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2020-10-28 at 3:24 PM UTC in 🍬🍬Candy~Land🍬🍬The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2020-10-28 at 2:30 PM UTC in What are you doing at the momentThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2020-10-28 at 10:11 AM UTC in what is wrong with me
Originally posted by aldra 1. parents are separated, both live about an hour's drive in opposite directions. see my mother every few weeks, haven't seen my father in a long time. used to see my father's family on a weekly basis until that. mother's family lives about 6 hours away and I see them every couple of years for christmas. mother's mother is only surviving grandparent.
2. I never claimed to be a psychopath or anything
3. I only got deep into geopolitics during the Euromaidan, started watching the riot videos because they were ace, then started to understand what was really going on there.
4. lack of purpose or anything I find particularly meaningful
5. hate crimes
1. Why haven't you seen your dad in a long time? Do you remember the last time you did? Do you talk to him or text him or anything at all? When did your parents separate? Do you feel responsible?
2. I never called you a psychopath. Did I?
3. What is THE EUROMAIDEN? I am dumb. Just tl;dr it for me in a sentence or two. Did you graduate high school? Is their kindervarden through 12th grade there or is it different?
4. Do you think it's our purpose to have purpose? Do you feel like theres something you could do that would achieve said purpose that you feel is lacking in your life?
5. Hate crimes.. that's fine. Im probably on board. I still want to know WHERE and more specifically WHY. as I am federal agent. Are you a Stephen paddock or a school shooter or just want to really fuck one single persons world up? Who are we hating and why?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2020-10-28 at 9:56 AM UTC in what is wrong with me1. parents are separated, both live about an hour's drive in opposite directions. see my mother every few weeks, haven't seen my father in a long time. used to see my father's family on a weekly basis until that. mother's family lives about 6 hours away and I see them every couple of years for christmas. mother's mother is only surviving grandparent.
2. I never claimed to be a psychopath or anything
3. I only got deep into geopolitics during the Euromaidan, started watching the riot videos because they were ace, then started to understand what was really going on there.
4. lack of purpose or anything I find particularly meaningful
5. hate crimesThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2020-10-28 at 9:45 AM UTC in what is wrong with me
Originally posted by aldra I feel like I'm going to regret posting this tomorrow
Oh well. Wouodnt be the first time wonr be the last time. You make these threads here and there and IIII regret not asking you anything because when I see them I'm normally just sad and indifferent and somehow too lazy to type out questions
But. Since I'm finally talkative at the same time you are posing this thread I ask of you
1. What family do you have,particularly immediate, and how close are you to them both geographically and relationshippaly?
2. I feel like I recall you mentioning your desire to end your life being overridden by the sadness youd impart on your close loved ones, and I think I that's a good reason to not do it. I guess that wSnt a question that's just me saying something. But that fact does mean that you have emotions and at the end of the day I think it's better for everyone for you to stay alive for awhile.
3. Have you been into geopolitical your whole life? What made you take an interest?
4. What do you think causes..is the STEM of your depression?
5. If you could meet with me one time for one day , and we had to be sober for a week prior and including the day of ourmeeting, where would you want to meet , what would you want to do?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2020-10-28 at 9:26 AM UTC in 🍬🍬Candy~Land🍬🍬
Originally posted by DontTellEm 3 A.M Relapse
Released 2009.
Totally off my radar. I guess I was 25. I think I was living in Florida then. I remember liking shit like M.I.A. paper airplanes and Rise Against. Lmfao what a weird thing to try and remember what I liked listening to ten years ago. I do remember listening to SHADE 45 on Sirius satellite radio on my way to work. I remember that.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2020-10-28 at 9:15 AM UTC in 🍬🍬Candy~Land🍬🍬
Originally posted by DontTellEm I guess I must've killed em.😊
What album is that off of?
For whatever reason I basicallt stopped listening to eminem after The Eminem Show and I really didnt even listen to that one much.
Marshall Mathers LP might be the best rap album of all time IMO. Pretty sure I have it memorized even though I haven't listened to it in forever. I remember buying the bootleg CD from dude named Mike who sat in front of me in my 10th grade math class, right around the era of CD burning and he was able to burn the actual print onto the disc.
Fucking love that album.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2020-10-28 at 8:59 AM UTC in 🍬🍬Candy~Land🍬🍬
Originally posted by DontTellEm U tell me, silly.
