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2019-09-18 at 2:19 PM UTC in worst feeling in the world
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2019-09-18 at 2:17 PM UTC in worst feeling in the world
Originally posted by Technologist Finding unconditional love is as good as it gets.
This is just my take on it. If she tried to help you stop, it was probably killing her to watch you continue. I know it would be painful to watch someone you love destroying themselves.
How long ago did it end?
Does she know you’re working on getting your shit right?
Not to minimized your love for her, but it can be found again. I had that kind of love when I was 27, and thought I’d never find it again. It took awhile, 26yrs, but I found it again.
I hope time will help you heal.
it's been like 9 months. she knows, but i've tried many times before and did fucked up things that i really regret sometimes when we fought. so she's done and i can't even blame her. -
2019-09-18 at 1:58 PM UTC in worst feeling in the worldto have someone that you loved and cared about deeply and who loved you almost unconditionally and did so much to try to get you out of that self destructive mindstate, finally cut you off for good and wish you the best. and it's not out of any sort of malice or spite or anything, just from the sheer positive effects that have come to their life solely from you not being in it anymore. they should hate you, but they just feel pity for you because they finally realized how inferior and weak you are and how flimsy your facade is.
i can feel her out there, having fun, going on trips, fucking him, planning for their future, probably wouldn't even remember my name. but it totally consumes my mind 24/7 in this filthy room, just trying to get to a mental spot where i can talk to people without weirding them out.
she told me if i killed myself everyone would go on with their lives and forget about me and i'm sure she's right but i couldn't do that to my family. so i guess i'll just continue suffering here, i feel like i deserve it anyways. -
2019-09-18 at 12 PM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕
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2019-09-18 at 11:55 AM UTC in Why do you guys think those business bitches look so good?
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2019-09-18 at 11:53 AM UTC in Why do you guys think those business bitches look so good?black skinny jeans with a black t shirt and athletic shoes with multicolored shoelaces
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2019-09-18 at 11:51 AM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕
Originally posted by Technologist Oh great!
Some guy came around where my son lives last night, asking for a cigarette. My son said no and he left. He came back saying he didn’t like how my son responded to him, and punched my son in the face. My son sees red with shit like this. The guy is big, but my son took him down and was punching him so bad, that my son’s roommate had to pull him off.
Now the guy is outside their apartment trying to go at it again. What a wigger. Saw his FB page, he’s a wanna be ginger wigger crip.
tell ur son to be careful, that guy sounds like the type of retard who would bring a gun back over a bruised ego -
2019-09-18 at 11:50 AM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕every morning i wake up
i just wanna give up
but i guess i gotta do it again -
2019-09-18 at 11:43 AM UTC in Why do you guys think those business bitches look so good?because they put a little bit of effort into their clothes? most people don't i think. actually i don't know what the fuck everyone else is doing
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2019-09-16 at 2:02 PM UTC in Smoking salvia on D X Mthats nothing load a gram of D X M with a rig, put it in ur vein, take a huge bong rip of the salvia extract then while you're holding it in push the plunger down then post a trip report of that
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2019-09-16 at 1:40 PM UTC in The formula for proper dating age dif
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2019-09-16 at 1:39 PM UTC in Youtube prison channels analyzed
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2019-09-16 at 3:15 AM UTC in G4LM is 38 lbs of shit in a 10 lb bag.
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2019-09-16 at 3:12 AM UTC in Mental illnessno pain when my mind fade
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2019-09-16 at 1:39 AM UTC in fona to do list
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2019-09-16 at 1:31 AM UTC in Anybody interested in a game of pall mall?thats croquet pall mall is a cigarette
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2019-09-15 at 9:30 PM UTC in What does napping while black mean
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2019-09-15 at 5:46 PM UTC in what the hellhis big fat head just fucking mocking me calling me a loser
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2019-09-15 at 1:20 AM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..Sit and watch the stoop lights flicker
Stoop lights flicker 'cuz my eyes half closed
Eyes half closed 'cuz the bottle half gone
Bottle half gone, stoop lights on strobe
Can't stop thinking, that's my mind on liquor
Mind on liquor, now my mind half gone
Mind half gone, 'cuz I wish I had a family
Family ain't here, 'cuz I been living wrong -
2019-09-15 at 1:12 AM UTC in I have $60k+ in investments/savingsblow it all by flying us out to hawaii for an NIS official meetup
