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2024-05-24 at 3:17 PM UTC in I'm re-watching Tokyo GhoulI am a very different person compared to when I was younger. I was told I was a good baby and a good child the first few years but afterwards I became the opposite. Somebody probably put the evil eye on me because they didn't like my mother didn't have problems with her children, unlike all the other mothers. Stuff like this happens. However at the end of my teenage years, I started to become the person that I am today.
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2024-05-24 at 3:15 PM UTC in I'm re-watching Tokyo Ghoul
Originally posted by Dirtbag That's crazy that he's older than you, has a job and is married but is guilt-tripping you and stealing from you when he knows you're in debt.
Oh well, I'd like to make amends for the past and I know nothing can change that so I try to be helpful in other ways I can. Luckily, I don't have to pay off my debt until I graduate from college and then I get 35 years to pay it all back. I appreciate the concerns, though! He's older than me but mentally he's a little bit underdeveloped. I think he's got autism to a degree (he doesn't understand social clues); plus he had a rough childhood which I think is to blame for his lack of mental development. I was a terrible younger brother growing up. I was very mean and physically and emotionally abusive to him and I regret it so much. So all of this, with the money -- it's nothing. I wish I could turn back time but alas, I can't. -
2024-05-24 at 3:11 PM UTC in I'm re-watching Tokyo Ghoul
Originally posted by Dirtbag It sounds like he's lying about not wanting to take money from his wife. She should know his financial situation and accept it. Why don't you ask your bank to freeze your card and send you a new one? He could take out loans in your name. It doesn't matter that he's family because a lot of people aren't responsible financially and self-preservation should be the most important thing to you. He doesn't care about you so don't let him ruin your life.
It's not that he doesn't want to rely on his wife for financial aid, it's just that his wife isn't willing to give him money. I know how she is because they had that big argument and when our families got together, I was there and witnessed everything myself. But anyway, he does things for me like when I don't feel like leaving the house, I can message him anytime and he gets what I want or need at the time, so it's alright. I do sympathize with him. He probably sounds a lot worse here but he's a good guy (for the most part). -
2024-05-24 at 7 AM UTC in I'm re-watching Tokyo GhoulHow did this go from a thread about Tokyo Ghoul to dysfunctional marriages? Lol. My bad. I'll go back to watching Tokyo Ghoul.
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2024-05-24 at 7 AM UTC in I'm re-watching Tokyo GhoulLooking at my brother's marriage, I'm glad that I'm single. I'd rather be single than be with a woman like that. He doesn't seem to have the freedom to do what he wants. He can't just leave the house or hang out when I ask him to. He also seems to be too scared to ask his wife to cook him a certain dish but when he gets home he shamelessly asks my mother because he knows she's not going to refuse anyway. This mainly happened during Ramadan but it just really annoyed me that he asks his mother who is nearing her 60s rather than his young wife who's 2 years his junior (he's 31).
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2024-05-24 at 6:57 AM UTC in I'm re-watching Tokyo GhoulHe also used to pay for me whenever we would hang outside with friends or he just ordered food for the both of us when we were at home so that's why I also do the same for him now that I have money again. I am pretty sure I already treated him more than he's treated me at this point but it's fine. I also bought him a virtual reality headset the other day because he kept trying to get me to buy it and I just wanted to make him happy. At first I told him to ask his wife instead because she makes more money than I do and he said he asked her but she didn't want to give it to him. And now that I bought it for him, apparently they both use it now. Greedy man, greedy woman. They had this huge fight last year because she didn't want to help with the finances because "it's the man's job to do that." Both our families got involved. In our culture, marriage isn't just about two individuals coming together but rather two families coming together. I dunno how else to phrase it but my brother is just a simp. At one point, they were separated and even my parents said it's time for a divorce (she emotionally abused him and also physically abused him). All of his friends said he should go for a divorce as well. But he refused, because he was secretly still in touch with her. No wonder they got back together. Apparently she's changed now and she helps with the finances now, so there's that. Poor sap.. simp.. whatever.