My independently researched unbiased sources say, no. Lol.
Trent Reznor: "Nothing can stop me now, 'cause I dont care, anymore. Nothing can stop me now 'cause I just dont care."
It's fun to say. But that lyric is the epitome of caring.
Who else has em? All sorts of people.
Eminem: "We can scream I just dont give a fuck and see who means it."
These are easy and fun types of lyrics to say to sound badass, but clearly he cares. He cares about being known as a guy who doesn't care.
Haha. What the fuck am I even talking about? 4am. Chilling on some mango carts, I applied at a bakery yesterday. I might start designing cakes.
But in the eeeeend, it doesnt even matteeeEEEEuuhrr.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2020-10-28 at 8:45 AM UTC in what is wrong with mefeel completely detached in any meaningful way to the outside world but I'm not so autistic that I can't function. people generally seem to find me friendly and eloquent enough but without ever making an attempt to really connect. I don't feel that I have a place socially, nor do I feel that human society has a worthwhile future (one that I would be happy to work toward - I know some people like things the way they are, or are happy farming yams and carrying water jugs several kilometers a day).
I often consider opting out not because life is too hard or painful, but because there's very little I care about and grinding through another 50 years or so just seems pointless because unless I do something very, very bad, I'll leave nothing behind. The only reason I haven't already is probably just because I don't want to hurt the few other people I care about. And my cats.
I don't want to talk to those people I care about because I'm afraid trying to explain the things that led me to this state of mind could have an extremely negative on their own 'mental health'.
I'll answer whatever questions you have that won't lead to people being able to reach out offline (ie swatting, telling my boss or mother my favourite word is 'nigger' etc.). Or just troll I guess, I don't really care. I haven't been in great shape mentally for the last few weeks, and eating strips of etizolam seems to have made things worse rather than better (surprise)The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!- mmQ,
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2020-10-28 at 8:15 AM UTC in 🍬🍬Candy~Land🍬🍬
Originally posted by rabbitweed It's fucking exhausting though
Ignorance is bliss... and whatever the opposite of that is... even Spectral quoted ole King Solomon yesterday saying it.. with understanding comes misery, or whatever it is. Lol
It IS exhausting to be an extrovert with deeply ingrained beliefs that you cant help but want everyone else to believe too, on top of wanting yourself to acquire more beliefs and become better. "Better."
It's always been weird to me especially the concept of retardation. At the end of the fucking day, it might feel good to make fun of a retard but it probably feels better to be the retard that never knows its being made fun of. Lol.
Wanna be happy and stupid or sad and smart?
A smart person would choose to be stupid. So would a stupid person. And that's all she wrote, FOR YOUR WINE.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2020-10-28 at 7:14 AM UTC in 🍬🍬Candy~Land🍬🍬The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2020-10-28 at 6:54 AM UTC in 🍬🍬Candy~Land🍬🍬
Originally posted by DontTellEm I suck, & I wish I was better. 💪😋😍 Boss,🥰
Sleep pretty angel.
That is the mindset of a good person. Discontent, always wishing to be better. That is why you are real.. genuine. No facade with you, you speak as it is. That is what the world lacks. Remember that in your lows and your highs. Your ability to accept your flaws makes you infinitely better than those who claim perfection. You are a remarkable being. You are you. One of a kind. You are REAL.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2020-10-28 at 6:42 AM UTC in 🍬🍬Candy~Land🍬🍬The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2020-10-28 at 6:36 AM UTC in 🍬🍬Candy~Land🍬🍬Kk babby :)The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2020-10-28 at 5:54 AM UTC in 🍬🍬Candy~Land🍬🍬Por favor Jose...
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2020-10-28 at 5:21 AM UTC in 🍬🍬Candy~Land🍬🍬Up in here posting his bussy lmao so bizarre lolThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2020-10-28 at 5:17 AM UTC in 🍬🍬Candy~Land🍬🍬I’m not opening that inbox §m£ÂgØL...The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2020-10-28 at 5:15 AM UTC in 🍬🍬Candy~Land🍬🍬Omggg
§m£ÂgØL you are ... you..man..
*tokes*
On that note.. imma head out lolThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2020-10-28 at 5:14 AM UTC in 🍬🍬Candy~Land🍬🍬The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2020-10-28 at 5:09 AM UTC in 🍬🍬Candy~Land🍬🍬😍💖💪💋The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
