Mewsik
African Astronaut
[diagonally photosensitise my summation]
Originally posted by Majestic 12 : The UFO Science Task Force
Why isn't this a huger thing?
I seriously need advice right now, and have no where to turn to.
I’ve match made numerous couples - 5 marriages and a few long term relationships. Also hired and developed over 100+ employees. Maybe I could help, though I kinda suck at understanding people online ... I could try if you like.
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Originally posted by Lanny
60s was objectively the superior era of jazz. Nostalgia cinema has rotted your brain. Inb4 "I spent 80000 hours on /mu/ and have a shitty bandcamp no one listens to so I know more about music than you". Suck my dick faggot.
You are so ignorant
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gadzooks
Dark Matter
[keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
Time for the clonazepam and alprazolam to reset for tomorrow.
It's like a cycle of work, play, think, pray, drink, spray (semen, when jerking off), and finally, say: Here comes another one.
Who else respawning tomorrow for another round? Come to think of it, this game ain't so bad if you get real good at it and learn some of the cheat codes. Just don't treat everybody like NPC's because that's called solipsism.
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Dark Matter
[keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
Is meaning something tangible that can be pointed to and even analyzed in some kind of scientific way?
Or is it up to each of us to decide on how it's defined?
Today, the power went out at my apartment, so I took some shrooms and D X M and went to the bar to just sit back and observe things; people; human activity.
Then when the hallucinogen/dissociative combo started wearing off, I went and got some whiskey and crack.
Now I'm sitting here, glass tube in hand, glass of whiskey in the other, and just contemplating what the fuck any of this all means.
If millions of people die every year, then what justification is there for the sanctity of life?
I'm not saying I'm an anti-social sociopath. In fact, quite the opposite. I genuinely get depressed when I think of all these people dying every day.
And where do they go?
If they return to the nothingness/abyss from whence they originated, then what, precisely, is the point in doing anything in life other than satisfying the most hedonistic urges at any given moment.
Acts of altruism are noble, and I partake in them from time to time myself, but it's a short-lived high, much like the crack or the liquor, the psychedelic or the dissociative.
If meaning has no firm foundation, then how do we avoid spinning out of control and falling right off of this planet into the abyss?
What keeps you grounded?
Maybe I can gain some tips from others, because I certainly don't have any definitive answers.
Life is a capricious beast, and I can't figure out what to make of it.
Drugs help, but they don't provide that firm foundation I seek. They're a bandaid or an ointment that merely stops the bleeding and numbs the wound for a brief time before requiring re-application.
I don't know what I expect to get from all this, but maybe confirmation that I'm not the only one existentially adrift in a world full of subatomic particles emerging to create a strange thing called "consciousness."
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Leaving the house and spending money on transportation is also lame.
Society is fucked man, I'm white I should just have a job through nepotism or some shit.
These broken english people keep phoning me and I can't understand what half of them are even saying. The last job I worked I had earplugs in while a french person was teaching me health and safety stuff, I just nodded and smiled and kept thinking to myself "This is gonna be a funny story to tell OSHA when I accidentally kill a man"
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and this forum has gone full retard. and not even in a funny way. Some of you gonts need to step up your game. I'm going to sit back and watch it all burn because you idiots are lame as fuck.
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Mewsik
African Astronaut
[diagonally photosensitise my summation]
I appreciate the invite, but sadly I no longer go real with internet peeps. That’s all I ever wanted to do years ago, and so I did and it was probably the BIGGEST mistake of my life...
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Originally posted by Narc
Just come home to find the blinds in my kitchen window was left up which I never leave them up. Also the washing liquid was on the other side of the draining board and a cloth which sits behind the taps was next to it and I'm very ocd about where I place those objects. So clearly somebody has been in my flat today and there's no note from landlord and no sign of workmen or anything else. Considering the pigs have been giving me greif lately and as I now know this is their pattern from the last 3 times that they've set me up, so I am pretty much expecting they will be turning up tomorrow with a search warrent. So I'm posting this to show that I am expecting pigs to be coming here tomorrow so I can then show that it would be very unlikely that I would keep drugs or anything illegal here for them to find. Hopefully then everyone can see that its likely the pigs are setting me up again.
I know its not 100% proof but its the best I can do to demonstrate that its a good possibility. Have texted similar messages to a couple of friends as well.
wait till you find the nutt butter i left under your pillow
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