Posts by Exit

1. 2017-07-02 at 8:48 PM UTC in Deleted posts for: Exit
   

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   Hey girl where you been?
2. 2017-06-30 at 6:23 PM UTC in Deleted posts for: Exit
   

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   You are still making these?. Wow
3. 2017-06-30 at 10:39 AM UTC in Deleted posts for: Exit
   

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   >a month
4. 2017-06-28 at 2 PM UTC in Every time anyone asks me about my personal life....
   

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   Originally posted by RestStop Well this is going to against everything this thread stands for but what's so horrible about your personal life that it requires you to completely dodge and change the subject?

   
   If I even began to try and describe my social mishaps and crushing loneliness I would just raise too many eyebrows. I'm already kind of an outsider to a bunch of outcasts and it feels like I have a mask on whenever I'm around them.
   
   They keep wanting to go out and get drinks with me but I use my drinking time for sitting in front of a computer screen looking at old pictures usually.
   
   
   
   

   Originally posted by NARCassist just give them an evil stare and growl "mind your own fucking business", if you ever get into a situation where you just cannot avoid it any longer. works for me.
   
   
   
   
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   I need this job and the only way to keep it is to suck it up and pretend to be happy and smile every day.. my life is like fight club.
5. 2017-06-28 at 1:14 PM UTC in Deleted posts for: Exit
   

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   The new Big Brother is starting tonight on CBS
6. 2017-06-28 at 1:13 PM UTC in Every time anyone asks me about my personal life....
   

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   I'm able to completely steer the conversation another direction and distract them until they forget and in my head im thinking "What a Relief"
   
   Like for example, today I was with some co workers and one of them asked why I don't really use a facebook or whatever. Everyone thought I was like a mass shooter for a brief second before I said "oh yeah I need one with 50 friends so I can use Tinder"
   
   I said those words because everyone around me at the time was a forever alone tfw no GF beta, and the words tinder fried their circuits and went into a mysogynistic discussion about feeeeeeemales lol.
   
   I just stay quiet when they go on a tangent like that but the reality is I am far worse than they can even imagine.
   
   So yeah white collar jobs are okay I guess but this office social life is killing me.
7. 2017-06-26 at 7:58 PM UTC in whats the deal with cough syrup/lean/codeine/promethazine syrup
   

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   It eludes me, Rappers are always talking about how they are so hard for taking that shit but codeine is pretty much the weakest opiate there is, it's the first drug I did when I was like 16 and just got a nice buzz. One time a few months later a friend gave me a whole bottle of it so I was drinking it that night and eventually just drank the whole bottle. This was before I knew what "lean" was, I just looked up all the shit in the medicine cabinet on erowid and found out codeine could get me high. Then a few years later when I was around 19 or 20 I was smoking with some people and this dude was talking about how he was trying to buy a bottle of lean for like $200. The same bottle 16 year old me drank in one night and got moderately high.
   
   And there's rappers that supposedly overdose on lean but how the fuck does one even od on codeine? Like is it possible? Especially if you took it all the time and had a tolerance, codeine is such a weak drug.
8. 2017-06-26 at 7:57 PM UTC in Deleted posts for: Exit
   

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   I just made $1000 pressing buttons on a keyboard :o
9. 2017-06-26 at 7:56 PM UTC in Deleted posts for: Exit
   

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   I have pretty much ate out all year.
10. 2017-06-26 at 7:56 PM UTC in Deleted posts for: Exit
    

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    Bill Krozby
    Kinkou
11. 2017-06-26 at 7:56 PM UTC in Deleted posts for: Exit
    

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    Never change.
12. 2017-06-22 at 6:16 PM UTC in Deleted posts for: Exit
    

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    I still have nightmares from this thread.
13. 2017-06-22 at 3:02 PM UTC in Deleted posts for: Exit
    

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    Mail it to me.
14. 2017-06-22 at 2:56 PM UTC in Deleted posts for: Exit
    

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    Originally posted by RisiR † Aspie Memory on full display.

    
    You might be the only one here that doesn't have the IQ of a lobotomy patient.
    
    I actually saw this exact moment happen a few days ago.
15. 2017-06-22 at 2:49 PM UTC in I got thots in my head and they are not right
    

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    Pussies so cold they'll give you motherfucking frost bite
    
    
16. 2017-06-22 at 2:29 PM UTC in Thought I'd drop in and say hi.
    

