Posts by Nil

1. 2019-10-27 at 5:05 AM UTC in This allure.
   Nil African Astronaut [the overexcited four-footed chanar]

   Originally posted by Technologist Ok, well this tells me a lot. It’s love, and you know it. Be glad you found it, and have a chance to feel it.

   
   I dunno, it's kinda fucking with me lol. it would be nice if i wasn't so strange all the years in the basement reading nietzche, playing Counter-strike and masturbating probably stunted me in a way. It's not like women didn't come on to me it just never mattered to me. Then it does? I would rather feel nothing.
2. 2019-10-27 at 3:56 AM UTC in Imagine if somebody committed suicide on Christmas or Christmas eve, and their note was...
   Nil African Astronaut [the overexcited four-footed chanar]
   if they drew in the troll face I would prob laugh.
3. 2019-10-27 at 3:54 AM UTC in What happened to JigJo?
   Nil African Astronaut [the overexcited four-footed chanar]
   JJ was ok but he was never "real" just word games and witticisms. Probably went to reddit.
4. 2019-10-27 at 3:36 AM UTC in This allure.
   Nil African Astronaut [the overexcited four-footed chanar]
   But yeah i was planning on focusing on my affairs cuz there all kinds of fucked rite now, I'll prob wish her well when christmas rolls around even tho I don't really celebrate anything.
5. 2019-10-27 at 3:33 AM UTC in This allure.
   Nil African Astronaut [the overexcited four-footed chanar]
   I'll always be there for her, she accused me of trying to buy her her which i took offense at, it's more... i dunno indulging her is like indulging myself. Her words almost bear the weight of a command to me a man who would rather die than be led. My pride goes out the window along with my rationality. And it doesn't bother me in the slightest when it takes hold. I told her this, told her it's not me as well. I believe "love sick faggot doting on you" or something like that is what i said. I try and be honest with her, sometimes it's not a good way to go about things but I'm pretty conflicted about this myself. It's getting the better of me.
   
   In her way she kinda snapped me out of the malaise I was in, part of the reason I decided to change shit up and not kill myself. called my bluff in a sense.
   
   I don't know where I stand she's a goddamn mystery to me, I honestly think I might have hurt her a bit looking up whores lol, which I still find funny in a way, not like we're dating ya know just sort of dancing around each other. even our petty arguments are funny to me, like damn woman at least fuck me if you're gonna bitch me out. It's not just about getting laid with her tho, i just like her. I admire and respect her.
6. 2019-10-27 at 3:01 AM UTC in This allure.
   Nil African Astronaut [the overexcited four-footed chanar]
   I have a few years on her, she's mid I'm late 20's
7. 2019-10-27 at 2:51 AM UTC in This allure.
   Nil African Astronaut [the overexcited four-footed chanar]

   Originally posted by Technologist But, to be brutally honest, I don’t get the feeling that she reciprocates your feelings; and I hate to see you hurt, and turn into a woman hater.

   
   yea I know, I'm a fool not an idiot.
   
   I liked her cuz she doesn't give a fuck, the flip side is she doesn't give a fuck. but then all of a sudden she cares enough to get mad at me, cares enough that she thinks she needs to prove something to me(this is kinda a big deal as she really doesn't seem to give a shit about what other people think besides how she looks lol). then I send long messages which aren't always "nice" like yea i love ya and would rather not but don' insult me type shit and she doesn't just cut me out. . The whole situation is weird af, from our first meeting to what we were up to, like really we don't know each other that well. and she disappeared as soon as she appeared in my life. Fuck if it wasn't for the chance encounter before she left I probably would haven't spoken to her again but that kinda tripped me out tbh. city of a million and i see her when I'm leaving my friends place. and she's all over the place all the time.
8. 2019-10-27 at 2:14 AM UTC in This allure.
   Nil African Astronaut [the overexcited four-footed chanar]

   Originally posted by Technologist Nil,
   Walk away my dude. She’s pretty mixed up from the sounds of it.
   
   If you get with her, in a few months, or possibly longer, you’ll be coming on here after a bad breakup saying, “I told you all life is fucked up”. Then I’ll have to kick your ass for staying and asking for it with all these “red flags”.
   
   

   
   It's just... i dunno we have chemistry, we have nothing in common but she gets me in a sense. Not many do, not only does she put up with my tactless remarks but she tells me not to apologize for them (i usually do, shit just comes out)
   
   But yea stability isn't her, she's in the wind, on the run and looking to stay up. we're an odd duo.
   
   And I was trying to back off but I have a really hard time putting her out of mind, like i was hurt when she blocked me, which i laughed at myself about because of my general detachment. but this is something I'm having trouble with. fucking love i guess? Really never expected this.
9. 2019-10-27 at 1:56 AM UTC in This allure.
   Nil African Astronaut [the overexcited four-footed chanar]
   Well, I ended up driving 3 hours to get her on the 1st. yea yea i know ..... she didn't come back with me but i don't think she expected me to come either.
   
