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2019-01-31 at 10:55 AM UTC in Can we get a fucking FASHION forum?
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2019-01-30 at 8:58 PM UTC in Can you please help me find a new forum, I don’t belong here
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2019-01-30 at 8:54 PM UTC in What is the worst reaction to psychedelic drugs you've ever seen?Vomiting brain cells and contemplating whether or not to eat them in hopes they would find their way home 😱 pupils dialated like saucers for 3 days
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2019-01-30 at 8:48 PM UTC in How could you still support a traitor?
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2019-01-30 at 8:47 PM UTC in How could you still support a traitor?
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2019-01-30 at 8:44 PM UTC in Can you please help me find a new forum, I don’t belong hereLala life goes on
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2019-01-30 at 8:43 PM UTC in Can you please help me find a new forum, I don’t belong here
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2019-01-30 at 8:38 PM UTC in Can you please help me find a new forum, I don’t belong here
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2019-01-30 at 7:10 PM UTC in Can you please help me find a new forum, I don’t belong here
Originally posted by vindicktive vinny this phenomena occurs naturally and pretty frequently irl.
they're like immigrants that had shamelessly flooded into their adoptive first world countries and then complain, bitch, and moan how these first world countries they've invaded are too un-thirdworld country and demand changes to be made to cater to their 3rd world whims and fancies.
so that they can feel more at home.
This is very funny to me. I’ve mentioned before taking in family members and a few friends into my home (all drug abusers and most mentally ill)
Anyway, one has been homeless most of the past 30+ years.
The last time I took her in, I had to throw her clothes out and get her straight into the shower she smelled so bad. Anyway, she complained about the clothes I gave her, she only wanted to eat the most expensive food in the house, and was horrified she had to sleep on a futon and not a bed lol ... she was like this every time I would take her in (this went on for 30+) years.
I don’t know why your post reminded me of this example of reality .. but it did.
I still cry and feel sick that I can’t bring her in anymore. -
2019-01-30 at 6:59 PM UTC in Can you please help me find a new forum, I don’t belong here
Originally posted by vindicktive vinny theres a one thing thats consistant with all DHers and that is that they all have average or lower than average IQs.
My recent IQ test was 120.
Einstein I am not. However my father was in the high 150’s and he is living in a low income apartment, alone and .... never mind. -
2019-01-30 at 6:51 PM UTC in post your pic threadLol @ mature
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2019-01-30 at 6:03 PM UTC in Can you please help me find a new forum, I don’t belong here
Originally posted by hydromorphone Look, I haven't been posting in a whiles due to a lot of serious health issues, and my phone and tablet got stolen in the hospital, but when I was posting semi-regularly, and lurking, it just seems like you're the sort that's "too good", and have the 'holier than thou' demeanor I b how you post and come across.
You did come to a forum that had originated from TOTSE/Zoklet, which was a forum that discussed EVERYTHING under the sun (and in the deep dark underworld too), especially fringe topics that aren't mainstream, and a lot tended to be publically frowned upon. These are the remaining few from back then. That's what this forum w as created for,by Lanny, as his own little play ground for us 'Island of Misfit Toys'.
Yes, there are pedophiles here (I am not one, nor do I condone abuse of children, or anyone, but I accept that people do have mental illnesses/ill wired brains, and just because someone does have that issue doesn't mean they've necessarily acted upon those desires. Those people need help, and shunning them doesn't help them,or the general public, it just pushes them further in the dark, more likely to act on those desires,but that's another topic for another day.), yes, there are many drug users, and drug abusers. You say you were into 'boozing',well, alcohol is just another drug, albeit a more socially acceptable drug, but a drug all the same. Yes, there are thieves, those who manipulate the system, hell, there was a big thing with totse/zoklet to do with a coupon scam years back. Hell, there are many old posters who have died from drug overdoses, suicide, and other unfortunate events.
You're in abforum where there have been a lot of 'underdogs' who've been struggling to get to the top, or hell, some who've given up, and hey, yeah, maybe they're wallowing at the bottom, but it's a forum of free discussion, and for 'old timers' (not necessarily meaning age, although we do have Spectrol, and we lost Arms Merchant to either death, or him unable to follow us/health/issues connecting to the Internet- both being old timers in terms of age.) to come together and stay connected, and discuss fringe shit on a forum that's been a corner stone to a lot of people's lives, including mine.