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    At the start of the summer I started taking amphetamine every day, I decided to hate less, and my coworker/friend pushed me into asking a girl on a date. I started dating her, and she fell in love with me. I gained confidence and realized I was actually "lovable" by girls, and I realized I was an okay, cool guy.
    
    I remember having a solo session in my room one night, and having it sink in to myself that a girl actually loves me. ME. She wants to show me off to all her friends, and spend time with me, and most of all she wants to have sex with me. Fuck, all these memories are coming back now, because the idea of me having sex is fucking normal. But at the time all I'd done was fuck hookers, lol. But this was a girl who actually wanted me naked and to stick my dick inside her vagina. It was batshit insane to comprehend. Damn, I completely forgot about feeling that until now.
    
    But anyway, realizing this just changed me. I never knew that something like that was possible for me, since I always saw myself as unlovable, weird and different. Me vs the world. But having an attractive, normal girl in love with me made me feel worth something.
    
    I know in high school I was ugly. I had pimples, was overly skinny, and was a total spaz. I look in the mirror and don't see someone who's "hot", but I've had lots of people tell me that I am. I see someone who's just okay looking. Maybe it's ugly duckling syndrome, or god knows what… I guess beauty is just in the eye of the beholder, and maybe my personality just helps me look better.
    
    Anyway, midway through that year, I became depressed from serotonin depletion because I rolled too many times. I hated my job, and I felt like it was a waste of my time on this earth. So I quit.
    
    I got another better job, with a more social aspect. I'm going to be leaving soon though. I'm going to travel the world and explore this place. I have the confidence now. I like being outside, and I'm not afraid to do a lot of the things the old me would have. I remember in 2012 or around that time, some guys on the side of the street stopped me to sign up for a charity. And I was too nervous and shy to say "no" and keep walking. That's just insane to me. Goddamn, I've changed.
    
    All this shit is only coming to me now, so I'm just rambling now. But another is walking down the street and having people yell things at me from cars. "Nerd!" "Loser!" It happened all the time back when I was younger, but now I'M the one yelling shit from cars. The last thing someone yelled at me was the other week, and it was a group of sluts being sluts.
    
    I really wish I could read my old Zoklet posts and see my viewpoints on things. Fucking Zok. I remember really freaking out about going to a club, because they were for "cool people only", and I couldn't do it. There's no such thing as a "cool person" to me now. The coolest people are me and whoever I'm hanging out with. I have no problems with going to a "club" now, and if anything they're beneath me. I don't want to get wasted or roll anymore.
    
    Damn, I've never really analyzed any of this. What sucks is I'm in my mid 20s now. I wasted a lot of time doing nothing. But I've thought about my time on Zoklet before, and goddamn a lot of that shit was funny.
    
    And yeah, I know that this may all be pointless but I feel like this place is the only thing I have left. I tried to be normal and it didn't work.
    
    I'm done trying to Enter society and reality.. I am now coming in thru the out door.
    
    
17. 2017-06-22 at 2:25 PM UTC in I miss being a loser with a new outlook on life every day.
    

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    Originally posted by Sophie Welcome back Enter.

    
    I thought this would be a safe space from the female horde.. Is it really Kinkou? or just a troll?.
18. 2017-06-22 at 2:12 PM UTC in I miss being a loser with a new outlook on life every day.
    

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    I knew the day would come where I'd be over 25 years old and have a durable personality, but I didn't know it'd be a depressed normalfag who feels emotions like guilt, empathy and anxiety. All that mdma really turned me into a pussy.
    
    I'm starting to wonder if the death of Zoklet caused the death of me?
    
    When did that site close down? Was it early 2014? Because that's the year I started doing drugs.
    
    Oh my god, Zok you fucking nigger. You ruined my fucking life. You ruined my fucking reality.
    
    You fucking NIGGER.
    
    
19. 2017-06-22 at 2:09 PM UTC in Deleted posts for: Exit
    

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    Just an exit bag
    
    

    Originally posted by Kinkou
    
    3 or 4 years ago when I was still fat lol &_&

    
    the fuck is that?
20. 2017-06-20 at 3:29 AM UTC in Deleted posts for: Exit
    

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    Nope.