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2019-03-17 at 8:13 AM UTC in aldra is gayI actually enjoy sucking dicks okay. I was born this way you fucking faggotThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-03-17 at 12:20 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
Originally posted by Octavian I love games with realistic elements of sorts like Fallout.
Don't care what people say, one of my all time favourite is "Heavy Rain". The whole plot to that game could be made into a movie. Completely blew me away, especially the ending.
*Like when I play Silent Hill, I got all the shit endings and the bad guy won.
If you're into story based games, you should try Life is Strange.
Its all manic pixie teeny bop girl at the beginning but it gets pretty hardcore by the end.
Telltale has some good games too. I'm an especially big fan of The Wolf Among Us.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-03-16 at 11:07 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
Originally posted by hydromorphone Oh god, this whole week has been insane.
Just to the posts about my son, just know he's safe, we'll taken care of, and I accept the fact that due to my pain, and thus physical dependency to opioids, he is better off without me. I love him above everything in this universe, I would give him anything I could, but due to the pain, I have failed him, and everyone I love.
I don't think you all realize, I rarely get "high", and if I do it truly is an accident when trying a new batch. I HATE being put of control. Thats why I don't drink, and rarely use benzos,and only them with legit anxiety attacks. I've given A LOT of benzos away. §m£ÂgØL can vouche for that if he would be honest.
I don't have any way to call or text BPHR ATM, I just wanted to say "I love you", if you read this. I hope you're well, sweetie. If I'm honest, I'm not, not at all. I'm veryfucked up mentally. I miss you a lot.
I'm homeless by choice right now. I'm hoping I die out here. The unfortunate part is I actually have a friend who cares and is very invested in me not dying, and looking out for me for some stupid reason. I should feel lucky, I guess. I don't though.
I really miss you, BPHR. If you see this, I hope you would PM me. Take care. Be safe. I pray for you always. I love you always.
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2019-03-12 at 4:13 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
Originally posted by CASPER Yeah. That's the part that I think gets me the most. I can't find an obituary…,a funeral service….a grave site. It's like he was never here to begin with. He had all these people reaching out to him. I figured he'd at least want to see what normal interactions/life could be like.
I always imagined doing a documentary about totse and all the offshoots. It's our shitty little niche site, but when you think about it like I said- he's really just a proxy for those millions of people with severe social and mental health issues. From the sounds of it, he was on a ton of different antidepressants, but they never seemed to do much. Imagine if he'd channeled all that brain power to doing anything constructive? He could've been a fantastic columnist or political commentator.
Idk. I guess it feels like he died years ago. But he promised he'd meet up for a couple of days. Idk how I could've been more accommodating. I wonder if he thought I'd talk him out of it? Part of me admires his resolve, but the rest is just…ugh. My life sucked for such a long time. And most days I didn't even feel like trying to change anything. I just wanted to get high and go to sleep, and wake up and maybe something would be different. But finally I realized "if you're serious about killing yourself, wouldn't it make sense to try other things first?"
I GET suicide. No one should feel trapped. But he actually had a ton of positive qualities that he just hadn't cultivated. His suicide just feels lazy. Out of all my friends who died, even though I never met him face to face, I almost feel more for him because we were so much alike in so many ways. I think there's a ton of projection too. It makes me sad to think that if something happened to me, or I died in my sleep- it wouldn't be much different. My mom wouldn't be able to afford to bury me ( even if interrment is kinda stupid and selfish). It's almost impossible to find picture s of me online. I barely just started talking to old friends. All my closest friends are dead or in jail. Didn't go to school. Didn't get married. No significant other.
It just feels so strange for someone to be here for so long, and spend all those days on this planet, and all those conversations and all the reading and debating. And pictures of your dick next to your cat. And then there's just 40 or 50 assorted weirdos on the internet who even had an inkling you existed, and only one of them even known your real name…and he had to pay money to dig it up after the fact from your coroners report.
Idk.
It does seem like a shame. And there's probably at least a few million like him out there too. People who have squandered their potential and felt so hopeless from it that they instead opt to exit the game. People who are isolated from real social interaction and left to survive on the fringes of society.
He was good looking. Had a good body. Smart as fuck. Could've been so much more.
It's gonna be a year since his death in just a few more months.
If anybody wants to do a memorial I was thinking we could, idk, gather up some of his best posts and publish it? I'm willing to put it together. Free e-book and paper copies sold at printing cost. This way he isn't just nothing, there will be something physical that could possibly outlive any of us. Our grandchildren will dust off the book in 100 years and say, "Who the fuck was Malice?" He won't just exist on websites and archives anymore. IDK.
