2015-08-31 at 7:28 PM UTC
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Had another spice overdose
The friendly crack dealer up the block leaves spice joints out for me occasionally because we're bros. I took one hit and held it in for probably 20 seconds and immediately hallucinated a voice telling me "You held that hit in for way too long" in an ominous tone. I did, I puked and spit out all sorts of shit over my kitchen floor while having heart palpitations and I screamed HELP ME over and over and my mom and my uncle who lives a few houses away came over and cleaned up my vomit while deciding whether they should call an ambulance or not. Then I went catatonic on the floor. They didn't and I passed out on my bed for the rest of the day. Having seroquel and fish oil to repair any damage I might have caused. It's weird how whenever I puke on spice I cough up this nasty tasting stuff that's like pure bitterant chemicals. I only took one hit and now I lost the joint, damn I want to find that joint that was some good shit.
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when I was your age, we would sprinkle prozac on weed and smoke it
It got you fucked up, in a way I can't describe
that sounds just plain bad
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the path to enlightenment is paved with self induced house arrest
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2015-08-04 at 7:16 PM UTC
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Roshambo's Trianglism Comics
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2015-08-04 at 7:16 PM UTC
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Roshambo's Trianglism Comics
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2015-08-04 at 7:17 PM UTC
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Roshambo's Trianglism Comics
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I asked her if she ever wonders if the life she's in is a dream and her dreams are the real world
"well we as catholics are supposed to believe we are judged first"
Then I asked her if the past is merging into the future and the present
"Idk I mean maybe"
She was on vocabulary worksheets level E when she was 12.
Her response though is just "I'm not smart." it's so cute I just want to bite her little butt. I have no idea how I never realized the person I was talking to is borderline mentally retarded except cocktail for indiscriminate hitting on kittens that become your BFF and you guys do all sorts of things you don't remember at all and you couldn't even remember her name for the first week
Now she's all like Munchausens and favoriting love songs all the time and songs about break ups, like what the fuck girl do you realize what I said to you even.
Then when she's 16 I'll confess my love to her, take her virginity, and never, ever call her again. It will be the most epic pwn ever.
We hug mafia now
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2015-06-29 at 10:33 AM UTC
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Does anybody here have HPPD?
I have it pretty strong. It's not unbearable static like some people get it, but I can see patterns appearing in my vision, especially with my eyes closed, almost all of the time, and I can consciously manipulate my hallucinations so that I feel like I'm tripping even when I''m sober i.e. the psuedohallucinations are interactive and controlled. I'll give an example of the visual phenomena I am experiencing at the moment. Looking around, everything is in a very, very mild multicolored static which is only noticeable when you purposely try to look at it. When I look into the distance I can make the fuzz take on somewhat geometric forms. I can auto-kick the derealization of bundy into gear, and I can move things in my field of vision slightly by staring at them. With closed eyes, I'm getting a vague image of an ovary or a penis in blue static in front of the black behind the eyelids. Do meditative techniques increase visual hallucinations? In fact, I'm really curious in general neurotransmitter manipulation by conscious though. Like, would it be possible to achieve significantly altered states of consciousness with only endogenous neurochemicals? If there's a free acid trip burrowed in my brain somewhere hell yeah I'd take it. I wonder if HPPD is a form of receptor rebound.. Like, the 5ht2c receptors get antagonized leading to a particular secondary messenger pathway when psychedelics are ingested, and then this antagonism distorts perception and feedback inhibition in optic nerves, leading to an exaggeration of certain elements, an inconsistent recurrence of specific optic networks resulting in visual pattern hallucinations. NMDA antagonists instead of working on feedback inhibition, which is the reduction of neural activity after a specific metric of signals have been sent...work by inducing sensory shutdown, with NMDA receptors turning off less essential neural networks and leaving a more basic brain which in turn has to use its energy to "fill in the blanks" induced by the shut down neural circuits, so the more essential