Originally posted by Malice
Next will be a post on reputable Chinese replica clothing.
Before that, two random notes:
#1) The inorgasmia from Nardil seems to be subsiding. Took far shorter today, it was much easier to orgasm. Increasing pleasure as well, arousement, ability maintain an erection. Likely in part from continuing recovery from my ailments, primarily severe depression, even anxiety, the neurological and endocrine changes. NSI-189 and going out for walks/jogs also helps considerably as well, triggers a distinct boost in mood, energy, and cognition afterward. It was also likely influenced by taking a good dose of vitamin D3 powder at night with a meal (fat improves absorption by quite a lot) due to the effect on testosterone it has. As I've mentioned before, diurnal variation in T is standard among males, peaking right around morning, which is the actual reason morning wood occurs, increased arousement particularly after waking. It's actually also been found that this is the time when males most prefer/desire sex (median).
I've been finishing off, or rather, using it as the second phase as it was still taking a very large amount of time in the past, using the hand humping technique. Make a fist and then extend your fingers a small amount. Now peer through the tunnel that has been made, viewed from the inner/thumbward side. Do you have the image now? I mentioned, after someone brought it up, that largely due to being circumcised I had never preferred using lube to jack off due to it feeling less pleasurable, my penis head becoming overstimulated and desensitized from this too rapidly, and it being much harder to come, with orgams less intense. I had to switch due to needing far mor stimulation after the inorgasmia set in. I now figured that it was using too much lubricant, the wrong kind, that was the main problem. I wasn't experiencing enough friction. Switching to baby oil, not too much, worked far better.
As for the technique, I simply oil up my hand, the humped area, penis, with the outer side of the entrance the thumb and ring finger make, underside of foreskin and the area it covers, and head, receiving more lubricant. I then lay down a sheet of paper towel below my penis to prevent oil from getting on the bed sheets and to ejaculate onto. After this, I simply lay on my side, with a strong preference for the left, as this is my natural sleeping position, legs extended so as to make the length of my penis fully available, under the covers as the temperature will better emulate the vaginal cavity, which I've found to be quite important, the oil helping with heat retention as well, both from the air as well as friction and heat transference from hand, then simply adjust my left hand, the entrance I make facing the penis head, of course, and usually take my penis and move it with my right hand so that it pops in there, the entrance tightened so as to simulate initial penetration. Then, as with a woman, moving solely my left hand this time, possibly stabilizing with the left at times, I move generally repeat this motion, exiting and entrancing so as to indulge in the particularly pleasurable feeling of initial entrance repeatedly. I then gradually continue to insert further, the area beneath the head feeling particularly pleasurably, moving back and forth, even exiting at times and entrancing once again, until full penetration is achieved. Emulated vaginal tightness varies with time and visualization. After this the style depends on what sex act is being imagined, the female's response. Long strokes, even reaching the point of near exit, without need for right hand stabilization. Sometimes a pleasureable accidental popping out. Thrusting with hips. The right hand moving in tandem with long strokes and tapping the scrotum to emulate full penetration, "balls deep" as it is colloquially known, slapping against a woman's ass or clitoris (I've mentioned a theory I have, which I am quite confident, in the past, on how this feels particularly pleasurable and seems to be a strong natural orgasm trigger when done right likely due to evolutionary origins. In sex, this would signal full penetration and extension of the vagina from arousal, increased likelihood of the female being near orgasm, during which the cervix moves downward in a scooping motion, and seminal deposit being allowed to the furthest depth. Impeccable logic!). Variations based on imagined anal sex, being considerably tighter, needing time to loosen and fully work its way in. The woman on top, possibly moving onto my back for this, even moving her hips in a circular motion in tandem with with vertical movement, or simply holding the head and foreskin region in while moving in this motion, to quite exotic effect. The thought of a woman's pleasure, moans, orgasm, is by far the most arousing to me, something I noticed in my adolescent years as a novice self-pleasurer. The ideal trigger for orgasm being full penetration, long rapid strokes, a high degree of imagine pleasure along with physical indications, such as a flushed face, possibly other parts of her body, of course moans, language, maximal arousal from her body, such as focus on the perfectly proportioned derriere, grabbing, spanking, possibly even switching to a fantasy of her developing a strong desire for anal, even an addiction to it, and finally I have found that the thought of her in the doggy style position, legs spread a bit as a natural sign of the gates being opened for you, and upper body resting on something soft yet large at the top of the bed, which she rests her body on, elevating it, and from this position bending forward to rest your body against hers, have her posterior fully pressed against you, and passionately kissing her as you thrust deeply and rapidly, simultaneously enjoying every aspect, the maximal contact, feeling of intimacy, as well as her bottom and genitalia fully pressed against yours. From hence, thrusting always maintained, and the final, fullest, thrust times with the inceptive and most powerful ejaculation, one can achieve orgasm of the highest calibre!