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2024-05-24 at 6:50 AM UTC in I'm re-watching Tokyo Ghoul
Originally posted by Dirtbag I read recently in Eastern countries wealth is shared with the whole family. That in the West parents don't tell their children how much money they have or ask their children about their finances. If that isn't the case in your family I think you should be wary of sharing your bank card with your brother. You said you were in debt. If you're family aren't helping you with it you should not open yourself up to financial abuse. If you were my relative and I knew you were in debt I would never take money from you.
My mother always keeps a close eye on what I spend. I do think it's annoying but she's my mother, so she gets a pass. As for my brother, well... he's got a job but it seems like he's one greedy bastard. On top of that, he's married and his wife works as well and makes more money than him, but he's too scared to ask her for money and so he takes money from me instead. I used to be a big jerk to him when we were younger so this is my way of making up to him. Though I'll be switching to another bank when the new semester starts after the summer break. The last few times he used my bank card for instance was to buy lunch while he was at work & the other day it was for pastries and I said it was fine, he doesn't have to pay me back but my mother said he should pay me back so I told him to pay me back but I am asking for less than actually owes me. He said a couple of days ago that he would pay me back on Thursday. So Thursday came but he didn't send me anything. I ask him what's up and he says he's got zero money in his bank. He showed me screenshots. So I sent him like 25 euros, told him to give me back 50 euros the next time he gets his salary even though he owes me like 55. I'm just trying to be nice to him, he's a good guy. He does exploit me financially and I can see that, but it's fine. I'm switching to an eco-friendly bank but this time I'm keeping my bank card to myself, I won't let my mother oversee my finances either. Both my brother and mother have my bank account on their mobile phones so that's why my mother sometimes goes "What did you spend (insert amount of euros) on?" And then I say "Oh, I went outside and bought this." And then she says "Don't do that." Lol. -
2024-05-24 at 6:41 AM UTC in 🍬🍬Candy~Land🍬🍬Oh, are we posting lyrics of songs we are listening to at the very moment? Okay.
少年は歌った「逆境さえも戦闘能力だ」って
劣等抱いていた喧騒の街を抜け出してきた
もう答えは疾うに決まって言い訳は放棄した
走馬灯は遠く向こうへ夕焼け笑っていた
革命前夜幸か不幸か
理想 現実を超えてきた
境界線跨いだ時点で幕は開ける
いざ衝撃的な mission
今決定的な motion
割れない盾と壊れない矛で刺す
消えない感情は miss you
負けない本当の reason
太刀打ちなんてできやしない者もいる
抱き寄せ離さない記憶抱え
次の場所でも制そう
真っ当な対価なんてもう何年も受けていないと
葛藤もがいていた残像置いて飛び出してきた
もう試練も何度潜って逃げ道塞いできた
電光石火暴走体制
予想 幻想を超えてきた
大将戦睨んだ合図で刃走る
いざ想像超えた mission
また圧倒的な motion
切り裂いていく命が果てるまで
見えない感情は listen
叫んだ本当の reason
確かめるんだ痛みを投げ捨てて
星に願って帰りを待つあなたの元へ行こうか
100万通り幸も不幸も
試練 逆境も超えてきた
不格好だった少年は今何処へ向かう?
いざ衝撃的な mission
今決定的な motion
割れない盾と壊れない矛で刺す
消えない感情は miss you
負けない本当の reason
太刀打ちなんてできやしない者もいる
抱き寄せ離さない記憶抱え
次の場所でも制するだろう
やがて世界が終わる時は
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2024-05-24 at 6:35 AM UTC in In this thread, I will tell you what condiment you are.
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2024-05-24 at 6:33 AM UTC in I'm re-watching Tokyo Ghoul
Originally posted by Dirtbag What's a jinn? I remember reading a horror story about them when I was a child but that's unlikely to be accurate.
