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2019-02-15 at 7:30 PM UTC in that "Bill Krozby" guyhey IWD does this make you want to do meth because it does for me
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2019-02-15 at 1:25 PM UTC in my neighbor is kind of a prickhe gave me 8mg's of sub the other day out of nowhere after not talking for awhile. yesterday at 5am i started playing ajr and singing in the shower getting ready for my job and he's knocking on the door and i come out in a towel to see whats up
anyways its 8pm and im playing the spider man soundtrack and he calls me asking me to turn it down... lol.. i ask him for drugs and he says he doesn't have any and i say well i can't turn down the music sorry but not sorry that i never sleep and like to listen to music at normal times.
the guy is a total asshole, when he first moved in he would literally knock on my door in the morning crying asking me to drive him to go buy crack and heroin and i was like no fucking way ask your bitch gf to do it, while she's standing there frowning at me for not doing it, but im the dick -
2019-02-15 at 3:07 AM UTC in Crack is fuckng dumb as fuck.Once again meth is the answer here.
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2019-01-28 at 4:35 AM UTC in Random image thread
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2019-01-28 at 12:45 AM UTC in Random image thread
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2019-01-27 at 11:55 PM UTC in Random image threadSee, hot chicks in unreasonably short skirts, and early Autumn landscapes, surreal pranks/art-pieces with a tomato slice coming out of a vending machine, or politically charged photos with bold statements about the human condition like the first three in the OP...
Those are random images.
Yours are, while technically random... a bit lacking in taste.
Then again, I guess art really is definitely subjective, so maybe I have no business stating such judgments...
But this thread would be a lot better with the aforementioned type of images in lieu of the latter (IMHO). -
2018-06-15 at 8:13 PM UTC in LaterThat's the wrong bus don't get on.
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2018-05-04 at 10:10 PM UTC in Kids from the city are incompetent at everything besides being a poorly functioning cog in someones machine.I took these city kids to a river, It was a shitty river spot but they had the time of there lives. Its insane how people from the city don't even know to go to the river and swim during the summer. Everyone that does road work, construction, or manufacturing are from outside the city or like me and live in a city to have access to these jobs. I can walk onto any construction or manufacturing site and all the tough ass motherfuckers respect me because I know how to work and they don't have to pick up slack because of me. I'm a better worker than my father. Also I love how guys will lie about just about any shit but if you ask them "are you a man?" thats one lie that isn't easy for them to swollow. I'm a man not because I do a mans job but because of all the times I've been the better man, so many times that its become part of my identity. Anyways, I'm not trash talking you incompetent bastards, honestly I feel sorry for you, but go do some real hard work and get your friends and find a river spot to swim in in the summer, it feels great, I wish I could teach you all the things I know but thats not practical, my children will be leaders.
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2017-05-28 at 8 AM UTC in Vaporizing Methamphetamine in a glass bubble pipe is way more complex than Rocket Science.To launch a rocket you simply need proper Aerodynamics to keep the bitch from flipping mid air, a large amount of thrust and a nice solid multi stage booster system to lift you out of Earths atmosphere in a few minutes. 3 Stages and some simple math to calculate the Delta V and orbit. Humans were literally launching shit into orbit before anyone ever got high on meth.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Orbital_inclination_change
To "smoke meth" which is actually vaporizing it in a glass bubble pipe you first need to inspect your fuel source (the tek)
A proper hit is best achieved by knowing every property of the crystal you are about to melt, it helps to know its purity%,how it was made, if it's a sulfate or hcl salt, even the structural isomer is important to know, this affects the melting point and can throw it off by a lot.
Also there is much debate into what to use to melt/smoke the shit. Candles are only good for melting the stuff in stems but should never touch the bubble, soot is not good for the pipe even though you can just wipe it off if you do get soot somehow the pipe might need to be cashed (outside) cleaned with hot acetone or possibly even discarded.
Pipes are easily ruined from burnt shit, contaminants, dust, hair. If you use any marijuana paraphanalia on a tek pipe it crates a horrible mess and ruins the pipe, even one pin head sized glob of resin can render the finest glass dick useless. Stems should also be taken care of and lot allowed to get totally fucked up like this girl has!
How you load the shit is also important, do not ever touch the shit unless you have gloves on, I use straws to load shit through the carb, never put loose meth down the stem or some might stick to the side and you will suck meth into your mouth which is the worst taste ever.
