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2019-04-01 at 10:16 AM UTC in If it feels goodKILL BILL
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2019-04-01 at 9:27 AM UTC in My liveleak video has almost 65k views in 1 day
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2019-04-01 at 6:32 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionStu Pickles ๐ค
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2019-04-01 at 5:26 AM UTC in I will pay $500 for the contact information of Zoklet member โT-Girlโ5732216213
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2019-04-01 at 1:12 AM UTC in Sleep paralysisWell....maybe you need a fatty to make ya a nice fatty ass casserole for awhile.
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2019-04-01 at 12:51 AM UTC in Sleep paralysis
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2019-04-01 at 12:51 AM UTC in Sleep paralysis
Originally posted by DietPiano For some reason fat girls unanimously have a fetish for me. I't fucking gross, get the hell away from me.
Is this what it's like to be a not fat girl in the reverse?
They say fatties chase their own kind...
Originally posted by gadzooks I used to experience legit sleep paralysis. To any nay-sayers who have never experienced it, you are incredibly lucky individuals.
It was so terrifying at times that I would try to stay awake for days just to avoid the horrible experience that felt inevitable.
I haven't had any (or at least not frequently or anywhere near as intensely) in nearly a decade.
Some of the factors that have changed in my life (and I am trying to provide as comprehensive a list as possible, since determining causation with so many variables changing over such a lengthy period of time is incredibly complex/difficult, if not outright impossible)…
1. I used to use opiates with regularity.
2. My diet has changed dramatically since then.
2A. For one thing, I eat way fewer calories on day-to-day basis.
2B. I only drink liquids that are calorie-free (EXCEPT for alcoholic beverages, of course). This includes black coffee, water, diet energy drinks sometimes, etc.
2C. I lived near a very convenient pizza place, and was a student at the time with a busy schedule, so I would frequently eat pizza during this time period. I can't remember where exactly I picked up the potential connection, but somehow the hypothesis that excess cheese consumption immediately prior to going to sleep can impact dreams and other nocturnal experiences.
3. I have lost a lot of weight since then (I can only kinda estimate that I was about 250-280 lbs at the time).
4. I had a fair bit of stress in my life (being in school with a ridiculously heavy course load - I actually completed my B.A. in barely over 2 years because I was taking a DOUBLE FULL-TIME (30 credits / 10 courses) course load by taking additional classes at other accredited post-secondary institutions (and ultimately transferring them over). There was also a lot of financial stress as well.
5. I was (and still am, of course) white and roughly 6'1-6'3, between 23 and 30, and lived in a rather suburban area at the time.
6. My physical activity was pretty low. I had a part time job at a grocery store that involved standing, walking, and stocking shelves and so on all day. I also had no vehicle, so I walked a fair bit. However, I did not perform much ritualized exercise strictly for it's own sake.
7. I have always had pre-existing psychiatric issues (primarily OCD, but with some garden variety generalized and social anxiety thrown in, along with some bouts of depression from time to time).
8. My sleep schedule was incredibly disorganized and followed essentially no pattern.
Which of these factors played a major role, and which played no role at all, are difficult to determine, but hopefully it can give anyone experiencing this deceptively severe syndrome some ideas to test out.
Great post. Not sure if any of those things listed are any triggers i might have myself. But awesome of you to put all that out there for others. I believe mine was due to stress and not giving myself enough vitamins and nutrients if anything.
It's happening less often then when I made this thread about a year ago. It use to be almost everynight. I only experience them 1 to 2 times a week now. Which I'm completely fine with that, its relief. -
2019-04-01 at 12:46 AM UTC in DH'rs that need to sign up
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2019-04-01 at 12:43 AM UTC in DH'rs that need to sign upYoungmellow
Dude in wheel chair always asking for titty pics
Drunk cheri
P.s. the way you spelt megan really irritates me, instant agression. -
2019-04-01 at 12:42 AM UTC in Sleep paralysis...
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2019-04-01 at 12:33 AM UTC in BreastsToo freaking thin.
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2019-04-01 at 12:32 AM UTC in Sleep paralysis
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2019-04-01 at 12:31 AM UTC in Sleep paralysisSURPRISE
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2019-04-01 at 12:31 AM UTC in what's the last thing you bought?
Originally posted by gadzooks $100 worth of meth. It was kind of a parting/separation special event for my recent temporary squatter. I figured we might as well have a good time before he moves out for good.
We both did some throughout the night, and I had my usual dozen or so drinks.
Then he introduced me back to Facebook (and what can I say, I'm loving it… I see so much potential for lucrative career/business networking, as well as finding sex hookups and dates, and even just reconnecting with old friends for nostalgia purposes).
I also showed him some videos I have from a few years before I met him where my friends and I get into some documented adventures and misadventures - there are lots of drugs being done, silly crimes being committed, pranks being pulled, and women stripping on cam and stuff like that.
Overall, it's been a bittersweet final session with the guy, but we bonded quite a bit and will certainly remain friends.
Worst nastiest scum filth drug in the entire world. -
2019-04-01 at 12:29 AM UTC in Sleep paralysisI never was me
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2019-04-01 at 12:27 AM UTC in Sleep paralysisOHMAHGOD
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2019-04-01 at 12:19 AM UTC in This Is My Farewell Tour
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2019-04-01 at 12:14 AM UTC in Breasts
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2019-03-31 at 8:10 AM UTC in What are you doing at the momentHow do ya tstm?
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2019-03-31 at 8:05 AM UTC in Paige is a small-town, white trash ho...