it's not difficult. like, didn't you read the hamlet of shakespeare? You have to keep feigning madness until eventually you'll convince yourself to be psychotic because everyone else will treat you as such. Do lot of drugs, eat your own shit and please, become a lovely lolcow
at first I was like, that's painful. Now I got used to it and tbh I like when I shit big league, it's like I'm making peace with my inner self and the whole universe
man, I offered you to achieve historical greatness but you ignored me and you're still whining like a degenerate bitch. I hope you get bone cancer and a tranny cuts your dick while you're sleeping
let's start with these: for malware analysis: - practical malware analysis, michael sikorski if you're into steganography: - disappearing cryptography, peter wayner nice one for python&crypto: - hacking secret ciphers with python, albert sweigart
I second "hacking the art of exploitation" too. If the thread keeps going and I won't have killed myself yet, I'll add few other good recommendations
my second consideration on china: IT HAS AN AWESOME WALL. AN HUGE WALL. BUT YOU CANNOT SEE IT FROM THE MOON. THIS IS A WELL-KNOWN HOAX AND IF YOU STILL BELIEVE IT YOU'RE A BRAINDEAD PIECE OF CRAP.
if you cannot get love, then sow hate and reap hate. remember this, kiddo, humans need attention more than they need love. if you got a shitty family, redeem yourself becoming a great man. study the great man theory of the historian Thomas Carlyle. "The history of the world is but the biography of great men". You wanna beg for love or you wanna achieve greatness? Your choice, kiddo. Don't disappoint me.
thinkpad x60 \ thinkpad x200 \ thinkpad t400 + libreboot + FOSS operating system (slitaz, trisquel etc.) or Qubes OS if you prefer security through virtualization. Or even better, if your threat model includes the NSA, a linux distribution that runs from ram and implements kernel patches like PaX and gresecurity (hint: alpine linux)
