for old boxes or storage.. Who knows. It was like this homeless guy knew every spot of the street off by heart.
He looked pretty dirty. His face and hands were crusted black with dirt and his nails were starting to harden yellow with the filth. They were pretty long. I shuddered as he ran them down my cheek and put one of his fingers into my mouth. The throbbing boner just got harder. I was finding it completely disgusting yet so sexy. My mind was confused. The taste of sour gone off bacon rose in my mouth as I tasted his finger.
He pulled down my pants and started to suck on my penis. His mouth was like a black hole with about 6 rotted stumps of teeth. His tongue was fairly large as he let it slide over my shaft. I felt his teeth wobble as he went down fast on my penis. I could smell his saliva and it smelled like blue cheese. I surprinsly didn't gag. It just reminded me of snacking on a cheese platter at the theatre events I am invited to attend.
I started to moan with pleasure and pushed him playfully away from my penis. I was ready to taste his. I pulled down his trousers or what was left of them, and his now yellowed underwear. I started to suck on his penis. I noticed there was weeping sores on them so I tried to be gentle. I didn't want to burst any in my mouth. The taste was like as if I bent down over a urinal and licked the rim. It wasn't great but he was enjoying it. I spun him around and opened his ass cheeks.
I started to fuck his dried poop and dirt crusted anus. With every pump of my penis and every jolt, a foul odour eminated from his ass. I started to feel the cum forcing its way down my penis into his asshole. I pulled out and I seen his eyes were soft and warm beneath the filthy exterior. I started to feel sorry for him so I asked what does he enjoy. He told me "my ass eaten". He bent over and I went to town on his ass. I ate his ass like a snack. He was moaning and letting out wet smacks from his mouth. I felt like my tongue was in fire though. It wasn't a good sensation. He soon cum blasted all over the wall and it dripped down his legs and thighs. He pulled his trousers right up over the mess.
He then lifted his cup and shook it. I was then reminded that I fucked a desperate homeless guy. I gave him some ass eating because I felt sorry for him. I handed over 50 dollars and his eyes lit up. He actually pulled me in for a hug and kissed my cheek. He actually said goodbye to me and that I was his favourite. I walked away stunned. I felt so warm and fuzzy inside from the hug and the sentiment but yet to disgusted with myself for what I have done.
I had to walk really fast back to my vehicle. I was parinoid about the smell that was lingering on me. It was really foul. My car stunk up like rotting roadkill. I could feel pieces of silt in my mouth. Lucky I only live 5 mins from town so it was a quick journey home. I rushed inside and straight to the bathroom. There was a ring of brown and black around my mouth. My hands were stained yellow. I pulled off my clothes and my penis was literally 50 shades of brown. I grabbed a tooth brush and my colagate and I stood in that warm hot shower brushing my teeth in it with the roasting water. I could see the filth and dirt wash away in the water and down the drain.
You dirty 'ol Soomker. -
2020-01-06 at 12:15 AM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)This lump or cyst doesn't hurt as much since taking these tablets so that's a good sign. Start back the gym this week so start getting me some gainz, this will also help me mentally.
Sat debating whether making home brew is a good idea given my circumstances. Personally I should avoid drinking alone altogether but maybe if I have guests? Fucks sake, sounds like "bargaining", as Caspar mentioned.
I don't know if it was the JD from last night but I'm feeling a certain degree of anxiety. I should avoid spirits altogether but it was a reunion with an old friend from highschool who doesn't do drugs. I think being in the company of old friends who are stable and living the normie life just hits hard, makes me feel guilty somewhat. There's an emotional void in me that needs filling, a yearning to stay on this path and find a girl and be happy.
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2020-01-06 at 12:01 AM UTC in The "modern" world is so fucked up
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2020-01-05 at 11:24 PM UTC in Have you even woken up and wondered which faggot sodomised you?
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2020-01-05 at 10:34 PM UTC in ATTN: Actro, dietpiano, and sploo
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2020-01-05 at 10:27 PM UTC in Last nightHad a few beers and JD's with an old friend from highschool and watched "The Mighty Boosh".
I must admit I feel pretty anxious today, wtf? -
2020-01-05 at 10:17 PM UTC in The "modern" world is so fucked up
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2020-01-05 at 10:01 PM UTC in ATTN: Actro, dietpiano, and sploo