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2020-07-03 at 12:42 AM UTC in Random Thoughts
Originally posted by mmQ Its kinda weird to think about how there was a last time for everything. Like, there was a last time you and your crew got together and had a barbecue. Probably without knowing that it would be the last time.
Yeah, I didn't know it would be the last time... I thought I'd be back sooner than I was, and they rolled on in Fla, takin the grill, makin it built in, more deluxe, and built new houses a few neighborhoods over to fit in those new backyards, and I was workin in New Orleans for a few years, came back, and it was kinda familiar/strange... good to see the crew, and what was hard, was it was harder to leave that last time... Had to follow the work at the time though. $10.00 an hr, or $32.50 an hr... yeah, I'll take the latter. Off I went. One thing. I'll always have those great memories, clear as being there. -
2020-07-03 at 12:03 AM UTC in Tried injecting drugs`Years ago, I tried to help two people at different times, get off heroin by giving them a place to detox... It was like being with Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde, and a tiny werewolf with no fur. She did it, went all the way cold and made it through. She said, even her bones hurt... worse that giving birth she said... She also said, even though the road was beyond brutal, she was really glad she got it out of her... She was doing excellent last time I saw her, 3 years later... I hope she's still clean. It's been 20 years...
The other one couldn't go through with it but wanted to rent the room, and I said no, it was a guest room, and it was to stay that way, and was welcome to use it to detox, but she still wanted to rent it, and I said no... she went berserk, went out, and did everything she could find, and when I was at work, destroyed the place, and left stuff, needles, and tiny empty brownish powdered bags everywhere... never saw her again.
That shit is strong, real fucking strong, and I assume all the other stuff that everyone talks about here is as well, and it takes more than just one to help detox. preferably with someone that knows medical background.
Long and short, it's got to be done. You're smart enough to know this has to happen, so better soon that later. It's crunch time, and the demon T-Rexx's are on your tail... you CAN beat these bad-boys. Get-r-done today. right now is a good time... NOTHING, AND I MEAN NOTHING is more important. I sure can't think of ANYTHING MORE IMPORTANT... this is "the list"... this is Mario Smash and the Final Fantasy endgame boss... so smash this shit. go... do it, do it NOW.
Needless to say, I'd hope i'll never have to do it again. It was Brutal, watching it happen to people I really liked, and were, or hope, still are, great people... -
2020-07-02 at 12:59 AM UTC in Why is my nose bleeding?You're not gonna die. just don't dig so deep. the further you go in, the thinner the membrane. the trick is, trying to let it heal for a week without picking it again, and having repeat bloody fun. Your blood is also going around the septum to the other nostril.
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2020-07-01 at 10:32 PM UTC in So close to ending it. I don't know what to do, lads.
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2020-07-01 at 9:08 PM UTC in Sally cutting herself againShe has lots of insight on some of this stuff, sorry the delay... check message...
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2020-07-01 at 8:51 PM UTC in Sally cutting herself againi'm talking to my ex about this to see if she has more possible can be
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2020-07-01 at 8:44 PM UTC in Sally cutting herself againShit, Hey M, The trigger point for this has to be established, then dialog can also possibly be established...
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2020-07-01 at 8:18 PM UTC in So close to ending it. I don't know what to do, lads.Well..... in any case, he'll find out soon enough.... It's amazing out there. I think Jig will have a long life of-course, but it's relatively short in the span of things. I won't have to wait long to gloat. I am a wicked and hateful thing to have these thoughts, and shouldn't but I do. I guess possibly he thinks there's nothing after this also. on that, he's dead wrong... and He's a little punk.
Jig.....OFF XVI PEDICABO, ET VILIS...... -
2020-07-01 at 8:09 PM UTC in So close to ending it. I don't know what to do, lads.
Originally posted by Bill Krozby theres tons of info on it. parapsychology. maybe you should be more open minded.
He hasn't been where you've been in life experience. His is totally different... but things work out to cater to things we must learn individually. it's weird that way... it's like it knows what you need... -
2020-07-01 at 8:05 PM UTC in So close to ending it. I don't know what to do, lads.
Originally posted by Jiggaboo_Johnson "Not saying this to brag, but instead, to make a huge point……I can move things, or push people, or even massage their hearts or infinitely worse if I desire"
Fucking lol…credible stuff.
