You guys suck at stim sex. Sex on meth is probably the only reason I would ever do that shit again. Like really if you don’t like meth sex I feel like you haven’t even tried the same drug that I have
i want to MOOOOOOOOOOOVE OUT OF HERE
*takes etiz and settles into a comfortable melancholic blur*
lol i'd like to see someone make tea with 300 degree water
is this even a question? obviously meth
i've never fucked on mdma, i never follow through with any plans on mdma because i end up playing with rocks or some shit
forcefed myself with
blow but now i settle for sedatives.
no longer in the street. i belong in
the crevices
positively negative
popular ive never been
hard to be a person when you lack the mental requisites
emotionally deficit
consumed with all the wretchedness
not optimist or pessimist
my politics are in exodus
spouting countless fountains out while drowning in the brine
my life is the foulest algorithm science can't define
they trap you in these systems that are phallic in design
because they fuck you in the mind, boy. they fuck you all the time
i fell apart and took my mind with me
being strung up at the ligaments with cultural derivatives
i fell apart and took my mind with me
pronounced dead by a nemesis
a doubt without a benefit
i fell apart and took my mind with me
just a cluster of atoms thrust deep in a chasm
i fell apart and now your mind is with me
smoke in your eyes
the worlds a joke in disguise
dropping ur bombs now on all we've built how does it feel to watch it burn RAISE YOUR WEAPONS AND ITS OVER
the weirdness is calling me...maybe when i feel a little better i'll trip on AL-LAD and MXE and that will be chill
2019-01-03 at 3:57 PM UTC
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Military indoctrination
i'm a veteran and i know a lot of people who post that bullshit
it's all bs, everyone in the military hates it and complains constantly
the problem is they're overwhelmingly normie posers and get off on attention and they know if they post about HONOR COURAGE COMMITMENT people will give them attention. it's fucking pathetic really.
Lately I've been sobering up, it's been a while since I've done any meth and I'm basically done tapering off opiates/Crouton. My days consist of working so I can't just get high 24/7 anymore so the way I use drugs has shifted from just being totally wasted or twacked on something every single day to using it to deal with anxiety/make it through the day/relax after work. But every time I try to completely sober up it's hard to live with the things I've done in the situation I'm in. My situation is still pretty good and I've got away with a lot so I'm not trying to complain but a lot of the time I feel like I need to get the fuck out of my current location, current job, current situation, current everything. Completely erase the life I have right now and start over. I daydream about foreign locations where nobody knows my name or my past or my history. I feel like if I pursued that path it wouldn't be fun though. I'd still be stuck with the shit inside. But at the same time...it's so appealing
2019-01-03 at 3:52 AM UTC
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take one last glance
well, did you clean the room or not?
i know one of you fucks have tried this
in california it costs like 30 bucks and takes 20 minutes
and end up blowing their face off but surviving has ever been happy with the results?
If someone blows their face off they probably are going to need a dedicated caretaker to help them do shit all day and they probably don't have great dating prospects or anything and I'm sure they have tons of pain meds. so it seems like their decision might have actually accomplished their goal in the sense that it removes the responsibility of them actually having to live life and they just get to sit around high all day having someone else take care of them.