neural circuits induce hallucinations so that your brain isn't processing absolutely nothing. Anticholinergics I'm not so sure about, I know choline converts to acetylcholine and this is an important neurotransmitter for muscle contractions as well as learning...so I guess a lack of choline causes a sensory shutdown which isn't a true deactivation of neural networks, but all the neural networks you typically have become weak and aperceptive, just like your muscles become weak. Then coupled with the dysphoria, when your brain tries to fill in the blanks, you get spiders. Not sure about cannabinoid 1 receptors either but I think the psychedelic qualities might have to do with the induction of neurogenesis. The only other receptors I can think of which may be implicated in hallucinations and schizophrenia is the kappa opiod receptors. I've never gotten high on salvia before so I can't really make any assumptions on what it's general properties or mechanism of action for hallucinations is. Guided meditation alongside foods that increase specific neurotransmitter levels or act as weak versions of these drugs (especially certain herbal teas) might have some promise for those dedicated to a spiritual experience. I consider the little temple I see in the back of my eyelids when I close my eyes to be the home of my consciousness, looked at from an alternate entity's perspective. I call it the Temple Of The Sickness, because Candiria (which is a shitty hardcore band) made an album called that and the album cover is quite similar to the hallucination. I also masturbate without any porn half the time because I just visualize the sex.
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2015-07-15 at 5:07 AM UTC
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The tuff post
LISTEN FUCKERS
THIS POST IS GOING TO GET YOU PUMPED
Arrati arrati arrati the men in the green coats let me live for another day while I am returning from the astral plane of the spectrum color identified as """""""""""""blue"""""""""""""""" quote/unquote and i don't even care man i don't talk to people i exist in the schizovision which disconnects the outside world from the outside world so one is not truly conscious but instead exists as a disembodied consciousness meant to disembowel consciousness of chicks that have sorta shorta hair but she had soft features and when legs move they go V formation of the musculoskeletal structure of the anatomy of her being which gets severed from multiple pivotal points and skinned and turned into teddybears to be sold to edgy etheopian children that live in russia but can't afford food but they look like white persons because they've never seen the sun not even once and I just want to freak out and punch a wall and DESTROY BECAUSE FULL POWER AND I WALK DOWN THE SIDEWALK STOMPING ON THE GROUND CUZ IM PUMPED AND IM THE SHIT RN yeah thats what I screamed in the bitches face while I took a long look at the V legs and her V and I started using krazy glue cuz im crazy and i used krazy glue and staples to connect all the v's together and i made letters like x and d and r nd t and y and 430fif which is a single letter and can be used in a sentence like 3fh8hf083f0h84f34how are you doing today234o9uf-34f23j-4fj30fj39-j-9f234j34gf93f90j3 do you agree with 4-u9f3f-u493fu9-34i-???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
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2015-07-13 at 9:37 PM UTC
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Ever tried the drug called...
You say drug addiction I say love affair
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2015-08-11 at 7:34 PM UTC
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Bill Krozby's joke thread
does anyone else think this might be the worst thread on the entire internet? Bill Krozby might as well have posted I LIKE CHEESE!!!! and posted a video of him fucking a monkey
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2015-07-02 at 12:22 PM UTC
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Rocklin is on suicide watch
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2015-08-09 at 3:39 AM UTC
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I raped ashley
No, not really. But I followed her around the play and I sat behind her, kicking her seat every few seconds and making her stumble a bit. I proceeded to do this for 3 hours. I pulled her chair close to me and started breathing down her neck. It was actually fun as hell, because I knew in that 3 hour period I could piss her off so fucking badly and she couldn't do anything to stop it. Admittedly it turned me on a bit because I got to make her body unwillingly jiggle to drama show music while I blow my breath at the back of her head. Then I asked her how her grandma died and she told me not to talk to her again. When kicking her chair I would notice her back going up and down slightly and I realized I made her so mad she was actually hyperventilating.
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Is smoking crack a nootropic?
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