I'm sorry this isn't the place for you. It's always been a tough crowd, although it's gotten softer as we've matured, believe it, or not, but between the shit posts, there is some cool shit, deep discussions, and meaningful connections. There are some really wonderful, genuine people here (casper, mq, countblah/muffins (whereever you are, I miss, and am rooting for ya,bud), ArthurThreatur/crazy Mike (I hope you're not dead), Narc (a genuinely good dude), Lanny, Aldra, my dear Malice, whI'm helped me more than anyone,and I miss dearly, Riser, and a bunch more I'm forgetting atm), and if you're being downed and out by people who a lot are struggling to get better,or hell, just those clinging to life, then yeah… move along. No one asked you to come, no one will miss you when you're gone. We are a bunch of autistic, drug using, fringy fucks… if you're too good for that, then yeah… go chat on facebook, or reddit or somewhere… I'm sure the tree 's somewhere for you.
I don’t expect you to know who I am, and as you’ve stated right here no one gives a fuck.
So I won’t bore you with any of that, as it seems your perception of me has inspired a healthy dose of cathartic writing and appreciation for your peeps. That’s a good thing, so I’m happy to not attempt to kill that buzz.
I did need to point out one little thing .. this site was advertised by a poster on DH and discribed as abandoned. It was an invitation of sorts.
Next time I refrain from putting sugar in my mouth, I’m going to tell that sugar I am too good for it.. I’m going to try on that phrase, since that is all it is ... see how it feels. Who knows, maybe you just provided me a new tool. -
2019-01-30 at 5:37 PM UTC in what's the last thing you bought?Tom Kha .. Tom be berry berry good to me 💜
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2019-01-30 at 2:10 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
Originally posted by CASPER I know. I used to have dreams about being at an upscale, adult party somewhere and id be holding a beer bottle out by the pool, and id mention in conversation that id been ( ) years sober. I want to be able to say that. Because its legitimately the hardest thing ive ever done. I actually thought id have to kill myself to not want heroin anymore. Nothing made the want go away. But i dont think i really registered how bad my depression is, and how many of the symptoms i was feeling (pain, overeating, no sleep then sleeping too much, late to work every day, no energy, muscle fatigue, suicidal ideation, etc) was from that.
So I certainly hope it sticks. I have no fucking clue. Thats what Im trying to figure out. If i can suck some dicks and get some scholarship $, itd be cool to actually have a degree in a thing. And since apparently i havent made myself permanently retarded, Im thinking law school would be something that id enjoy, be able to help people with, and make a living for myself.
If nothing else, its a short term goal.
But ill be goddamned…I cant make myself delete those phone numbers. I mean theyre actually worth money for the kind of wholesalers i managed getting in touch with over the years. I keep getting the feeling like i need to "get" something out of all the years i put in.
ugh. Junkies, right? lol.
Casper, getting a new number and losing those old contacts will move you forward. You have to do it on your own time and will but I hope you find the courage to do so. I have a friend who you should consider checking out. I think you might find some good outa some stuff he’s involved in. Please PM me if you are at all interested. Sorry to be vague, but it’s not something I feel at liberty to post in public 👍 -
2019-01-30 at 1:52 PM UTC in brrrrrrrrr ~~
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2019-01-30 at 1:46 PM UTC in brrrrrrrrr ~~
Originally posted by Technologist Keep the cabinets open to get heat to the walls behind them, and the pipes they contain. I’ve got my water running at a slow drip in one sink upstairs and downstairs. My neighbor had a water line break last year due to the cold. What a disaster!
Ok ... I have a concrete slab .. most of the pipes are under ground under the slab and the kitchen sink is in a center island. Bathrooms are not running along exterior walls
The laundry room pipes are insulated (pipes are running along wall to garage ... so I guess I’m good. Though I didn’t leave the faucets dripping ... -
2019-01-30 at 1:33 PM UTC in brrrrrrrrr ~~-15 here and dropping.
Why are we suppose to keep the cabinets open? Damn it I think I should go home. I didn’t do any of those things 😱
Stupid valley Cali women .. pfftttt -
2019-01-30 at 11:23 AM UTC in Can you please help me find a new forum, I don’t belong here
Originally posted by CASPER Idk i was high. The idea that you could confuse someone about who was being addressed by quoting and answering something that wasnt addressed to you.
it made more sense in my head.
Thanks for the Casper perspective 👍 this is a special, one of a kind person though ... I’m gonna guess you have an advantage being high, to understand cups internal world. -
2019-01-30 at 11:15 AM UTC in What are you doing at the momentBurrrr ... drinking coffee, really wanting to call off today. Not into a going byby party in the least. So much for the very simple request to keep my departure low key ... just 3 more days whoot whoot ...
