I want to thank fona for being there for him and reaching out and talking to him on the phone I have to imagine there is some guilt there but you don't own that. I have to imagine if everyone had someone like that when they were feeling their most unsettled that fewer of these tragedies would occur. I feel a little guilt myself too
It's a really fucked up time right now, so many people I know have passed in the last few weeks, it seems like it's taken forever for the time to pass. It's fucking terrible how alienated people have become over the last decade. This is something we can blame on the chosen ones but alot we can blame on a society that stigmatizes and dismisses mental health issues. In the last few years we have just started calling the opiate crisis an epidemic but young men taking their lives and/or mutilating their genitals has yet to be defined as one. There are also the young women who have to blame men and culture for their mental health issues because its easier. There is no easy answer for this crisis but it starts with a dialog because most cases are different. Just being open and allowing yourself to be vulnerable takes fucking courage, especially as a toxic man. I can't speak to a woman's experience but I'll ask your mother after she's finished brushing my cum off her teeth
I can't really say anything about Doug that I wouldn't feel like a hack for saying. I wasn't the closest to him at all but I genuinely liked him and enjoyed reading his posts. He was more open than most, about his failures and shortcomings and also just about who he was in general. Nobody was indifferent to him, he was someone who had a forceful personality (insert rape joke here) and you had to feel some kind of way about him. Going back a lot of things make sense about his personality, I wish I was a little more understanding the same way I wish people were more understanding of me when I was not at my best
Just be good to each other. You never know what someone is going through and when they're going to vanish. I've been reaching a lot of Ram Dass lately and the crux seems to be that you only matter to yourself because that's all you can control. Well, when what's inside you seems uncontrollable you need people to reach out to who will give you a smack to get your head together. I'm tired of seeing people I like go before their time. Thanks for being here for me, you've all collectively helped me alot more than you know
Op is a faggot
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Also markxtc311 think his timeline was in this sites early days
Also actor is definitely dead his last few posts were about how he was going to die this week and it's the hardest week of his life. Don't have to be a rock scientist
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I remember in da penzo my friend (who turned out to be a bad rat and I wish misfortune upon him) showed me a letter he got from someone thst was signed with a swastika and wrote "fuck the handsome and well tanned individuals" at the bottom which I thought was rude but kinda funny. Idk how I got a pass for hanging with blacks as well as white supremacists and brought blacks over to the white supremacist table in the caf. I guess I'm the Jesse Jackson of prison politics. Thank you, you can address me as that from now on
Edit: this is my 10k shitpost and it sucks
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Originally posted by 自殺少女
It’s self-awareness, you keep forgetting to include the hyphen.
You're trying to pettifog discussion about your own failure of a life and that's very telling that you're not ready to deal with it. Keep regressing and you'll eventually become that abortion you should have been
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Originally posted by Deanna Troi
I don't feel any empathy for him. He was a horrible person. Most horrible people have mental issues. Most people with mental issues don't try to choke out their girlfriend, abandon their kid, steal phones at fast food restaurants, etc.
He was a collosal fuckup
Shut the fuck up faggot, Bill Krozby had a better personality than you and was infinitely and objectively more likeable. Nobody cares that he did some shitty things, there's no point in saying that besides as an acknowledgement of how jealous you are
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Originally posted by Jiggaboo_Johnson
Abortion(s) yes.
I've been through a couple of those too and are a draining ordeal until they're over then you're left feeling a little bit emptier and you're not sure why.
Originally posted by Deanna Troi
op has small testes haha
Why would you say that in a thread about how my biological son has massive balls? Where do you think he got them from? I've got good sized balls and have only taken steroids a few times.
What did you think of the babies balls when you were changing the diaper of hydro baby? That's gotta be a Lil weird, wondering if you're looking at the business of someone else's child.
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Bill Krozby was toxic but an endearing kind of toxic. He was a pretty self centered person and an abundant source of darkness but was pretty funny as well and put out some good energy. He was an integral part of this community and his passing really really sucks.
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Originally posted by Bradley
Watch him have legitimately just slipped getting out of the shower and dinged his head on the toilet, totally sober and we're all projecting that he died from some suicide/drug complication/paranoia
regardless of what happened, the issues that people had with him, and how easy it was to razz him (he made himself very open to it and I am guilty of it), are kinda forgivable when you consider him someone struggling with mental health issues.
I just typed a bunch more but deleted it because I realized I was using past tense and that fucking sucks
I hope he's OK. I think the only possibility is a committal
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Nigga you play minecraft all day and don't go outside. It's good to value "experiences" like a classic moon child but you are stunting your own growth.
I've spent over half my adult years either incarcerated or on strict conditions and haven't let that stop me from learning. I don't know what you think you are doing that is in any way preferable to what anyone else is doing. I haven't experienced trannycock and prolonged meth usage but I think that's the only places you have a natural advantage.
By all means you should continue to learn as much as you can but until it's empirical and backed by experiences and things thay can't be refuted you ain't shit. I ain't shit but a white trash POS idk what this about
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I still miss him and find myself thinking of things to tell him from time to time.
Hes kind of the baby of zoklet, him and roshambo and sanzenbacher were thr youngest users for a while and hung out together. He spiraled and couldn't get out of it. 2 weeks and he was starting school again and might have gotten off the drugs for good. Fucking sin he died off stupid drugs and damaged his body and mind so badly
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