ALso you should be careful how you hold and tilt the bowl, watch the puddle, don't let shit recrystalize upside down and keep the viewing window clear with periodic cleaning hits or else you will start down a slippery slope or ruining the pipe and have to buy/make so many of them. 1 pipe should last a while but I tend to rotate like 5 at once.
STAGE 1: melt down the rock/rock pile into a puddle, keep the lighter a few inches from the bowl and twirl the pipe around like your rocking a baby or a boat,soon it will start to smoke and turn into liquid, you can start inhaling the vapor lightly like a mild soft kiss but not too hard because right now the puddle is in a very complicated state of matter. Its a liquid but it needs to cool and crystalize, in this form its very sensitive to heat and air movement which is why you should kill the flame and inhale very softly so it can properly cool.
inhaling too much will cause it to spit and spatter around the inside of the bowl and stem instead of melting in one nice pile.
once its melted you can move on to
STAGE 2: Rocks have strange melting temps and require too much heat to properly "smoke" which is why you must melt it into a puddle, let it cool to properly smoke the drug.
All you do now is the same thing with the flame, very slowly melt that sucker down again (it should take way less heat and be more sensitive) move the bowl back and forth it should quickly turn liquid and start smoking a lot, probably more than you can handle so don't keep the heat on too long if you aren't prepared to suck that glass pipe like you owe it money, because good meth is not cheap and wasting it sucks. I don't like to see anything out of the carb, I want it all in my lungs.
I dont know whats better, holding it in or blowing it out while you keep smoking, the hookers I know all blow out between hits and waste so much, burn it, they all suck at smoking. Nobody does it right.
I hold it in as long as I can and inhale a lot, probably lots of CO2 poisoning but oh well, Idk feels good man. Waste not want not. I OD several times a week from smoking alone.
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2017-04-24 at 11:35 PM UTC in Internet-Weed-Dude is IN THE HOUSE!!!Sup. I also discovered this place like a week ago or so.
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2015-11-01 at 9:42 PM UTC in BradleyB's Rock Bottom -- Recovery Thread[FONT=arial]Most of you know me pretty well and about my love of 211s so I will just gloss over it quickly before I start.
I am a 24 year old alcoholic, drug addict, and criminal. My addiction mostly stems from drinking alcohol, though I do like synthetic marijuana a lot. I've never had a problem using other drugs besides from the synthetic weed which I compulsively smoke until I run out and then just go without. The alcohol I wouldn't let myself go without.
For six and a half months I didn't drink from about December of 2014 till July 3rd 2015. I came back in full force and truthfully hadn't been sober because of the large amounts of k2, prescription amphetamines I was using.
My fiance I was with for what would have been six years ten days from now hated my drinking at the end of 2014 and my drug use while i wasn't drinking. Effectively I had traded one addiction for another.
Between July and August I went back full force and was drinking 2 to 3 four packs of Steel Reserve 211 a day on top of vodka (when I went out).
For those of you live in third world countries that don't sell steel reserve it is a malt liquor (the can says "Fine Malt Liquor" but I'm not convinced). It is the cheapest alcohol one can consistently drink and it's not hard liquor so my alcoholic mom (who I lived with since I went back to drinking in July) and my ex fiance preferred to me drinking hard liquor. It is sold for $2.55 for a 4 pack of 20ounce cans and packs a punch at 8.1% Alcohol Content. I also stopped drinking vodka daily in part to a seizure I had in the spring of 2014 when I ran out of vodka and had been consuming 1.25 liters a day + a 4 pack of the Steel Reserve.
I suffered from physical and mental symptoms the last time (at the end of September) manifesting itself in the following ways:
-Shakes/Tremors of the hands (majorly) and the head (minor) in the morning.
-Inability to Eat unless having consumed two cans of steel reserve already (hence why i did my cooking show Cooking with ZyclonB and BradleyB[/FONT][FONT=AppleSDGothicNeo-Regular][FONT=arial]© so drunk)
-Inability to Sleep (though this never was a problem because every day I sourced the alcohol)
-Being a malt liquor drinking nigger.
-Not understanding that my ex was pretty much leaving me for good.
-Not taking care of my arthritis, made worse by compounds found in the malt liquor.
-Pain in the kidneys/liver.
-Suicidal thoughts/Depression.
-Constant obsessive need to drink one more, not wanting to drink in the morning but needing to get well.
-Sweats in the early morning when i'd wake up.