Maybe it's a stupid idea but if anyone wants to work on such a thing I know how to put it all together. Can provide evidence of paper copies being sold at cost. It really depends on the size/quality but it will probably only be 1-3 bucks per copy. The money just goes to Amazon but this is the cheapest/easiest/most accessible way I can think of memorializing him. Plus think of all the randoms who will buy this book and wonder what the fuck they've stumbled on to.
Also, hydro is a piece of shit mother.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-03-16 at 7:29 PM UTC in Dead bees
Originally posted by DietPiano "How do you compete?"
I mean, the honey industry is doing fine? Honey is expensive?
The point is that the honey industry (among most every other agricultural industry) is heavily subsidized because we've spent the last century using science to create fake flavors, and generally just trying to buff out our food at the cost of nutrition. It isn't just bees dying which causes the price of honey to rise.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-03-16 at 9 PM UTC in Pheromone
Originally posted by Methuselah But what was wrong with what I said, I have autism u have to explain things like this to me
Pretty much everything. It is well documented that humans can pick up on the pheromones of other humans. Smell in general has long been known to have a physiological effect on humans, which in turn, effects your psychological state. Everything psychological is caused by something physiological, and don't give me any of that dualism shit.
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5198031/
Sex pheromones have an even stronger effect. There are even differences between the way men and women perceive them.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Human_sex_pheromonesThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-03-16 at 8:42 PM UTC in PheromoneThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-03-15 at 6:14 AM UTC in What are you doing at the moment
Originally posted by CandyRein Just because I’m not on here broadcasting who or when I’m intimate with someone doesn’t mean I’m alone or lonely
Get real.. you dream of diq that’s about it lol
Bitch I got 18 conversations running on Grindr and another 15 on Tinder. All of them want to meet up and rub my hot bod. All you do is smoke weed and hang out with other poor hood niggers. I fuck 10/10 men and women every day of the week. I have lovers in Paris, China, Moscow, Iraq, everywhere. You ever sleep with an African man? LMFAO bet not you race traitor. You probably only sleep with little dicked asian dudes hahahaThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-03-15 at 4:05 AM UTC in Unless you're from Ireland, you're not IrishThe absolute mutts I've seen that try to pass for Irish is insane
7/10 white Americans will claim Irish ancestry this weekendThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-03-15 at 5:52 AM UTC in Wine
Originally posted by Ghost rattex alert!!!
lol you would call the cops with my pi
I will straight up murder you if I knew where you lived, real talk
I already have your PI. You fucked up moving in with HTS. Police are currently en route to your location to arrest you for cyber crimes against humanity.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-03-15 at 5:53 AM UTC in What are you doing at the momentdid you decarb it firstThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-03-15 at 4:16 AM UTC in The problems associated with being a beautiful personIt is quite honestly one of the most difficult aspects of my life. Everywhere I go, I am stared at and adored. Men want to be my friends, and women want to fuck me. I try to be nice to them, but of course, I haven't got the time. If I chilled with every dude who wanted to chill, and fucked every woman who wanted to fuck, I would never have time to do any of the other radical shit I do.
I doubt anybody else here has this problem but hopefully you can try and understand my plight. It isn't easy being so beautiful.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-03-15 at 5:12 AM UTC in Social Justice WarriorsCandy Rein gets upset when people don't respond to itThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-03-15 at 4:58 AM UTC in WineThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-03-14 at 2:53 PM UTC in When you shower do you take the shower head off to wash your balls and ass with it?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-03-14 at 2:51 PM UTC in Social Justice Warriors
Originally posted by Instigator What fucking cunts they are
Im going to go live in the trees i reckon
"Many were increasingly of the opinion that they’d all made a big mistake in coming down from the trees in the first place. And some said that even the trees had been a bad move, and that no one should ever have left the oceans"The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-03-14 at 6:54 AM UTC in Any of you niggas ever hear of cummingtonite?Gadzooks going down the line at the bar and mercilessly hitting on every woman he sees.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-03-14 at 6:08 AM UTC in Post your bucket listZanick 2020The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-03-14 at 6:08 AM UTC in Post your bucket listZanick, I could and would vote for you in a state election.
Don't let your dreams be beans.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-03-13 at 8:20 PM UTC in what kind of underwear do u where
Originally posted by mmQ People know the brand of undies they wear? I didnt know that was a thing . My mom buys me mine on Christmas and I have to make the new pair last me a year. It's always blue with some white lines. Penis hole is in the butt part for some reason. :(
You may have accidentally bought GAY undies.
I would take those to the store and exchange them for heterosexual ones. Just explain the situation and I'm sure they'll be more than accommodatingThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
