2020-10-28 at 10:30 PM UTC
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Censorship on left wing media
aldra
JIDF Controlled Opposition
got a summary?
right-wingers tend to cop it more (or at least are more vocal about it), but social media comes down hard on any group that convincingly goes against western policy.
I haven't really been keeping track lately but I know Venezuelanalysis ate it a while back along with other smaller pro-Maduro and pro-socialism pages. Southfront is another one - it's mostly pro-Syrian and pro-Russian, but their biases aside they drop a lot of direct media which has been embarrassing for regime change efforts there. I think ANNA-NEWS got dropped, and they released some of the most interesting raw footage
2020-10-28 at 9:56 AM UTC
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what is wrong with me
aldra
JIDF Controlled Opposition
1. parents are separated, both live about an hour's drive in opposite directions. see my mother every few weeks, haven't seen my father in a long time. used to see my father's family on a weekly basis until that. mother's family lives about 6 hours away and I see them every couple of years for christmas. mother's mother is only surviving grandparent.
2. I never claimed to be a psychopath or anything
3. I only got deep into geopolitics during the Euromaidan, started watching the riot videos because they were ace, then started to understand what was really going on there.
4. lack of purpose or anything I find particularly meaningful
5. hate crimes
2020-10-28 at 8:47 AM UTC
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what is wrong with me
aldra
JIDF Controlled Opposition
I feel like I'm going to regret posting this tomorrow
2020-10-28 at 8:45 AM UTC
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what is wrong with me
aldra
JIDF Controlled Opposition
feel completely detached in any meaningful way to the outside world but I'm not so autistic that I can't function. people generally seem to find me friendly and eloquent enough but without ever making an attempt to really connect. I don't feel that I have a place socially, nor do I feel that human society has a worthwhile future (one that I would be happy to work toward - I know some people like things the way they are, or are happy farming yams and carrying water jugs several kilometers a day).
I often consider opting out not because life is too hard or painful, but because there's very little I care about and grinding through another 50 years or so just seems pointless because unless I do something very, very bad, I'll leave nothing behind. The only reason I haven't already is probably just because I don't want to hurt the few other people I care about. And my cats.
I don't want to talk to those people I care about because I'm afraid trying to explain the things that led me to this state of mind could have an extremely negative on their own 'mental health'.
I'll answer whatever questions you have that won't lead to people being able to reach out offline (ie swatting, telling my boss or mother my favourite word is 'nigger' etc.). Or just troll I guess, I don't really care. I haven't been in great shape mentally for the last few weeks, and eating strips of etizolam seems to have made things worse rather than better (surprise)
2020-10-28 at 6:32 AM UTC
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Party python thread
aldra
JIDF Controlled Opposition
not a hunter biden thread
aldra
JIDF Controlled Opposition
yeah the few I've met were pretty decent people, but there's no way I could convince myself to honestly believe the doctrine without a lot of drugs and/or a lot of volts
aldra
JIDF Controlled Opposition
sometimes I consider joining a religion just based on how insane it seems, like Santeria or worship of those very specific Mexican saints. I was going to say Mormonism as well but that just seems like a more wholesome, boring kind of insane
aldra
JIDF Controlled Opposition
transplant everything into a new case? you probably can't without drilling holes and cutting; dell uses proprietary mounting parts to be able to slide components in and out
aldra
JIDF Controlled Opposition
wut
what are you trying to do
2020-10-27 at 11:02 PM UTC
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WTB: Geiger Tube
aldra
JIDF Controlled Opposition
want to build my own geiger counter. need tube, voltage multiplier to 400-600v and analogue decoded for pulses that come out the other end. will probably just use either 7-segs or a small LCD panel for output.
Will post more detail for plans when I think it through better, but it doesn't appear to be a difficult project.
2020-10-27 at 11 PM UTC
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propane gas torch
aldra
JIDF Controlled Opposition
make sure you have decent ventilation and/or a mask, gold or silver shouldn't be a problem but other chemicals on them might not be good for you
oh this is from 2 weeks ago