Well then the police called me out of the blue and wanted to talk about some vandalism. My buddy had told me I whipped a steel reserve can through this kid's house (dude was a total faggot I picked on at the bar a lot), since it was a tall boy and a full can, it obviously shattered his window. I then may or may not have run up and pissed in the window, my buddy said I did but I don't think I'd do that considering the noise that'd it make.
Anyway, it was a block down the street from the bank that I used to go to until they closed their lobby. Not realizing their drive up ATM had cameras pointed at the road I was caught on security camera footage. Still don't know how the cops just *knew* it was me, but it's a small suburb of Milwaukee and like I said I've been causing crime here for awhile (my whole life).
So when I went to the police station to deny the allegations, they showed me some stills from the footage. I refused to accept what I did and the stills showed a 5'8-6'2, white male with a small beard, of average build, the note at the bottom said "runs with physical impairment" which is my arthritis.
I told them that's a bunch of horse shit, lots of drunks walk around with an intoxication-induced physical impairment, 5'8 to 6'2 white male of average build? That's not compelling evidence at all plus my mom would verify that I was at home at the time this happened. I deny the charges and will fight these in court to prove my innocence, I told them.
Then they said the unthinkable, "We want to offer you sobriety, the state will not make you pay for the window nor charge you with Criminal Vandalism if you agree to 60 days confinement in the county jail and comply with all forms of treatment."
Not wanting to be on probation, pay tickets, pay for that dumb fuckers window or have new charges I thought this was a good deal. But I am not new at this game they play.
"Have the DA sign a piece of paper saying no charges will be issued for this and I will enter in a no contest agreement to your proposal."
They told me I had to agree to it on the spot and admit what I did. I told them no and was arrested.
Before I had a hearing for bail they had the jail staff give me a paper agreement called a Differed Prosecution Agreement
([/FONT][/FONT][FONT=arial][SIZE=14px]A [/SIZE]deferred prosecution agreement[SIZE=14px] (DPA)[/SIZE][SIZE=14px] is a voluntary alternative to [/SIZE]adjudication[SIZE=14px] in which a [/SIZE]prosecutor [SIZE=14px]agrees to grant [/SIZE]amnesty[SIZE=14px] in exchange for the [/SIZE]defendant[SIZE=14px] agreeing to fulfill certain requirements. [/SIZE][SIZE=14px] Fulfillment of the specified requirements will then result in dismissal of the charges[/SIZE]) - Wikipedia[/FONT]
[FONT=AppleSDGothicNeo-Regular, lucida grande, tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif, Segoe UI Emoji, Segoe UI Symbol, NotoColorEmoji, EmojiSymbols, Symbola, Noto, Android Emoji, AndroidEmoji, Arial Unicode MS, Zapf Dingbats, AppleColorEmoji, Apple Color Emoji][FONT=arial]outlining the terms they had agreed with me on at the police department. Of course I signed this. The alcohol classes were supposed to start in a week, so i sat in jail, then they canceled[/FONT][/FONT] my classes. It's at this point I got over withdrawal and decided to actually try to live sober. I checked with the court staff and they said as long as I sat the time and was willing to do what they told me during it, i'd still be complying with the DPA. Even if they didn't have me do classes.
So from 9-1 to 11-1 (which is actually 62 days but who's counting?) I sat in a maximum security tier in Milwaukee County House of Corrections and did AA classes. They offered me something called Vivitrol. A once monthly injection that blocks opiate/alcohol receptors in the brain and makes you unable to feel the drink/heroin NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU DO. Effectively if I start drinking, I'll drink drink drink and nothing will happen, then out of no where I black out and pass out and the hang over lasts three or four days. The injection was given to me on the 29th of October at the cost of 800$ which the State paid for as a trial run to test it on alcoholics (they normally do it for heroin users), I'm one of the first two dozen people shot up in Milwaukee County with it for alcoholic recovery.
I'm also doing an outpatient twice a week, three hours a session class. I am eager to work the AA 12 steps and go through everything with a sponsor, I've never had a sponsor or gotten past Step 3 so this is huge for me. I've never really wanted this before.
The out patient place is free but will help me get on BadgerCare (WI state healthcare) which will cover the next shot in 25 days and also help me get my Rheumatoid Arthritis treated which I haven't ever tried to take care of in the last 8 years since I started having it. I'm going to pursue getting Social Security Disability as well. I think I get a FoodStamps/Quest Card right away too.