And so concludes my masterful guide on the techniques used to achieve the most decadent and gratifying masturbatory escapade!
#2) I had a ton of 1 dollar bills, thought that was just about all I had other than maybe a few 5s, in a tray on my desk and had never bothered to check if I had more there.
No, Lanny, I was never near broke or borderline homeless, I simply thought I had less money than I feel comfortable with, prefer, as a matter of caution and responsibility, regardless of how erratic and inconsistent it may be, or simply appear (You know not my full thoughts and values.), in other aspects of my life.
Turns out I had 4 fucking 7 accumulated. Fuck this shit, goddamn 1s, I'm spending them ASAP instead of using debit to get rid of them.
Not only that, but I found numerous other bills as well, including hundreds. $457 total.
Good lord I'm uncaring about money relative to the average person. It reminds of the time I forgot an envelope in that tray for months with 2.7K in it. Oh, it was at the end of last year, I thought it had been more recent: https://niggasin.space/post/77566
Autism memory power, remembered the string of words I needed on the second google.
Well, I definitely need new shoes, the Merrell Vapor Glove 2 or 3, cheap slippers, Decibullz - Custom Molded Earplugs, 31dB, possibly a cheap laptop, or whatever the term is for the most basic kind, for school. Just need it for simple internet browsing and writing, a good battery life, dependable and durable. Although it's possible I may receive money for that. Hell, i could potentially even lie about (eventually or concurrently) pursuing a CS degree and use that as an excuse to request more money for a considerably more expensive laptop, due to what I would claim to be higher requirements. Clothes, possibly good ones from China. Definitely need new shirts and a jacket. It's going to start getting cold around November, and I can't stand the cold, especially if there's wind. Nothing I hate more than a cold wind, likely due to sensory hyper-sensitivity, which effects my skin as well.
I need some motherfucking weed. It's been some time since I ran out and last smoked. Helps with so many things, particularly the irritability I've been feeling and falling asleep on time. Well, that is really my fault due to staying up reading, sometimes until, god, even as far as 6-7AM recently. heading straight to the Green Cross for a half oz of AC/DC, then Purple Star, by far the best dispensary in terms of overall value, for the optimal indica flowers and wax they have. Stock up.
Oh, I need ketamine (Provides a strong rapid boost in mood, motivation, hedonic tone, ability to use willpower, and reduces anxiety, all of which last for 1-2 weeks after a single dose, as well as numerous other benefits, and is excellent for depressive episodes, in case I actually am mildly bipolar or experience episodes for an unknown reason.), clonazolam, and nortriptyline and reboxetine to combine with Nardil, during separate periods, to see what works best, as it prevents the tyramine reaction and allows you to eat whatever you want, may even reduce the effect of norepinephrine, which would be fantastic as I've written how it effects me due to the neurological archetype of my autism, the amygdala abnormalities, how it causes horrendous relentless anxiety, fear, and apprehension.
Hmm, so that's maybe $600 without the laptop, which I could possibly get for free. Oh, and I may/will probably receive a fair amount of other money for expenditures, even cost of living. When I registered I requested to speak about, register for, various programs i qualify for, so I may receive it from multiple sources. Excited to see what the most I can get is.
