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2018-12-12 at 5:08 PM UTC in Seasonal Affective Disorder
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2018-12-12 at 4:42 PM UTC in A million questionsOn the human race across the globe that all would be kind, loving, and equal towards all living things
Ok I think I made myself puke 🤮 lol
What daily task are you obligated to complete that you would love to pass on to someone else if you could? -
2018-12-12 at 3:21 PM UTC in A million questions
Originally posted by Archer513 Ill be at moms with the fam.
Have you had a paranormal experience. Splain
Quit a few, and some that may or may not fall into the paranormal category. One I have tatted on the back of my neck, a rendering of what I saw. After my aunt passed in her home at 3:00 am, I went outside her home and saw a blaze of a truly shooting star going straight up which appeared to almost becoming from her roof to the heavens. It was one the most beautiful things I ever witnessed
does having dreams that tell secrets about others or tell about future happenings fall into the paranormal category? -
2018-12-12 at 11:47 AM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..Comfortably relieved.
Just opened my Facebook page and they made one of those 2018 scrapbook’s. I don’t use FB much, but apparently just enough. It made me smile, to see the photo’s, a reflection of what this past year was all about to me.
I can confidently move forward on this journey without worry that I need to set time aside to document and file in my brain the meaning of this past year.
I’m not one who dwells in the past, but understands the importance of quick recall during difficult or challenging times. A good, acceable memory file system in my brain is key, but takes effort.
This little scrapbook saved me that time and freed my mind for all that 2019 will be. Thanks!
Now if they could just clean up my damn desk, and put that shit where it belongs that would be really impressive -
2018-12-12 at 3:18 AM UTC in Lanny How many unique IP addresses have posted in NIS forums in the last 30 days?
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2018-12-12 at 3:14 AM UTC in Lanny How many unique IP addresses have posted in NIS forums in the last 30 days?Now that's just stupid, even for you VV
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2018-12-12 at 3:05 AM UTC in Lanny How many unique IP addresses have posted in NIS forums in the last 30 days?serious though, does Lanny have access to that data? He must. I posted on a site where the owner always knew who an alt was, and lets just say he was not the most educated person ....
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2018-12-12 at 2:49 AM UTC in Lanny How many unique IP addresses have posted in NIS forums in the last 30 days?Inquiring minds wanta know
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2018-12-11 at 11:36 PM UTC in A million questionsOf course I get this question ... I think it’s been about 4 years now. TG I can’t go online to verify anymore.
What have you lost in your life, that you wish you could get back? -
2018-12-11 at 9:24 PM UTC in A million questionsIf you mean wise thoughts, ummm of course. Those are the only thoughts I have considering how wise I am 😜
Where was the last place you had sex with another human? -
2018-12-11 at 7:16 PM UTC in A million questionsToday .. everyday. I’m very critical of myself.
Who was the greatest love of your life thus far ?(physical and personality discription only) -
2018-12-11 at 12:09 PM UTC in A million questionsAnswer the question above you, and leave a question for the next poster.
What are you wearing?
A turquoise towel. I’m getting ready for work.
Have you bought anyone a Christmas / c h r I s t m a s present this year? If so tell us about it. -
2018-12-11 at 11:41 AM UTC in Seasonal Affective Disorder
Originally posted by gadzooks I go to sleep, and it's dark.
I wake up, and it's dark.
It's dark, cold, and fucking depressing.
Why is this not a more commonly referenced disorder?
It amazes me that it isn't considered a universal fact that Winter fucking sucks, not a so-called psychiatric disorder.
If you live in the Southern Hemisphere, just ignore this thread (and maybe bump it in six months if you want).
I find it interesting that SAD is a psychiatric disorder and not a physical one. The symptoms are psychiatric but the cause is lack of vitamins that are produced naturally by the sun in your body I thought?
Anyway, I’m with LaLa ... I would take winter over sweltering heat. Yuck!
I work the majority of my days in a windowless office and it has taken its toll on me in every way. Super cloudy days are particularly hard on me. The pressure fucks me up. However, I love the cold and bright snow ... it’s uplifting. -
2018-12-11 at 11:14 AM UTC in Unban cupofcheerWell Ghost, next time she’s here get her offline contact info. I bet her ban is truly best for her in real life. It’s much easier to live real life, and chat on the phone via speaker while preparing ones home and such for the holidays.
