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2018-11-23 at 4:50 PM UTC in One more year
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2018-11-23 at 4:46 PM UTC in One more yearI actually used to do Yoga before. It's pretty fucking cool. Also 18 years of Judo so BJJ will be an easy transition.
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2018-11-23 at 4:41 PM UTC in One more yearI might start doing Brazilian Jui Jitsu and do yoga.
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2018-11-23 at 4:39 PM UTC in One more year
Originally posted by Technologist I bet if you set small goals, a year is plenty of time.
I know when you’re down like this it’s hard to look far enough into the next hour, let alone setting goals; but you have to force yourself. You have to kick yourself in the ass enough times to decide you’re ready for a change. Going through down times like this can give you enough incentive to get you out of it. I’ve isolated myself before, but that just makes it worse, you don’t have people to give you another perspective. You have to force yourself to get out. I’m no psychologist, I just know how I’ve felt when I get depressed.
Thanksfor the advice.
Here are my goals...
#1 - Rebuild my place so I can install my old equiptment in a spare room so I can grow weed again
#2 - NOT SELL ANY WEED TO ANYONE
#3 - Somehow get a social circle of Cannabis lovers that like me because I grow the dankest buds
#4 - Get a girl I can share my dank buds with
#5 - Being able to afford top notch steroids again
#6 - Build a home gym
#7 - Not wanting to kill myself
Yea, that's basically it. I don't want much from life. I just want to have a good time and some action. That's it. -
2018-11-23 at 4:32 PM UTC in One more year
Originally posted by tee hee hee You can right now go for a walk.
It will get out out of the house.
It will get you some sunshine.
It will be some exercise.
It's night time here. Cold and foggy. Gotta go check my bank account later, though.
Yesterday I went for a 2 hour hike in the woods, I used to do that basically every day in the past but this time I got pretty depressed. I found a bag of sugar leave trim (weed) in the freezer which I had been smoking the past two weeks but no I ran out again. That fucking sucks. -
2018-11-23 at 3:51 PM UTC in Buying/owning a personYou can't ever own somebody else. I've worked around some really shady shit. Girls being brought into the country to do work and stuff like that. People getting in so much debt that they basically own their soul to someone else.
You can't ever own another person, though. -
2018-11-23 at 3:46 PM UTC in One more yearHey.
I have to change basically everything about my life. Like, seriously. Just don't know if I can do it. -
2018-11-23 at 3:44 PM UTC in What do you see?I do see the continent of Africa is that's what you mean.
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2018-11-23 at 3:43 PM UTC in Unnanounced Visitors - Yay or Nay?Nobody ever visits me. Even when I was doing business my home was off limits. Not many people even know where I live.
The only ones that show up unannounced are cops and that's not that great. -
2018-11-23 at 3:40 PM UTC in One more yearIf next year goes the same trajectory as the last five I'll just give up. I'm always alone and sad. It fucking sucks.
It's been over 4 months since I did anything with friends. I haven't really talked to anyone since then. I want to die.
I never thought I'd reach this point but it happened. It's my own fault, though. I regret so many things. Yea, yea, yea. Go fuck yourself. -
2018-11-23 at 3:31 PM UTC in How do you shave?I put my face in acid.
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2018-11-23 at 3:26 PM UTC in This Site is Deader than a Necrophile's DateI hate this website.
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2018-11-22 at 4:26 PM UTC in How to send a proper text message to a drug dealer
Originally posted by gadzooks Holy fuck, I had the awkward drug-dealer moment of the CENTURY today…
So A (we'll call him A), had hooked me up with a few hundred worth of crack before.
I always assumed there was an automatic commission or some other form of compensation for his third-party marketing and client-discovery.
Then today, I buy a zip (ounce) of meth off of him, and it gets to this really awkward point, kinda like when you're buying takeout (and picking it up yourself), and you're just not sure what the tipping protocol is.
Fuck, it was brutal.
I threw him $20 (on top of the $700 for the zip) and told him we'll talk more about it in the future.
I was so out of my mind high on coke and speed one time that I gave a dude double the amount of money for some benzos. It was basically all the money I had but I felt super pimp just tossing it at him. -
2018-11-22 at 4:22 PM UTC in I currently do not have an erection.I'm going through a similar phase. I can still get it up, no problem. I just don't enjoy it that much.
This thread fluffed my dick up a bit to be honest. Maybe we can help eachother. -
2018-11-22 at 4:14 PM UTC in I just figured out what fym meansFree your mind, son. You momma needs lovin', too. Deep, hard, sloppy lovin'.
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2018-11-22 at 4:09 PM UTC in I just figured out what fym meansFuck Your Mother.
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2018-11-22 at 7:37 AM UTC in Now everyone in the 313
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2018-11-22 at 7:33 AM UTC in Better watch your backsGive him a little scrub you prude.
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2018-11-22 at 7:31 AM UTC in Better watch your backsI'll watch your back while I hold you down and press my fat fucking cock in your little asshole. In the beginning you still try to fight it but as soon as I get through the O ring and push in you can't do anything but accept your place and you push your face into the mattress and lift your ass up for me to take it.
Big cock boss nigga RisiR. Pray to me while I cum inside you. -
2018-11-22 at 7:27 AM UTC in This Site is Deader than a Necrophile's Date
Originally posted by Mewsik Happy Thanksgiving Gad. I’m assuming your not spending it with Family?
It’s my youngest son’s 27th birthday in a little less than 5 hours. It breaks my heart that I yet again, won’t be giving him a birthday hug, or Thanksgiving hug this year.
It’s crazy how quickly time flys. Yet, how much time and change has happened. I try not to think negatively about why my youngest, who I honestly relate to the most of my 3 on a spiritual level, and I are so far apart now….
It sounds like you will be zooming along for a while. I hope the choices you make, are worth it.
Hugs …
Let me lick your asshole.
