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2021-09-13 at 9:39 PM UTC in What are you doing at the moment
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2021-09-13 at 9:27 PM UTC in All roads lead to kill yourself
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2021-09-13 at 9:22 PM UTC in What are you doing at the moment
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2021-09-13 at 9:13 PM UTC in Haha, i just did a CRIME!
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2021-09-13 at 9:10 PM UTC in What are you doing at the moment
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2021-09-13 at 9:02 PM UTC in What are you doing at the moment
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2021-09-13 at 8:59 PM UTC in Haha, i just did a CRIME!
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2021-09-13 at 8:55 PM UTC in What are you doing at the moment
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2021-09-13 at 8:50 PM UTC in All roads lead to kill yourselfThat's why I became a bus driver.
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2021-09-13 at 8:46 PM UTC in Haha, i just did a CRIME!
Originally posted by Sophie I just got back from setting off a 250g AP putty/TATP charge in a residential neighborhood. The best part was that all the car alarms went off. I love it when that happens.
A guy I used to hang out with is doing time for a similar stunt. Don't know the full story but he was on trial for explosives before and was a well known criminal in a small town so it probably wasn't too hard to figure out it was him. -
2021-09-13 at 8:41 PM UTC in Option to disable thanks featureJust close your eyes, nigger.
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2021-08-09 at 5:04 PM UTC in I made a new friend who looks exactly like Bill Krozby
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2021-08-09 at 5 PM UTC in World to hit temperature tipping point 10 years faster than forecast
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2021-08-09 at 4:48 PM UTC in What are you doing at the moment
Originally posted by mmQ I just get slightly defensive when its brought up (my mom even mentioned it), because I know if it is a manic state, that means I will inevitably have a really bad crash, and this isn't gonna be thr start to something more permanent for myself.
I'm not like expecting the world change overnight and pure sunshine and rainbows, but if I believe this won't last, then it…won't last. My brain has always done that and im fucking FINALLY beginning to have a little more faith in myself than I ever have, for a long time anyway.
Just you popping back in feels like another little good omen. Tee fucking heeeeee!!!!!!!!
I understand that very very very well and if you believe me or not but I thought to myself "I hope he doesn't take it the wrong way" while typing it out because I know I would have lol. I know that feeling very well and what helped me to get over it a bit is doing good things regardless of how I feel so even when I feel down I still do it and that tells me it's not just an episode. I've been there, too. -
2021-08-09 at 4:39 PM UTC in What are you doing at the moment
Originally posted by mmQ Lol I'm trying but I don't think its mania. I'm just genuinely trying to do some new things and I've been listening to a lot of helpful stuff online to try and incorporate in me loife. I was just manic one time and that was Prozac induced and gave me lots of BAD IDEAS. I'm drug free currently. And just GOOD IDEAS.
But we shall see. I believe in myself for once. Like, as in, I can be more than mediocre and content with said mediocrity.
Yea, I was just joking but that reads very good. Those small changes make a huge difference especially when you stack them up like that. That's how you change your life, man. Sick. I love it. -
2021-08-09 at 4:36 PM UTC in Why are MOON PERSON gen so effeminate?
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2021-08-09 at 4:34 PM UTC in World to hit temperature tipping point 10 years faster than forecast
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2021-08-09 at 4:33 PM UTC in What are you doing at the moment
Originally posted by mmQ thats the name of the poem
FINE
How do you feel? Fine.
How do you do? Fine.
Pick up some milk later? Fine.
Don't be a Wren hater? Fine.
Be nice to the animals? Fine.
Throw away my garbage? Fine.
Quit smoking cigarettes? Fine.
Without using nicorette? Fine.
Don't drink and drive? Fine.
Encourage your brethren? Fine.
Make a life thats worth living? Fine.
Don't always take, do some giving? Fine.
FINE!
Nice. -
2021-08-09 at 4:32 PM UTC in What are you doing at the moment
Originally posted by mmQ I don't know what the fuzz is going on. I just went for an hour walk by myself down the big fancy path where all the REGULARS go. I smiled and said hi to every person I passed even if they weren't even acknowledging me.
I've made my bed every day this week (wtf?).
I'm eating bananas. I emailed my grandparents. I'm making phone calls to people I would never have otherwise made. I didn't sleep in on my day off.
I'm sitting here trying to think of something else productive to do today. Its not even NEWN yet.
That's it, mate. That's the never ending manic episode you have always dreamed of. Ride the wave and don't stop. -
2021-08-09 at 4:28 PM UTC in Why are MOON PERSON gen so effeminate?