You can too, if you get out probably... I'll help you find out if you like. even take you to the blue fires. (and leave you there) they're really pretty... but they are hotter than the sun...
problem is, you're too weak and civilized and soft. Tall, yes... but soft. -
2020-07-01 at 7:59 PM UTC in So close to ending it. I don't know what to do, lads.He has nothing to do with it.
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2020-07-01 at 7:55 PM UTC in So close to ending it. I don't know what to do, lads.
Originally posted by Bill Krozby thats what I've actually heard a couple of times about suicide, it just doesn't end there you take those feelings that you had at the time with you and you're stuck in some lower level tier plane before actually moving on like someone will do when they die naturally.
Who knows.
You are exactly right. and it's like ONE person exploring every inch of our oceans, times a billion. There is so much out there, that immortality couldn't even begin to study a fraction of it, or how it works. The Native American elders have the closest answer to these things in my opinion... answer? Humbly enjoy it, be it, be thankful, and keep what makes you, you. -
2020-07-01 at 7:25 PM UTC in So close to ending it. I don't know what to do, lads.You'll just end up looking down over your dead body. I go out of body all the time, and I see guys like you do yourselves in, and watch the horrid scenario that follows. The fact that they still exist after they do it, they really sincerely thought that they became nothing, and were ending all their pain... then this. They just can't do anything. Sometimes they desperately try to get back in their body once they realize what they have done...
Not saying this to brag, but instead, to make a huge point......I can move things, or push people, or even massage their hearts or infinitely worse if I desire,(I don't, as there are nature's laws there, which can be a whole lot tougher than these laws here)... BUT.... They can't move anything! They can't correct their shit that they fowled up either... They just "ARE", and can do NOTHING. Really think about this for a bit.... This is where you're going, and what you're gonna be/do.
I think it's their penalty maybe, but their power is quite diminished... and I have no idea how long if ever that they get facilities back.... And they can't kill the new/old thing they became... That part is the most frustrating for them...
Best scenario, is to methodically dismantle this issue, and change the outcome... unless it's cancer, to which not only some folks have gotten rid of it, but thrived when they found the formula to extricate it from themselves... If it's that bad, I can point you in a direction of the people who are now thriving instead of dying.
As long as you exist here on this place, there is always a chance. I'm living proof of this, even though many on this earth in many places want me tortured slowly, skinned alive, burned alive, quartered, cauterized, drawn out, and buried alive. Maybe everyone here too. That's more than fine, and it keeps not happening. well, everything except the buried alive thing, a long time ago, but hey, nobody's perfect. -
2020-07-01 at 3:45 AM UTC in Eat your heart out SteveThat chick looks like someone on Fox News... Ultra conservative.... strange.... ya nevva know who's nuts these days.
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2020-07-01 at 3:32 AM UTC in Eat your heart out Steve
Originally posted by Japan-Is-Eternal No this was back in 2008 or 2009.
She was a big poster on the nin.com forums along with myself.
She would go to his shows and make sure she was right in front so he would see her.
He write about her antics and in fact I think she was the reason he left Twitter back in the day.
Oh!!! This is a new one! lmao. didn't know about her, but I lost touch with everyone after Katrina, and me going overseas all the time. Ever heard of Seriphim Shock? Check out the song, "Little Gothic". Charles Edward was an acquaintance of mine back then, during the Endless Night years. Hell of a showman and a fucking beast onstage. He does Rockabilly in L.A. now, and was doing well last time we talked. not sure about now though, what with all this shit. -
2020-07-01 at 3:17 AM UTC in Eat your heart out SteveHe still has a studio on magazine, a block up from Napoleon called "Nothing records". It's a tan colored building with no sign.
Ok, it went out in 2004, the year before Katrina. so it's not there now. The building is though. I saw it last year. -
2020-07-01 at 3:15 AM UTC in Eat your heart out Steve
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2020-07-01 at 3:10 AM UTC in Eat your heart out SteveThat was "Reptile". He wrote a song about her. She was out there a bit. She came from Olathe Kansas to "get into the scene in Nola" She was laid back when I met her years later... she done growed up I guess.
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2020-07-01 at 3:04 AM UTC in Eat your heart out SteveTrent had at least one cat. not sure about dogs.... Anne rice had Mojo, the G sheppard, and two mastiffs on the next block. it's all changed and everyone moved out of the Garden District. It was thee bomb back in the 90's.
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2020-07-01 at 3:01 AM UTC in Random ThoughtsHell, I just miss the Florida group we were after work. Always hangin in the yard doin barbecue, and there was always so much to do then... Now the neighborhood we knew is gone, and all the people are new....