Buck up lil one, and be happy for cup! -
2018-12-11 at 3:32 AM UTC in What keeps YOU from getting on that bus?
Originally posted by GGG I wanna go back to this because I don't get why more people don't do this. If you're willing to throw your life away, then there's so much cool shit you could be doing instead.
This guy went to Mexico to buy drugs to kill himself and instead ended up doing a lot of drugs, fucking a lot of hookers, and then in the end decided that life was actually worth living after all.
https://totalfratmove.com/guy-goes-to-mexico-to-kill-himself-spends-week-doing-coke-and-banging-hookers-decides-to-keep-living/
There are millions of people that took the same route ... the vast majority sadly end up dead at some point, or on the streets - homeless and strung out, and settle into that lifestyle of constant wasted ... until they’re toe is marked “Jane or John Doe” and their bagged and slid into that metal drawer.
Where is mr. Mexico today?
I’m not saying for some, this might work. Because, I suppose in a sense I’ve done the same thing 3 times in my life ... I also tried to kill myself before I was 18 twice ... a pathetic attempt, none the less ... I wanted out. I didn’t know how to keep fighting until I could figure out how to live without excruciating emotional pain.
Gotta take a break..... -
2018-12-11 at 2:27 AM UTC in Hurt people hurt peopleDope is weakness .. but that tune is 😎
Thanks 👍 -
2018-12-11 at 2:15 AM UTC in What keeps YOU from getting on that bus?OT - I didn’t go through all the shit in my life, overcome obstacles that most would have run from, and worked my ass off - not to live a life of peace and happiness at some point, without all the shitty wrongs I’ve dug, scratched, clawed, and fought to get out from underneath of.
And I do not want to come back to this world and do it again. I guess my spiritual beliefs have something to do with it.
And of course - a never ending supply of hope. -
2018-12-11 at 2:04 AM UTC in What keeps YOU from getting on that bus?GZ .. out of the many many many posters I’ve read over the past 7 years, if you never mentioned you poisoned and abused your body and mind with drugs, meds, and alcohol on a regular basis, I would think you are a very special and incredible human being with so much good to give the world.
Thank you for sharing your perspective and engaging others in a community like this. You give me hope. Hope that fairness, compassion, kindness, and intelligence is on the Internet -
2018-12-10 at 7:19 PM UTC in My daughter just died
Originally posted by RisiR † Shut the fuck up you dumbass bitch. You're a 60 year old alcoholic with a messed up life and nobody cares about you. Not even your own children.
🤣😂😆🤣😂... just 😂🤣😂🤣😂🤣 to all of this ... WTF? Spaz/Jake that you bitch?
LMAO ... good grief. I see you have a great imagination there. Mr. RisiR buhwahaha hahaha
Just more proof that you are 100% full of shit. I’m not an alcoholic, I’m not 60, my life is pretty great overall, but I’m critical so it can always be better, my kids are my world and I’m VERY loved and respected by them. I’m blessed to be cared about by great longtime friends, coworkers, and a few family members that I know or are still alive.
Originally posted by RisiR † Speak about me again and I'll murder you. WTF.
Who the fuck do you think you are voicing your shitty opinion? You DH sluts shut the fuck up.
Be careful ....
quote pk=608621 author="RisiR †"]
fucked over your own family. Nobody gives a shit.
No, I did not fuck over my family. Going to jail by fucking up my fucked up family member, would have been fucking over my family.
I am somebody, and I care.
Originally posted by RisiR † Fucking kill yourself.
Don't you ever talk about me again, bitch.
Grow up,,, -
2018-12-10 at 12:24 PM UTC in My daughter just died
Originally posted by Ghost Yeah, RisiR is a piece of shit. His reasons for being a PI rat are "KROZ IS A RAPIST!" and some delusional fake b.s about how I got a drug dealer arrested.
He uses these to 'justify' posting PI. Also other people have posted it before so nothing wrong with posting something already out there you only have to be a little bit not retarded to realize thats complete bullshit
Remember though he's hardcore he tortures people for drug debts and nobody fucks with him. Don't mess with RisiR or he will phone the police and report you or he will post your PI on the internet like a real fake gangster.
No I don’t remember ... as far as RiseR goes, he made a mistake here in my opinion. This is a hazard of the internet.
What I don’t get is all these PI horder’s here could easily it seems, get proof that this is either true or false and skip all this scummy shit and be a true sorta hero and just share the facts. This would be the only real honorable thing to do at this point for this little girl.