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2019-03-13 at 4:49 PM UTC in How many people actually hooked up on DH?I said my eyes are bleeding
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2019-03-13 at 3:48 PM UTC in what kind of underwear do u whereThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-03-13 at 2:57 PM UTC in what kind of underwear do u wherelol mal called scrawny splooThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-03-13 at 6:48 AM UTC in drank a lotta poppy tea
Originally posted by OG_GREENPLASTIC_JOHNSON_III drinking/taking drugs is often an effective substitute, thats kinda where i've been at for a few years now even though i was in a relationship on and off for the vast majority of that time (one relationship). now that relationship has finally run its course even though i dont even think she cared about me at all for the last couple years at least.
during that time i was with a couple other girls on a few occasions (while me and my girl were split up) and the sex was so meaningless it lost it's point and i felt bad but i didn't even like the girls (although one was very sexy). it was such a degrading and shameful thing.
but last summer i was at electric forest and i was high as fuck with my crew (SHOUT OUT FOREST FAM) chilling on these hammocks and i was watching some girl drag her fingers over this guys shoulders slowly and i was so fucking jealous. i've had lots of sex since then but i need something more sincere. having sex for the sake of having sex fucking sucks
We may just be doppelgangers.
Your words read like first-hand memories.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-03-13 at 6:12 AM UTC in what kind of underwear do u whereNot sure, but generally they have many holes and wearing elastic. I tend to buy clothes and then forget about them for years. I’ve been arrested several times for public nudity, and I’m frankly surprised that the sentences haven’t been cumulative. I think that this is because lawmakers and prosecutors identify me as a nudist in belief, and that is their principal mistake. My underwear are worn because I rent them to the homeless. I like them to stink terribly on the rare occasion I put them on.
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2019-03-13 at 5:22 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
Originally posted by GGG I didn't think you'd fall for that honestly. She only has a son who's a toddler now.
I don't know enough about the situation anymore. But if she's at all regular in her son's life then no. He's old enough to remember her now. His dad is already a convicted child molester. Junkie prostitute is an upgrade. Could say all sorts of bad things, but yeah, still an upgrade.
Although I still had to fight back the urge to tell her to kill herself. And on that note, kill yourself mq, if you would. Thanks.
Ha! I didnt think youd honestly fall for me pretending to fall for that. Wow you're really dumb. Kill yourself too.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-03-13 at 4:42 AM UTC in Where is the line between being a junkie and not?A bundy, alliGAYtor, Bill Krozby, and a MORALLY SUPERIOR BEING walk into a bar, all of them angry as fuck.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-03-13 at 4:33 AM UTC in Where is the line between being a junkie and not?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-03-13 at 12:25 AM UTC in White guy getting hassled at Indian food marketSome ethnic slur dictionary time:
Irish: Potato nigger, Mick.
Italian: Ginny, wop, goomba, olive nigger.
German: Kraut.
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2019-03-12 at 7:24 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-03-12 at 7:13 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionThere would seriously be like, 2 people at my funeral besides my family, maybe, if I dropped dead tomorrow. So like, 2 more than at Malice's.
I ruined my reputation by posting ridiculous shit on facebook when I was on xanax and pretended I was gay a lot for no reason. fuck social media, I don't use it anymore. -
2019-03-12 at 5:03 PM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
Originally posted by Methuselah Why does he automatically deserve happiness? Maybe he’s a fuckin terrible person, u don’t know
True dat. I could be a good actor. Actually, tbh I'd be a pretty fantastic actor.
That said, if you were going through some shit, I'd still be a fag and give a shit, because if you're here, we probably share at least a few things in common.
That's not to say I'm "going through some shit". The thing with the friends is just kind of strange. I'd like to think that they're all just low IQ junkies and that I was just better at doing what I did, but the truth is a lot of it is luck, and we rarely stop to think about the major life changing implications of some of our small, every day choices.
As for malice and my step- grandpa, Dennis...I guess they tie together in my head. I just found out they're not going to have a service for Dennis either. He was always such a fucking stand up guy. I found a letter ina box of stuff that I should try to copy here if I can. Basically, he wrote a hand written note to my mom when she was 25 or so, essentially asking permission to marry my grandma. He explained that he wasn't the reason that my grandma and grandpa broke up, but that he'd grown up with my grandma, and loved her since he was 20. He wanted to spend what time they had left together, and he wanted to make sure that my mom knew he cared for all of them.
I mean who does that anymore?
The man had scars on his fingertips from picking cotton in Corpus Christi since he was 7. Whenever someone in the community got sick, or wasn't doing well, he'd drive them to chemo or take them to lunch. I wasn't even his blood relative, but he sent me money for my good report cards, and sent me cassettes of him reading books on tape, since we were so far apart across the county. Used to take me golfing with all the old guys when I'd go visit. The Bandits they were called - a bunch of old boys and veterans. He'd let me drive the golf cart...taught me to stand still and throw corn to feed the deer. The old guys would drink beer and pee along the cart path, scare off the lady golfers. Lol.
