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2018-09-14 at 10:47 PM UTC in I think I might have been abused as a child, and forgotten
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2018-09-14 at 10:46 PM UTC in I think I might have been abused as a child, and forgotten
Originally posted by ohfralala I am really high right now so I just rolled around on the couch a little laughing
But if this is serious then I’m really sorry about your Dad’s intrusive dick and the unfortunate similarity between my tit and your grandmother’s
Thanks for the moral support through this difficult time for me.
My Dad tried to butt-fuck me when I was around 15, but I wouldn't let him. I remember that clear as day.
Even though all that happened, I want to suck on your tits really bad. -
2018-09-14 at 10:43 PM UTC in I think I might have been abused as a child, and forgottenEven today I remain afraid of sex. For instance girls often hit on me, but I always reject them, due to fear of rejection, no other reason.
I am tall and good looking but poor as fuck, but I don't think I enjoy life now, and I feel like I can never enjoy life with my current mental state. -
2018-09-14 at 10:41 PM UTC in I think I might have been abused as a child, and forgottenAnyway, do you think, are these memories real, or are they the fever dream of a degenerate druggie?
I don't think it makes much difference either way. -
2018-09-14 at 10:40 PM UTC in I think I might have been abused as a child, and forgottenI think I remember rubbing my mom's vagina with my leg, and trying to do the same with my grandmother when she took me from my mom.
Fucked up, huh?
I also felt familiar when I started doing oral sex. Like it was familiar to me.
I was afraid of sex for the longest time, and still am to be honest. Sex brings the risk of rejection, and since I was raised in a single parent household, except largely by my grandparents, I was always terrified of rejection.
I also had vague memories of being in a car with a male, and doing something, but I have no idea what. -
2018-09-14 at 10:37 PM UTC in I think I might have been abused as a child, and forgottenI took LSD + Pot about a month ago, and regressed to a child like state.
Yes, laugh at this delusional druggie as you will, but I genuinely lay in bed, remembering all sorts of weird incidents from my childhood.
It was a powerful experience. I believe I even regressed to being in the womb, and my regular annoyance at my father fucking me/my mom.
I seem to remember cocks and vaginas from an early age. Like having a penis in my mouth, and in my butt. Being nursed to sleep by my grandmother by sucking on her teats (which look just like Ohfralala's teats) after I forgot my dodee (dummies/those plastic sucking toys). Being encouraged to do a "boyfriend" by various female family members.
Pretty much nothing past the age of three or so. But these early childhood experiences were vital to me.
It's interesting that I think I was fucked by either my Dad or (as I suspect) my Mom's pedo boyfriend in England.
I suspect my Aunt knows the score. -
2018-09-14 at 10:27 PM UTC in Hitting the gym
Originally posted by apt
It's different for girls. They're supposed to have a little bit of fat.
Diet beats exercise for weight loss if you're fat, Tsar.
Lookup the Hacker's diet, or read this book
https://ia802603.us.archive.org/6/items/DeepNutritionWhyYourGenesNeedTraditionalFood/DeepNutritionWhyYourGenesNeedTraditionalFood.pdf -
2018-09-14 at 10:25 PM UTC in Today i stole a toaster from SuperTarget...
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2018-09-14 at 10:23 PM UTC in Today i stole a toaster from SuperTarget...Damn, that's nice. Secret agent style. What totse always wanted to be - breaking all the rules and flying under the radar. Well done.
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2018-09-14 at 10:16 PM UTC in Best home based business opportunitiesKaren had way more class
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2018-09-14 at 9:16 PM UTC in Sex with a double outer labia piercing
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2018-09-14 at 8:29 PM UTC in Sex with a double outer labia piercingI've never encountered a labia that flappy in the wild.
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2018-09-14 at 8:04 PM UTC in cato the elder is deadAldra why didn't you tell your boss about me. I am tired of shilling for free :(
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2018-09-14 at 5:47 PM UTC in Remember when lannielle was demodded from zoklet?
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2018-09-14 at 4 PM UTC in Gabapenis
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2018-09-14 at 3:41 PM UTC in I was just in the woods
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2018-09-14 at 3:23 PM UTC in I can't stare at dead-faced porn girls anymore.Some girls are turbo sluts, like Renata Black or Audrey Hollander.
The blank look they have is maybe due to opioids. I bet they help with anal. -
2018-09-14 at 3:03 PM UTC in Mentally ill dykes fill a van full of niggers and deliberately drive it off a cliff
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2018-09-14 at 2:57 PM UTC in handsome and well tanned individuals ruin literally everything. Now they're going after programming languages.Electrons are inherently phallic.
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2018-09-14 at 2:04 PM UTC in The stupidest thing you can do on facebook