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2020-01-29 at 8:57 PM UTC in The Wariat Gallery of Autismi can't draw for shit but when i shit it is the most enticing shit you'll ever come across.
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2020-01-29 at 8:52 PM UTC in Have you ever used a Ouija Board?YES. YAYS...more than a dozen times. Mostly shit but on a couple occasions in the ol house I grew up in freaked the fuck out of me. I was joined by a couple siblings and close friends...one of thos close friends wanted to communicate with a "spirit" she had been talking to..so to speak named Adrian..but WE all got in contact with someone caliming to be Adrian and turned to be a long dead relative off mine and seemed to know shit most of us knew and many secrets revealed. Ddidn't have much to go on or living relatives to confirm shit was real but those that were tracked thousands of miles away confirmed shit we already knew and those family secrets. Those two that confirmed shit only lived less than a couple yrs. Sppoky shit way back then...easily explained now by experts in the field lmao NOT but whatever to non believers.
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2020-01-29 at 6:10 PM UTC in Corona Virus doubles global infections & deaths in 24 hours
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2020-01-29 at 6:08 PM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)Cool. Lets date quartely than. No sex...it has to be earned lol. Maybe on the 4 or 5th date. Maybe. Suffering is good and real. I dig..YA but no anal stuff til we at least Internet trust each other kk? Internet shit is so important and valuable
Any actually teens or kids on here though? tell me...asking for a friend of a friend whos cousin I once knew. If so WE gotta get to plotting devious nasty shit..IF NOT whatever...maybe LURE them on here like a fishy wishy?? NO...? well we can be e-friends at least...in a boring way i guess *cries like a bitch* oh how exciting...NOT.
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2020-01-29 at 4:57 PM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)Ok bro? sis? whatever. Cheers to you living a good life either way. If you are robotic or alien I can't cheer you on. You is just another nightmare I never wake up from and I wanna kinda sorta kill you. No sorries about it either. Deal with that real shit. Just sayin
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2020-01-29 at 4:55 PM UTC in Corona Virus doubles global infections & deaths in 24 hoursNothing makes sense TIL you GOOGLE IT. dude I gots so much respect for you BUT YOU NEVER RESEARCH SHIT LIKE I DO so I gotta say I 50% don't respect you NOW. Do the researching...you will see the Russians are out to plague us ALL and start WWW3 on our assholes. It ain't a good future dude. Research shit and wake up.
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2020-01-29 at 4:52 PM UTC in What are you doing at the momenti really have no idea...other than cooking some chicken nuggets to snack on so i got something in my drunken belly. using some bulleye sauce to dip in...maybe even double dip in:)
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2020-01-29 at 4:50 PM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)Cheers and strickly plutoniaterry kisses Sophie. Sorry I just can't be and never will emotionally available. No offence sure you are real catch and amazing but I got my boundaries and walls YOU CAN'T EVER penetrate. more Kisses though IF you really want them from me...IF NOT cool. Just like kisses right now...if you invade my butt in my current condition leave me a couple dollars so I got that to remember you by...I certainly remember anything else
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2020-01-29 at 4:46 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get off that bus edition
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2020-01-29 at 2:42 PM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)
Originally posted by CASPER Have you been sober for any period of longer than….a month or two?
that in can remember in 29 yrs...the longest was 5 and half months..i was working on two crews construction and renovations. i worked 6 days/well over 60 hrs a week during that period and about 3 months when i went back to drinking. i am a fat bastard but i was such a work horse then i hardly was ever tired. maybe 2-3 hrs tops a night sleep and that was more than enough. my right wrist and back were a lot stronger then too...i could take the punishment/grind and than some. arthiristic...whatever sp? in the wrist and a chronic back problem developed i needed the booze to deal with it...docs were suggesting surgery and taking off x amount of time off work THAT I COULDN'T AFFORD TO DO..and the booze helped...than with all the pills...don't aks what i just took whatever i could get my hands on...than i got fired from both jobs
even when both bosses fired me...each was like i'm drunk and high right now...why should i care? i probably had that expression my face too. didn't effect me at all...even losing all that money i was just making over like 8-9 months...i saved up most of what i made during that time too. all i cared about was..i was drunk and high again...well more so numb...at least i still felt something
one thing that always bothered me when i was working like a mad man...everything during that period like birthdays, parties, being around friends, all the good shit in life...sober me was just a fucking zombie. i barely reacted to anything good going on around me or with myself...some fam would be like smile so they can take a pic...or smile enjoy yourself..