   Anyway, she put me up at her girls place while she was getting ready to leave. mostly just whisky, tech, smoking weed and late 90's rap while reading on the couch. lent her my truck, which i got a little paranoid about doing beforehand and regret being distrustful on that. She went through my phone at some point and started getting mad cuz I was looking up bitches on leolist, started interrogating me about this shit lol. Like I figured she didn't care about me but... i didn't care cuz i'm not rational when it comes to her. just want to be there if she needs a hand. with no regards.
   
   "i'm not some hoe"
   "just get a hooker"
   "what are those sites.... to find women"
   
   Like I would drive 3 hours for a some hoe, i actually got insulted and sent her a long screed after then she blocked me on FB. I sent her an email a couple weeks later and she replied, and what she said she must have read it all. Now I'm just confused.
   
   Maybe I'm just super fucking dense? I wish she communicated easier. I like her cuz she was blunt when we met, then she wasn't so blunt, then everyone I know said she was playing me only she got defensive cuz I sent her money for smokes when she asked me. Actually she gets defensive with me over shit that I don't care about. I don't judge her, like damn woman just cuz I'm not too keen on crime doesn't mean i judge it's just a risk-reward for me, sorry I digress.
   
   Anyway, I don't think I can have her as a friend, we argue too much and the feelz won't die down or go away. And i think if she wanted me it's different now cuz i'm just some dude who wants to bang whores to her now. like wtf she said she'd get me laid with sluts which i was like "yea whatever" but all of a sudden this is a problem.
10. 2019-10-22 at 5:37 AM UTC in Ok, an "official" goodbye thread might be prudent
    Nil African Astronaut [the overexcited four-footed chanar]
    Peace breh
11. 2019-10-22 at 5:35 AM UTC in How many of you wish you could be this guy
    Nil African Astronaut [the overexcited four-footed chanar]

    Originally posted by aldra what kind of a piece of shit aspires to 'inherit money pay whores'

    
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12. 2019-10-20 at 7:22 PM UTC in late night /pol/ is the best
    Nil African Astronaut [the overexcited four-footed chanar]

    Originally posted by Japan-Is-Eternal you can't be on multiple websites?

    
    If somebody kept posting about Reddit here I would bitch too.
    
    I don't give a shit about a bunch of koolaid drinking faggots circle jerking about handsome and well tanned individuals ad infinitum.
13. 2019-10-20 at 2:49 PM UTC in late night /pol/ is the best
    Nil African Astronaut [the overexcited four-footed chanar]
    If I was interested in 4chan I would... be on 4chan, stfu.
14. 2019-10-15 at 4:48 AM UTC in Anybody got any goals?
    Nil African Astronaut [the overexcited four-footed chanar]
    I want to get some fucking wheels
15. 2019-10-15 at 4:44 AM UTC in Turks are scum.
    Nil African Astronaut [the overexcited four-footed chanar]

    Originally posted by Erekshun Trump is a genious. Turkey is a member of Nato and now we are going to put sanctions on them…lol Pay your bills you Nato bitches!

    
    After the coup there were reports that Turkish officers assigned to be laisons for nato were tortured.
16. 2019-10-12 at 10:27 AM UTC in UN unable to pay some of its employees due to 100 billion dollars that TRUMP is refusing to pay
    Nil African Astronaut [the overexcited four-footed chanar]
    What's the UN even good for? Sinecures and signalling?
17. 2019-10-12 at 10:24 AM UTC in Got paid yesterday so I bought a Rolex
    Nil African Astronaut [the overexcited four-footed chanar]
    Gib $$
18. 2019-10-12 at 12:51 AM UTC in Racism is a mental disorder
    Nil African Astronaut [the overexcited four-footed chanar]

    Originally posted by -SpectraL I was born on this land. If you weren't born here, go back home, because they need you there.

    
    Whatever, there's no "canadian" people. No culture beyond what people born elsewhere produced. Where's your Shakespeare? Immigrants with history and culture are way cooler than the degenerate white people with neither.
19. 2019-10-12 at 12:23 AM UTC in Racism is a mental disorder
    Nil African Astronaut [the overexcited four-footed chanar]

    Originally posted by -SpectraL I, for one, don't want Americans or Brits or the French in my country. Only people I want to see in my country is the people legally born here.

    
    They all have just as much right to be here as you, settler.
20. 2019-10-11 at 8:19 AM UTC in Who here even has a driver's license?
    Nil African Astronaut [the overexcited four-footed chanar]

    Originally posted by Nil Cuz I'm shit at driving.

    
    Bump, called it.
    
    Caused a collision yesterday, bad left turn, wrecked the truck and am a little fucked up.