Jinns are creatures made out of fireless smoke. They co-exist in the world with us but we cannot perceive them (they do perceive us). It's an Islamic concept. We believe the devil was a jinn rather than a fallen angel. There are good jinn and evil jinn. It is believed that evil jinn possess people but I don't believe in this whole possession stuff. I read somewhere that a ringing in the ear means a jinn is close to you; that in itself may be BS but it's probably true that there's jinn around us. -
2024-05-24 at 6:31 AM UTC in I'm re-watching Tokyo GhoulI'm thinking of Korean fried chicken and pizza. It's called dakgangjeong. I looked up what that translates to and it says "sweet crispy Korean fried chicken" so I guess I was accurate enough when I said "Korean fried chicken." It costs 17,50 euros. 400 grams of boneless chicken. And the sauce is good stuff. I always take the sweet & spicy one. My brother and I go there often. Or well, we used to, since we're both on a diet. I always pay for him. Often I just send him to go there since he drives a scooter and it's easy for him to get there since it's a 30 minute walk otherwise. So they think it's him who's paying for it all the time, when it's me because he uses my bank card. I'm going to buy it for my friends as well and my brother, so that's going to be 70 euros on Saturday and I'll pay for the pizza as well, think I'll be spending 100 euros on Saturday then if my calculations are correct.
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2024-05-24 at 6:26 AM UTC in I'm re-watching Tokyo GhoulI'm on season three episode five now. And it's 8:25 am. After I'm done watching, I'll go to bed. My sleeping schedule has been completely effed but I'll have to turn it around soon. I'm going to hang out with my two best friends and my brother on Saturday. I will also start eating again on Saturday. I'm probably going to eat two meals since I went for so long without anything at that point (would be my fifth day of not eating if I decided not to eat the entire day).
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2024-05-24 at 6:25 AM UTC in I'm re-watching Tokyo Ghoul
Originally posted by Dirtbag I might try to see if he tells me his name with an ouija board. Apparently cats can see ghosts but I really just don't have anyone to play it with me.
I heard something like that. That's why they stare off into space, right? Or whatever. I don't believe in ghosts but I do believe in jinns, so they're probably looking at the jinns, thinking "What the heck is this\?!" -
2024-05-24 at 6:24 AM UTC in I'm re-watching Tokyo Ghoul
Originally posted by Dirtbag Yeah she's my cat, Akira is a name for boys and girls. I've claimed another stray black cat, he seems old, a little ghoulish and is fluffy. Akira gets along with other cats but doesn't seem to like him. Honestly the cats spooked me a few times, sort of like NoFace from Spirited Away and its eyes are lime green and always glowing. I have to take him in though, it's been sleeping in the garage for months. Idk what to name him yet. 3 syllables are ideal.
That's very nice of you, to take in stray animals. I wish I could do it, but my OCD stops me from doing it. -
2024-05-24 at 3:37 AM UTC in I'm re-watching Tokyo Ghoul
Originally posted by Dirtbag The plan's gone astray already. I'm supposed to do skincare rn but Akira came clawing at door and wants to nap on me.
Akira's your cat, right? My cousin is married to an Indonesian (of Chinese descent) and their daughter is named Akira. Anyway, yeah. I should be watching Tokyo Ghoul right now. But I'll do it in a few minutes. Currently listening to music (J-pop). -
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2024-05-24 at 2:39 AM UTC in I'm re-watching Tokyo Ghoul
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2024-05-24 at 2:39 AM UTC in I'm re-watching Tokyo Ghoul
Originally posted by Dirtbag So far tonight I've listened to 8 tracks and feel so much better already. Gonna do three more then do my skincare and housechores, nap or take stimulants then revision videos marathon. Idk why I make these plans everyday they never go to plan.
Hahah I know how you feel about plans always falling through. I was supposed to hang out tomorrow (read: today) with a friend. I suggested 7 pm and they wanted 3 pm so I said let's hang out another day then. And I was supposed to watch Tokyo Ghoul but I still haven't started it. -_- -
2024-05-24 at 2:38 AM UTC in I'm re-watching Tokyo Ghoul
Originally posted by Elbow I know you *meant* that, but the layout of the site being what it is, any screenshot I took would only have shown like 3 shows/movies. Figured it made more sense to just show you that they have >1300 of them.
But, sampled at random:
Devilman [2004]
Marmalade Boy [2018]
GTO Revival [2024]
Freesia: Bullet Over Tears [2007]
NANA [2005]
Gokudou Heiki [2011]
Shoujo Tsubaki [2016]
Shakotan Boogie [1987]
You get the idea, man.
I see. Well, I tried searching for the first two and I could find them, but the first had only 2 or 3 seeders and the other one 0, it was just audio. How many seeders does the first one have, for instance over there?