I can not say that I know what you’re going through but I can say I have felt like my life will never get better.. Like some years ago 8 actually, I was in a woman’s shelter with nothin took the bus to the college till I finished school , got my last few credits and I used financial aid to pay for school because I couldn’t afford it
The shelter was kushy with our own room even a workout room Those women there were comfortable I was not and was getting out that place to have my own Didn’t want my families help either it was my goal to reach on my own
There was nights I cried because I thought maybe I shouldn’t even try and just leave this world but Honestly I’d read the Bible.. psalms helped me a lot .. I read psalms 5 every morning before school (If you are not religious I’m sorry for adding that part but it’s true)
Now I’m done with school have the things I need and a few that I want
Saying all this to say that you sir You are a conqueror whether you know it or not and you have the ability to do any damn thing you want ..
You leaving this world will not improve anything if anything it’ll be a colder world without you because you have a warm heart, and you’re an amazing person Material possessions or not genuine happiness Think of all those millionaires who commited suicide .. it’s not the possessions that bring you true joy It’s love .. as corny as it sounds.. it is love.. love for you as a person
Inbox is always open if you want to chat about anything my friend
It’s getting chilly af so I went and grabbed a few warm things from Ross and some shoez this morning 💓 I love the Love Wins shirt but couldn’t pass on the OK Bye lol
I actually forgot that that was the one she did naked
That came out when we were in high school I think.. people were shocked like wtf but it was done pretty tastefully with the hair covering the naughty bits