Oh, another thing that was mentioned during the orientation! Students are actually allowed to take one class at UC Berkeley, which is really close by, at the same cost per unit as what the community college charges (I believe my fee is waived.). What a sweet deal! I'll actually be able to select the most interesting class relevant to my goals I can find and experience UC Berkeley, a bit of what it's like, right away! Score!
Good lord, 1849 words this time!
I was wrong, Falco, I just don't learn. I went right back to my autistic predisposition.
Oh, actually, I took flmodafinil today, which always plays a huge part. Jesus christ it could make me productive if i channeled it to something like school, which I absolutely plan to do. No, seriously, imagine if I channeled all this power toward school. Shit, ideally I could probably get done with the entire semester in, like, 1/2 the time at least!
Post last edited by Malice at 2017-08-03T05:18:03.471518+00:00
The entire italics part is about jerking off....
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2017-08-03 at 11:52 AM UTC
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i want to see your drawings
Originally posted by NARCassist
how long mescaline trip last for?
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Like ACID. About 8 hours.
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LOL. Shameless plug once again.
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2017-06-21 at 10:55 AM UTC
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Kyle Odom's manifesto
Originally posted by Kinkou
I bang my head on the counter when I'm taking a shit. Sometimes it leaves marks on my face.
You have been here for two days and already posted over 300 times. I give you a week until you burn out and leave.
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2017-07-30 at 2:13 AM UTC
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Tranny Fags: GTFO
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Originally posted by What_a_Kreep
Making a girl cum/making herself cum over another man.
*points and laughs at Kreepky K's boyfriend*
L.
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2017-07-29 at 10:12 AM UTC
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Your ideal breakfast.
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Why would you throw a ping pong ball at a stripper?
Did they shoot them back with their pussies?
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2017-07-28 at 7:06 PM UTC
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Are other planets even real?
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A box of Chocolate Lucky Charms costs 12 bucks here. Wdf.
Then I found out that they are 37% sugar and this
The marshmallows are meant to represent Lucky's magical charms, each with their own special meaning or "power." The following are explanations of the permanent marshmallows:[12]
Hearts - power to bring things to life
Shooting Stars - power to fly
Horseshoes - power to speed things up
Clovers - luck, but you will never know what kind of luck you'll get
Blue Moons - power of invisibility
Rainbows - instantaneous travel from place to place
Balloons - power to make things float
Hourglass - power to control time
Cray. Ze.
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Pregabalin > Gabapentin > Baclofen.
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2017-07-27 at 2:37 PM UTC
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sparkling water
Originally posted by Helladamnleet
I've tried it once or twice and it's nasty.
Did it hurt your gums? Did the bubbles tear some of the rotten flesh off your jaw bone?
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Originally posted by Helladamnleet
Nope, and I'm not. I have not one single time posted a link to a competing forum, and Lanny already said in another thread he doesn't give a shit when he accused me of the same thing. I use a private image host, that's it. Sorry if that triggers you, but I'm not going to stop using it.
Originally posted by Helladamnleet
There is no forum at the link Risr provided, but at http://newtoTse.com there is an active copy of phpBB running
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Originally posted by Helladamnleet
Don't listen to the, Doug. We all like you. How's the weather down there in Austin, Texas?
LOL.
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2017-07-26 at 1:19 AM UTC
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Way to blow the lid scron E
Originally posted by Helladamnleet
*insert poorly constructed "insult" about how nobody wants 'poster' here*
PTSD inflicted.
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2017-07-18 at 6:59 AM UTC
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The Innocence of Children
Just got a laugh attack thinking about mmQ freezing to death in Fargo, starving and in WDs while Captain 500 is feeding Bill the Cat in no shits given Florida. Hahaahaha.
You're only a good person until someone gives you the slightest reason not to be. May it be your own entertainment. That's cold.
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Fucking retards arguing about AI growing weed, lol. I hope the AI kills both of you.
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Originally posted by Phoenix
Hahaha, I'd only do it if you asked me to because it would hurt less than whatever you were feeling at the time.
I'd also not feel one hurtful thing in the world if we met so no need for that. :)
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