He was just an all around good man. And he walked two miles every day. And then he had a stroke and was bed ridden. And then my grandma lost her mind to dementia and started yelling at him and mistreating him. And now he's dead. And I didn't get to visit for the last 15 years. And how they're not even going to have a fucking memorial service, while all his blood relatives fight over his bonds and inheritance.
It just doesn't seem right for anyone to put in that much time and energy, and for there to be nothing left.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-03-12 at 4:02 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
Originally posted by GGG Tempted to write a song about malice now. I was just thinking, "What rhymes with phenobarbital?"
Malice, man
took that diclazepam
why thank you ma'am
afghanistan
"...bought vials of mexi nembutal
Said "down the hatch!" And
"Fuck it all!"
I sure just wish the fag had called
Before he caught that bus
Because for all he whinged and cried
And sure as he was that when he died
The world would be so better off
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2019-03-12 at 3:48 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
Originally posted by GGG Alright I sent you 10.
I hope malice would've felt at least some joy or pride in the fact that people cared enough to think about him this long. It's sad, but I think we'll miss him more than his family ever did. They didn't seem to treat him very well at any point in his life.
Goddamn though.
Yeah. That's the part that I think gets me the most. I can't find an obituary...,a funeral service....a grave site. It's like he was never here to begin with. He had all these people reaching out to him. I figured he'd at least want to see what normal interactions/life could be like.
I always imagined doing a documentary about totse and all the offshoots. It's our shitty little niche site, but when you think about it like I said- he's really just a proxy for those millions of people with severe social and mental health issues. From the sounds of it, he was on a ton of different antidepressants, but they never seemed to do much. Imagine if he'd channeled all that brain power to doing anything constructive? He could've been a fantastic columnist or political commentator.
Idk. I guess it feels like he died years ago. But he promised he'd meet up for a couple of days. Idk how I could've been more accommodating. I wonder if he thought I'd talk him out of it? Part of me admires his resolve, but the rest is just...ugh. My life sucked for such a long time. And most days I didn't even feel like trying to change anything. I just wanted to get high and go to sleep, and wake up and maybe something would be different. But finally I realized "if you're serious about killing yourself, wouldn't it make sense to try other things first?"
I GET suicide. No one should feel trapped. But he actually had a ton of positive qualities that he just hadn't cultivated. His suicide just feels lazy. Out of all my friends who died, even though I never met him face to face, I almost feel more for him because we were so much alike in so many ways. I think there's a ton of projection too. It makes me sad to think that if something happened to me, or I died in my sleep- it wouldn't be much different. My mom wouldn't be able to afford to bury me ( even if interrment is kinda stupid and selfish). It's almost impossible to find picture s of me online. I barely just started talking to old friends. All my closest friends are dead or in jail. Didn't go to school. Didn't get married. No significant other.
It just feels so strange for someone to be here for so long, and spend all those days on this planet, and all those conversations and all the reading and debating. And pictures of your dick next to your cat. And then there's just 40 or 50 assorted weirdos on the internet who even had an inkling you existed, and only one of them even known your real name...and he had to pay money to dig it up after the fact from your coroners report.
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2019-03-11 at 11:40 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
Originally posted by Octavian
How does one even abuse that drug I'm curious, looks so easy to OD on as seen above?
I get everything pharma grade my negro. In fact, in a couple of hours i will drive over and pick up a bunch of stuff including 4 bottles of fentanyl solution for inranasal use. Click one time for comfy, two times for sleepy, three times for death.
But that's an exaggeration, i'll survive a dose of up to 1mg. Hooray for chronic tolerance.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-03-11 at 11:35 AM UTC in The Chinese are known to sit around and laugh while they boil, alive, cats and dogs...
Originally posted by playingindirt China is the united states primary source of fentanyl that is killing americans. nobody would bother with drug dealers from our borders when fentanyl can be ordered on the internet as easy as ordering a magazine. it's no secret yet trump says the drug problem is coming from the southern border but China manufacturers it and sends it there too.
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2019-03-10 at 10:22 PM UTC in So who is up for vapen some shrooms.I'm pretty sure I don"t have to work tomorrow so I was thibnkin about doing a does.
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2019-03-10 at 5:56 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionI'm not sad. Nice day today. Trying to get together pay stubs so I can get a poor people discount at the gym. Hoping that girl will pull her head out of her ass and text me, but if she doesn't I'm cool with that too. Can't wait to get back to school.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-03-10 at 4:45 PM UTC in I bet none of you have ever even been outside of the USFlorida? You came to the US and went to Florida? Got damn what a waste of time and money.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-03-10 at 4:32 PM UTC in Where is the line between being a junkie and not?
Originally posted by Narc It tried to brainwash me, I started realizing this at about 10/11 and started to rebel. They kicked me out at 14 but I was barely going at all by then. And when I would go it was just to fuck about for lolz.
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lol, your the only one here whose had less education than me i think.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