Since sobriety is boring, I've also started working on a fictional book. Just to kill the time with, I don't think it's that good but I'm very critical of myself and it's about 70 pages deep right now. I like to right to digress my mind before I go to sleep.
I haven't called my sponsor yet but plan to in about a half hour and start going to daily AA meetings. Probably should go to one today, yesterday my best friend came over drunk as fuck after the bar Halloween party closed. I didn't drink but I did start smoking cigarettes again, but if that's the worst part of my issue I'm happy with it.
My fiance the little Mexican lady I love so much talked on the phone and she wants nothing to do with me, doesn't want to text, talk to me, or anything. I don't know if this will change but I think she really hates me. I deserve that after everything I put her through and told her that. That was pretty big for me because normally I try to pursue one last chance.
I don't want to engage in sex with men or really with anyone anymore. At least until I figure out myself and what I need to do for my mind. I need to build up my relationship with Odin again who I neglect when I'm using and drinking a lot.
I miss who I used to be and don't wanna be the Ol' Drunk Ass 211 Drinkin' Bearded Faggot BradleyB anymore. I'd rather just be 'That nice guy who helps me learn/love/life.' I don't know who would ever say that about me or when it'll happen but I have faith.
I owe the Hospital like 2.2k, I owe UW-Whitewater college like 1.3k, and I owe the IRS 3k (even tho it started as 800 like two years ago). I need to handle my affairs and get my life in order. I have like 800$ left to my name.
I'm really scared about living with my Mom who is, right now at 3pm in the afternoon on a Sunday, already slurring her words a little and bitching at me that Netflix isn't working on her Chromebook with the HDMI cord to the TV which I have explained to her about a thousand times how to get going. Right now I'm thinking she just put the TV on the wrong input setting, but she's bitching so I'll have to cut this short.
So shit on me, tell me about how you're proud of my recovery, or just talk about me in general if you want. That's where I've been and this is wearing I'm going to go. I'll be here as always because I love this community so I've decided to open up about what's going on with me.
I'mma go set up my Mom's netflix, grab my smokes, and go outside and make my first introductory call to my AA Sponsor.
Thank you for reading my recovery thread, I will post details later. As I was incarcerated and not able to source alcohol or drugs I am not counting that time as sober time.
I'm very nervous about all of this, but I know it's what I need to do for myself.
Before anyone asks, I'm still not giving up the criminality lifestyle. Just the using and drinking. I love the Business as a whole more than I love myself as a person.
No BradleyB thread is complete without a picture of myself taken today, just after writing all this:
I am considering 11/1/2015 to my first day of recovery. -
2015-10-08 at 7:15 PM UTC in Is there any drug you'd fellate for?
Sure, I think it's natural for most people to feel repulsed by homosexuality, particularly around middle school age, but I've continuously tried to develop myself mentally, to improve and develop stricter adherence to rationality and optimal thought processes.
Everyone whores themselves out in one way or another. Does the aggregate amount of disutility, degradation/insult to your honor, from a lifetime of working compare to a 5-10 minute blowjob? Why does a lifetime avoidance of homosexual contact seem so inviolable to you? It's largely based on natural evolutionary factors, gender roles, the perceptions of others, and the detrimental effects stemming from them, but I chose to rise past the level of a filthy animal driven by primal instinct long ago and shun human society, particularly the most repulsive aspects.
Listen Malice. If i were to walk through a park on a cold and stormy night and a dude came up to me with a gun and i'd be unarmed at that moment and he'd tell me to suck his dick or he'd kill me i'd say: Go ahead and shoot me faggot. Look, it's less about 'doing something gay' than it is about the humiliation. I'd rather fucking die than be degraded in such a manner. True story. -
2015-10-08 at 11:16 AM UTC in Is there any drug you'd fellate for?Sure, I think it's natural for most people to feel repulsed by homosexuality, particularly around middle school age, but I've continuously tried to develop myself mentally, to improve and develop stricter adherence to rationality and optimal thought processes.
Everyone whores themselves out in one way or another. Does the aggregate amount of disutility, degradation/insult to your honor, from a lifetime of working compare to a 5-10 minute blowjob? Why does a lifetime avoidance of homosexual contact seem so inviolable to you? It's largely based on natural evolutionary factors, gender roles, the perceptions of others, and the detrimental effects stemming from them, but I chose to rise past the level of a filthy animal driven by primal instinct long ago and shun human society, particularly the most repulsive aspects.