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2019-08-07 at 4:49 AM UTC in What are you listening to right now, space nigga?
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2019-08-07 at 4:35 AM UTC in Deez street grifters doewhats with the van area and people with bullshit sob stories? like i had it happen to me when i was there.
the irony of an english guy begging from a native did amuse me tho.
I had a surreal encounter in teh ghetto the other day zooks, a guy on a bmx was coming up behind me and asked if i wanted to buy a bunny. I had to ask "a rabbit?" he stops and hold out this bunny which was cute af tbh. but i had neither 15 dollars or the inclination to purchase it -
2019-08-07 at 3:53 AM UTC in mehpost pix
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2019-08-07 at 1:05 AM UTC in White people shootingsweak whites lashing out
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2019-08-05 at 1:40 PM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
Originally posted by Technologist Oh, I just figured you were always apprehensive about the future.
I'm always in the wind so to speak, but i'm closing this chapter of my life. letting go and moving on. i took things to a point here where the problems were spiraling, compounding upon themselves. not going to take care of the old man anymore. wasn't good for either of us, but he can parachute out knowing he's got benefits whereas i'm left with my name all fucked and a relationship to repair. and a lot of bitterness. but we'll all be okay and nothing is really a crisis. i just wish i could have done better for him.
whatever, c'est la vie.Just wondering if it was a good trip?
It was a fucking wild ride, i don't want good times exclusively when i do them though, i usually want visceral terror. i didnt get that this time but they helped take me out of context and refocus.
I wanted to die for a while but now i want to cultivate, and i will. -
2019-08-05 at 11:44 AM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..I just said, like i should get some food.
apprehensive about the future. -
2019-08-05 at 11:28 AM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..i feel like getting some breakfast and planting a garden, too bad it's late in the season.
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2019-08-05 at 11:23 AM UTC in Ohio shooting
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2019-08-05 at 9:36 AM UTC in The IDF maims and murders Palestinians every single day in the name of racism and colonialism
Originally posted by HTS tfw you have no identity because you have no personality and just wanna be left alone to watch the identitarians murder each other T_T
thats the funny thing about it and the ambiguity i mentioned, people will identify you as something and try and murder you regardless.
they might not even be wrong lol, are we really the best judge of ourselves? -
2019-08-05 at 5:44 AM UTC in Nil in the void, tripping.i really should plan this shit better lol, sunday night wit shit to do and not much money to do it
ride the wave, surf it if you must.
life good on the fringe tbh -
2019-08-05 at 5:42 AM UTC in Nil in the void, tripping.to have all your "needs" met but to not cuase problems. every valve needs a release be it a bar, psychiatrist or forum.
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2019-08-05 at 5:40 AM UTC in Nil in the void, tripping.like reaching maximum atomiztion
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2019-08-05 at 5:39 AM UTC in Nil in the void, tripping.Current thoughts
chats with strangers who know me better than some close friends is like sme kind of define=ing charicteristic of this epoch -
2019-08-05 at 5:38 AM UTC in Nil in the void, tripping.I like this forum, forgotten amongst the forgotten.
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2019-08-05 at 5:31 AM UTC in What are you doing at the momentfuck guys, as a common space we all share with unspoken norms[the best kind] i know im all over and really should go outside, just want to apologise to you.
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2019-08-05 at 5:23 AM UTC in The IDF maims and murders Palestinians every single day in the name of racism and colonialismidentity is the watch word of the coming conflict, i wish i wasn't so ambiguous cuz these herds will trample flowers and weeds alike.
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2019-08-05 at 5:21 AM UTC in The IDF maims and murders Palestinians every single day in the name of racism and colonialismmy choice of word was intentional lol
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2019-08-05 at 5:16 AM UTC in Do you believe in reincarnation?ill engage with you tomorrow. right now i can't
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2019-08-05 at 5:14 AM UTC in Do you believe in reincarnation?11:14, im in the sticks and am all fucked thinking wandering in farmfields alone is a good idea.
have a good night man. -
2019-08-05 at 5:08 AM UTC in Do you believe in reincarnation?fuck faith bro, im going for a walk.