i couldn't. it really bothered my father going back many yrs before that...he'd often observe and criticize me for that shit too...everything would be good at home as a kid. i rarely smiled or seemed to him i wasn't enjoying the good things...i just didn't feel much. much of the good shit was like whatever to me. yet when i first started drinking in my early teens my whole mood, personality..whatever wanna call it i was happy..he couldn't shut me up or anyone..didn't make sense to him and i always felt like i was being myself. that bothered him and it bothered me...too much history but i really became a real piece of shit to him and everyone and i just didn't care
fuck this thread. no offence bro but time to do what i do best in life...and time to forget about all the seriousness and bullshit in life. peace. send the bill in the mail. no doubt you're gonna charge me like i charge everyone else. -
2020-01-29 at 2:11 PM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)
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2020-01-29 at 2:10 PM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)
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2020-01-29 at 2:10 PM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)
Originally posted by CASPER With as much as you talk about cramming things in your shitpussy, i was sure you were a tweaker?
In any case, whats the end game?;Just live the way youre living, until you die? Get drunk until you win the lottery?
once a tweaker. for roughly 10 years. a few mental breaks/stays, and alcohol have really skewed everything about myself, my views, beliefs..than got hooked on just about any pill i could find a family..friends houses. didn't care as long as it go rid of the anger for even an hr...tens of thousands of dollars i stole in pills for this, that, your house...whenever i could...than got drunk. (i secretly from those closet to me beck then and now)enjoy mine own misery...i really do througout all the yrs but what has developed slower is enjoying the misery i cause others because of my addictions...and the misery just going on in their lives
when i'm sober i really don't feel much of anything anymore. i literally log off now...lose myself in netflix and next thing i know its already tomorrow...without a drink i just don't care about whats going on outside
at least when i'm drunk or high on something i feel something...anything even if its fleeting...i'm in my 29th year of drinking and its the one constant in my life...i have never been able to rely on anyone..turn to...or trust enough...except for one person and she killed herself
but i always have the bottle...and it'll be in my hands in my coffin. only one i'll ever have in this and the so called after life. i really hope its all just nothing though..guess i can finally have peace of mind. than on the other hand i wouldn't be able to suffer and see others suffer. so fucked in life and death. -
2020-01-29 at 1:53 PM UTC in Corona Virus doubles global infections & deaths in 24 hours
Originally posted by MexicanMasterRace Ohio to the Atlantic Ocean is about 500 miles
Nebraska to the pacific is about 1,000.
Nothing west about it either. That's why I said midnorth. But your Caucasian Neanderthal brain is too small to understand.
you need your head examined. you're totally off your rocker grandma -
2020-01-29 at 1:52 PM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)
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2020-01-29 at 1:51 PM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)
Originally posted by MexicanMasterRace Nope. US citizen at birth from US parents. Got a US passport. I'm an American.
your ancestors are NOT AMERICA. you are making me go off topic and this will piss off Casper since I just posted I would try to remain on topic out of respect to him but FUCK YOU VERY MUCH. -
2020-01-29 at 1:48 PM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)
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2020-01-29 at 1:47 PM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)ok i will TRY to be on topic in this thread from now on. i can't make promises though fucking mexicans get in a certain mood and its hard to claw my way out of it
because i'm weak...part of me just doesn't care to be sober anymore. procrastinating..a sprinkle of boredom. kinda hate life. on a positive note i tend to be more creative and i communicate better with others when i drink. i hate chit chat sober...i remain silent most of time sober. i hate people...everything really sober...especially your thread. no hate just sayin
although i tend to ramble like this a lot drinking...hmm -
2020-01-29 at 1:40 PM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)well just ban all the foreigners in it and you wouldn't have such a shit fest in here.
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2020-01-29 at 1:37 PM UTC in Corona Virus doubles global infections & deaths in 24 hours
Originally posted by MexicanMasterRace No, retard. Middle-north of the US.
You could also call it the mideast I guess. Its far closer to the east coast than the west coast.
don't get mad at me sis. fucking not even close to mideast. what the fuck you on this morning? its in the fucking middle...and if you look at North American its the fucking middle. Jfc borrow some nigger eyes...your Spics are out of order right now
