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2020-01-07 at 3:26 AM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion π©π
Originally posted by Solstice I take prescription amphetamine so binge watching porn is basically a huge part of my life. If there's a way to sexually damage your brain from overexposure to it then I'm surely fucked by now. Never really been a creampie kind of guy but I'd say that's probably pretty vanilla compared to what I find myself pulling up.
It's insane how much it makes you more wired/ enjoyable.
I think getting drunk and fucking/ sleeping is more fun than being up for days, compared to suffering major serotonin syndrome; and feeling like a brain damaged mess. -
2020-01-07 at 3:17 AM UTC in I'm way out of the loop: what exactly does CBD oil do anyway?
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2020-01-07 at 3:16 AM UTC in Cold and fresh milk in prison
Originally posted by Sudo didnt read but I did thank because cold fresh milk in the pen gives me feels. I was in one where you would get 2 small cartons a day and I would buy peoples milk or if they owed me money would take it. At another it was only fucking powdered milk and it was the most inhumane shit imaginable. I literally have ptsd from it
Full fat milk is the best. The cows in Scotland produce the tastiest milk I've had. -
2020-01-07 at 3:14 AM UTC in What's up Poast?
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2020-01-07 at 3:12 AM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion π©π
Originally posted by Solstice Well to be fair coke isn't really worth doing without alcohol anyways because cocaethylene is so much superior.
The dowmside is the night never ends and when done alone I found myself watching cream pie videos for hours if not days. That must have done some damage to my brain in a sexual way albeit I feel fine somewhat now.
I don't watch porn but it sure as hell is better off your head on coke, sex too!
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2020-01-07 at 2:44 AM UTC in Cold and fresh milk in prisonDid he do a full 38 years?
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2020-01-07 at 2:42 AM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion π©π
Originally posted by Technologist I was the opposite Oct. I had to have beer when I did blow. Alcohol was my leveling out drug.
Oct it took me awhile to quit. I fell off the wagon a lot, but I just went right back to sobriety. You are doing the right things. Itβs not an overnight thing, but youβre on your way.
Thanks Tech
Yeah it sure feels good when you're sober for a while I must admit. I always said it must suck to love something so much you can't have it again. -
2020-01-07 at 2:32 AM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion π©πYeah I've battled Cocaine addiction since I was 16, (now 29). It was always a denial thing, saying I can stop anytime but now I face a bigger problem when I drink. It triggers my Cocaine urges unless I'm in the right company, but sometimes even that can even be hard given the availability. The other risk is just drink on its own cause I'm less sober and more volatile/ prone to dumbshit behaviour when extremely drunk.
Just sick of not finding a happy medium. I would like to stop the Cocaine for good though. -
2020-01-07 at 2:03 AM UTC in Americans: "I need guns to protect my home""Let's build our houses out of wood."
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2020-01-07 at 1:56 AM UTC in Recommend me a gun to kill myself withThe thought of blowing my brains out has been cathartic since my early teens.
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2020-01-07 at 1:55 AM UTC in Remember when Bill Krozby thought he was beta?
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2020-01-07 at 1:53 AM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion π©π
Originally posted by Solstice There's no fucking way I would ever want or have kids because children are annoying as fuck, expensive, and inconvenient in my opinion. There's no way I'm going to spend many years of my time and thousands and thousands of dollars taking care of a miniature more vulnerable version of myself just for "legacy" or to feel like I have a purpose.
Yeah I have one but since the past 3 years have been fucked up, I chose not to be in his life. At least for now anyway. -
2020-01-07 at 1:51 AM UTC in What's up Poast?
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2020-01-07 at 1:14 AM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion π©πI have a son who I can't see cause his mother is a complete bitch. I will be in his life regardless of what she says or plans to do to prevent that. I have no convictions or anything pertaining to domestic battery etc, so she has fuck all against me in a court of law.
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2020-01-07 at 1:12 AM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion π©π
Originally posted by Sudo thats kind of part of being a dad. Dont you have a son? My bm is insane and gossipy and hateful and I have to deal with her to see my kid.
I just typed a bunch of stuff twice and deleted it. Having a kid for selfish reasons is gay and your kid will grow up being kind of a fuckup for sure without any relationship between you. You should know this tho but do whatcha want but it doesnt seem like you want a kid for any good reason. I kinda want a kid rn and admit its not for good reasons but Im at least willing 5o do everything I can for the lil bastard
Oh no I do want kids and I would make a great dad, I just cba having a relationship with the mother of said children. Nothing wrong in that, I just don't feel like I could give a woman my full loving attention as I would a child. She would probably get bored and cheat on me. I would rather just be a co parent. -
2020-01-07 at 12:57 AM UTC in Whos watchin leeds game on bbc1Liverpool have 58 points ya wee fanny.
Get-it-right-up-ya.
Ya wee dafty. -
2020-01-07 at 12:51 AM UTC in What's up Poast?
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2020-01-07 at 12:49 AM UTC in Remember when Bill Krozby thought he was beta?
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2020-01-07 at 12:48 AM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion π©πI need to find good womenz to have my babies but leave me alone. I could deal with the whole dad thing but not put put up with their dumb bitch mothers.
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2020-01-07 at 12:24 AM UTC in Damm the british redhead got almost 500k views for this oneWho is that chunky bitch?
