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2019-08-15 at 2:18 PM UTC in I'm fucking sick and tired of goddamn pornographic garbagesorry that was mean of me. take this song as my reparations
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2019-08-15 at 2:18 PM UTC in I'm fucking sick and tired of goddamn pornographic garbage
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2019-08-15 at 2:13 PM UTC in I'm fucking sick and tired of goddamn pornographic garbage
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2019-08-15 at 2:12 PM UTC in I'm fucking sick and tired of goddamn pornographic garbagei haven't been on 4chan in years but i actually also kind of agree with OP, porn is degenerate and disgusting. not because there's anything immoral about sex or pre-marital sex but because the more of it you consume the more it separates the idea of sex and companionship in your mind and the less motivated you are to find companionship (or do anything for that matter)
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2019-08-15 at 1:27 PM UTC in Smoking tobacco is for absolute morons
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2019-08-15 at 1:17 PM UTC in Can vaping cotton give you cancer? Technologist and scronvaping is disgusting. i'm so glad i quit that shit. i don't even remember how long it's been, 6 months or so? whenever someone at work goes out and vapes and comes back in i can smell that sickening sweet vape juice smell for a few seconds and it just grosses me the fuck out. like it saturates and covers everything and your lungs
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2019-08-15 at 12:41 PM UTC in Fried chicken boxes with a warning
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2019-08-15 at 2:51 AM UTC in Opening a bar
Originally posted by G4LM ITT: Scared pussies afraid to be business men
This is why you'll always be serfs, going to OTHER people's bars and putting money in THEIR pockets.
just skip the bar, go to the liquor store and get a fifth. you can get drunk way more times off the same amount of money that way. -
2019-08-14 at 11:43 AM UTC in sitting around waiting for my life to start againMy last night here I'm going to take some mushrooms and bring all my possessions to the beach and have a bonfire
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2019-08-14 at 11:39 AM UTC in sitting around waiting for my life to start again
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2019-08-14 at 11:32 AM UTC in sitting around waiting for my life to start againLately I've been trying to learn how to relax. My whole life I was always an uptight cunt til my ego got too big and I did too many drugs and ruined my life. I always just assumed it was the universe's responsibility to stop clenching my jaw and face and fists and writhe around with uncomfortable energy. I've been meditating for 15 minutes every day and also throughout the day. I catch myself clenching ALL THE TIME and reset my muscles to resting position. Eventually I will be resting naturally, hopefully.
Still sitting around waiting out the PAWS, exercising to try to fight through the bleakness. I tried talking to old friends and going on a couple dates but it was awkward since my personality was wiped clean. I think if I stay clean for another couple months I'll feel even better and not be such a moody cunt all the time.
I'm like 1-3 months away from having a bunch of cash I can travel with or whatever. Still have a lot of GI bill left that I can get a math degree with if I want to, but it's hard to envision myself having a 9 to 5 so I'm wondering if it's even worth it at this point. I'm lucky as fuck that I still have a healthy and even young looking/feeling body and I don't want to waste the next decade like I did the last. I'm going to travel some more first though. I'm tired of this city and the neighborhood I live in. I've had a lot of really good times in it but those have all been over for a while now and now I just feel like an alien here. Southern California is for cunts and everyone here is depressed. Yesterday a coworker made a joke about suicide and usually when someone does that people at least pretend to be revolted or whatever but everyone just started joking/being serious about wanting to throw themselves off a nearby cliff lol.
Anyways what should I do in this time I guess? idk -
2019-08-14 at 1:28 AM UTC in Entering a relationship with DTE
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2019-08-12 at 12:58 PM UTC in How to meet new people?
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2019-08-12 at 11:52 AM UTC in How to meet new people?I'm in a similar situation as OP except I'm a decade older. Normal people are usually disgusted by stories of drug use or months of dissociation and they can't relate, so it's hard to find common ground. The truth is that nobody will care about you unless you are into the same things or similar things as they are. So as previous posters have mentioned, work, basically. Most people's lives are about what they're going to do with their future/are currently doing with their future. You are still incredibly young and can get into any sort of work area you want.
I know it sounds fucking lame and gay but realistically, people won't care about you unless you have something going on with a career or if not that then just something you are doing with your life. Did you graduate college? If you can get into a university and get into some program and immerse yourself in it, that's an easy way to make friends. Especially if you are smart and people can ask you for help.
My other idea is join a gym, not the kind that you go to alone, but the kind that has group classes. You need to get in shape anyways and you'll meet people. And people treat you much better if you are in shape/attractive. Exercise and eating healthy is also addictive. If you get really into shape and start doing yoga right now in 5 years you can be fucking girls that look like this
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2019-08-12 at 11:34 AM UTC in Tell me about Crouton
Originally posted by Technologist I’m curious if I were to use it, would coming off be awful? That’s what I see most say here.
Yea probably. Since you used tramadol for so long and had difficulty getting off of that, I think Crouton would be worse. It was for me at least, although I got away with a year of use or so before withdrawals really started to effect me. But after a couple years of using around the clock, coming off of it made me feel like utter shit. I tapered for like 2 weeks too, still felt like dogshit the whole time and after the taper. At night time I would usually dose around 7 pm and I'd wake up around 2:30 am in withdrawal. I'm not talking about like an "I'm irritated" feeling, more like my body hurts like hell, super irritated and uncomfortable and craving hard. It was really really hard to do anything while in withdrawal, even getting out of bed was like a monumental task, so I started keeping pre-measured Crouton doses next to my bed with some water so I could dose it in the middle of the night when I woke up in pain and drift off for a couple hours til the day started (with more Crouton).
The last day I had any Crouton was 4/12, so exactly 4 months ago (although I started tapering heavily and was in withdrawal 2 weeks prior) and I still feel like "something's missing" a lot of the time, or a little empty or depressed. Of course I abused other drugs heavily as well so that is definitely a factor but I feel like I can somewhat pick out the effects of Crouton because I still sometimes get those waves of euphoric chills that come after withdrawing from an opiate that feels like it's your brain adjusting back to normality.
But, since your question is in keeping with classic zoklet style posting, maybe just grab some rc benzos and weed to deal with the withdrawal when it hits. -
2019-08-03 at 11:41 PM UTC in another 8 channer loses it and goes on a shooting spreei would literally rather run over myself with a car than read that shit right now and i've had a good day
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2019-08-03 at 11:41 PM UTC in another 8 channer loses it and goes on a shooting spreethose manifestos are way too goddamn tldr'd
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2019-08-03 at 11:40 PM UTC in another 8 channer loses it and goes on a shooting spreedoes anyone else find mass shootings kinda funny in a really fucked up way? like you could just be going around running errands picking up some twinkies or whatever the fuck it is they sell at walmart and before you know it be lying on the ground bleeding out for literally no reason other than someone else decided to do it for the lolz or whatever.
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2019-08-03 at 1:57 AM UTC in PSA: Get a library cardhttp://libgen.is/
OP is an idiot giving his info to the state. why else would they even issue library cards when sites like the above exist except to gather intelligence on you?
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2019-08-02 at 4:55 PM UTC in Things happen sometimes, and here are the reasons why...u sucked a lotta dicks but u no real hoe
