2018-05-25 at 6:20 AM UTC
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Waddup
The Self Thaught Man is a function to anonymou...size(?) your posts so your username doesn't show up anymore. It will kill your account, though. If you read old threads you come across posts that have that handle.
Also, this is the real deal Shaq O'neal. He went straight to the dumb "name a word" thread and let his compulsion go wild. He can't stay away from dumb threads with wordplays and somesuch. Never could.
Get a grip, fuckboy. Why would anyone try to abduct you?
I thought you were a §m£ÂgØL alt.
Is there any prove that you aren't?
2018-05-25 at 5:15 AM UTC
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Waddup
Where's ENTER and why? I never got the game you guys had going on.
Benny vader =/= trolly vader.
2018-05-25 at 4:56 AM UTC
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ATT: Risir
Just accept a blood transfusion you faggot. What's wrong with you?
When did you actually have a real relationship with anyone? You dismiss people at the slightest chance. Then you crawl back into your shell of self-deprivation and pity.
I swear, I'll beat some sense into you one day. I bet we can get Casper to actually pick you up this time so you guys can do a live version of a buddy-movie. Give it a chance.
Your life is fucking hollow because you don't give it any meaning by thinking how bad you got it. Over and over and over again. You have to break that cicle.
You think you know the fear of death but you actually fear life so much more. You contemplate suicide and lose yourself in the thought because it keeps away the thing you really fear. Life itself. I believe you are just as close to actually living as you are to death. Actually, you are just one fucking decision away from both.
Don't end something you haven't even started and fucking live you nigger.
I remember when you came from the ER with a mohawk and a smile on your face. Stop fucking torturing yourself by ruminating about how much you torture yourself and move on.
There have been times where you didn't feel that bad but you forgot about them. Move on. Don't drop out. You need to explore other ways of thinking because that is your biggest problem. You justify your suffering to yourself by the insane amount of research you have done but you fell for confirmation bias. Did you ever search for happiness? No. You just wanted to justify your suffering.
Be like §m£ÂgØL and play the ukulele for some geese or some shit like that. Stop doing what you are doing now and do the exact opposite. Don't kill yourself because you're afraid of being wrong.
I can relate.
I felt the best when I was at the worst place in my life. Surrounded by moral filth and delighted by it. The comfort of accepting to be scum was soothing. It is way harder to try and adjust to be "normal". I feel out of place among those people and their lives. A big part of me wants to go back to the streets and start slangin again but I know what kind of trouble it will bring and I'm not a kid anymore that can get away with wasted time. It is just so very hard to accept.
Damn, it feels good to be a ganster. In this new world I'm just a wanker. A nobody without any accomplishments but a few bad habits I carried over. I used to be someone. Now that that's gone I feel almost crazy trying to be part of this new shit that makes me feel so bad when it used to be so easy to feel good.
It is what it is, though.
You need to eat steaks shirtless and pray to Allah, my friend.
We cannot change what we feel and we cannot change what we think. We can only change what we do and the other two will follow suit. I have learned that in rehab. It is the truth, though. Go back to your old self if that's what you seek but maybe you should leave your current discomfort zone not for the old comfort zone but for a new place so you can re-invent yourself and stop being a goddamn faggot. Howwbout dat?
