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2018-04-18 at 10:18 PM UTC in So it beginsI like this channel:
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2018-04-18 at 12:30 AM UTC in making amends with stupid noob
Originally posted by stupid noob They have me the option at first and I freaked out and said no then moved to my current city and every dr here said it had to be medically necessary ie gangrenous. Then I gave up for like 10 years.
How did the accident happen? Were you being young and foolish or were you working on the equipment or what? -
2018-04-18 at 12:22 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.I dont know how to delete this post.
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2018-04-18 at 12:21 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
Originally posted by Malice Happiness is an evil and must be renounced.
A simple illustration is when you choose to do something in an attempt to maximize your own personal pleasure as opposed to an action from compassion, which would alleviate the suffering of others. Play a video game/watch something/eat out/read for pleasure/whatever. Helping others would likely still give you some pleasure, albeit possibly lower, yet you choose not to devote your time to that due to your biological predispositions.
We're also 3 dimensional beings that are trapped in the present in a state or eternal becoming. Memories are nothing but shadows of past experience. If one day you enter a state, such as while under the effects of cancer, where you are chronically experiencing disutility, what good does the past provide you? It doesn't genuinely exist to you. We are perpetually trapped at one point and then it is over for all eternity.
Don't you see the problem with this? What difference is there between 80 years and seconds compared to the infinite. You're always now and then you aren't. There isn't some universal store of how many utility points you've accumulated/experienced over a lifetime, what you've experienced in the past does you no good in the most direct regard, unless it develops you as a person or you derive enough utility from mere memories in times of deprivation, which could be no different from mere fantasies.
It's nothing but being caught in an endless cycle without inherent meaning and then it is over, no different than it had ever occurred.
We lose nothing in death, because there is nothing of us to experience loss. Death is simply escaping the cycle of samsara, of surpassing fear and illusion. Life simply creates a need where there was no need to be met and due to the nature of reality you always run the risk of reaching a point where you will lament having been foolish and weak enough to continue in this cycle when there would have been no loss from accepting the end. Happiness/pleasure is like an addiction.
I'm escaping the cycle and will be free from whatever horrors the future may hold. It is liberation. The only valid reason I see to remain alive is out of compassion, if you believe you can alleviate more suffering than your life produces to others and are able to endure your own personal suffering. I'm stepping beyond that. No more desires, even the path toward a "better" world filled with less suffering, simply the path toward cessation.
I want to stop wanting anything.
I see.
But why do you want that? Why not enjoy the cycle of samsara? If it's just as meaningless as if it had never occured, that what is the difference between ending it or allowing it to happen?
How do you know that if you were to kill yourself now that would actually end the cycle of samsara? What if there is no escape? -
2018-04-17 at 10:29 PM UTC in zanick v maliceDoes your dick have a rash?
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2018-04-17 at 10:25 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.Why do you ignore me Malice?
I just want to understand your reasoning.
Why is suicide the only answer? -
2018-04-17 at 10:10 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
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2018-04-17 at 10:05 PM UTC in name a game more fun than GTA V
Originally posted by Number13 http://store.steampowered.com/app/227300/Euro_Truck_Simulator_2/
I still like being able to blow shit up.
I just don't do it as often as I used to. -
2018-04-17 at 6:28 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.Why does malice want to kill himself? Why doesn't he just do something that would make him happy?
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2018-04-17 at 3:42 PM UTC in What don't you share with NiS?Sex.
Money.
Power. -
2018-04-17 at 3:41 PM UTC in isn't it fucking weird we're alive right now
Originally posted by Something Squirrel Nothing is weird.
Is it "uncanny" or "supernatural" that we're alive? no its not. Is it "weird" when 99% of people use the word? It's almost never weird but everyone uses the word instead of what they really mean which is "Strange" or "Odd"
Weird
wird/
adjective
adjective: weird; comparative adjective: weirder; superlative adjective: weirdest
1.
suggesting something supernatural; uncanny.
"the weird crying of a seal"
synonyms: uncanny, eerie, unnatural, supernatural, unearthly, otherworldly, ghostly, mysterious, strange, abnormal, unusual.
Everything is the only way it can be. This is how it goes. -
2018-04-17 at 3:38 PM UTC in name a game more fun than GTA V
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2018-04-17 at 3:36 PM UTC in isn't it fucking weird we're alive right nowEverything is weird if you think about it.
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2018-04-17 at 11:58 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
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2018-04-17 at 11:58 AM UTC in name a game more fun than GTA VMinecraft
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2018-04-16 at 10:36 PM UTC in Found Old Gameboy StuffSo now that I'm really getting into Fire Red again, which 6 Pokemon are the best ones for the final battles against the Elite people?
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2018-04-16 at 3:37 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
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2018-04-16 at 1:57 AM UTC in Who's still playen Fallout 4 ?I should play new vegas again.
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2018-04-16 at 12:20 AM UTC in Who's still playen Fallout 4 ?
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2018-04-15 at 11:38 PM UTC in Who's still playen Fallout 4 ?I still play it from time to time but get frustrated when it glitches out and I have to restart the game.
